more grey’s anatomy sketches because rewatching the dramatic doctor show has scrambled my brain
“She understood that the hardest times in life to go through were when you were transitioning from one version of yourself to another.”
— Sarah Addison Allen
Sometimes it’s not the
butterflies that tell you you’re in love, but the
pain.
i am mourning the loss of you, still. because i still adore every part of you. and every time i look at you, i long for you.
c / you’re so far away
There’s a storm right now. My mind is like a storm. With thunder and lighting and tornadoes and tsunamis and hurricanes. The world is crashing down and everything is falling apart around me. Every word you say to her has love written all over it. And every time I see you exchange love letters in disguise it poisons my heart. It pierces my soul. I’m just a girl in the background. Camouflaged in the white noise. Hidden in the gray matter. Behind the scenes. I’m lost and broken and hopeless. I’m suffocating because I’m buried into the ground where you’ll never find me, as long as she is living above it.
c / you send me to rock bottom
ousia-poetica
She took a deep breath for the umpteenth time as she looked at her anxious reflection in the mirror, left and never returned.