Shay

I was getting over him. I loved you, and then you had to go and say that I used you. And then he comes to me and calls me a sociopath because of your lies. I trusted all of you, and you ALL broke it. This is why I hate showing human emotions, because no matter what I do, it always comes back and bites me in the ass. I trusted you. Not anymore. Not again. Never again. Push the "love" away, and boom, no more problems.

Edit: I had written down in my journal that the person I'm talking about a lot in these rants (not including this one) and his girlfriend were only gonna last five months. They only lasted four. How fucking pathetic of me to think they'd actually last that long.

Just FUCKING get over yourself!!! You wanna talk all this shit on how you do everything in the house, but you DON'T!! You NEVER take out the garbage to the garage, you NEVER put any recyclables in the bin, and YOU ONLY do dishes, and get pissed about it because you actually have do something in your MISERABLE life, when I don't do them!! Chase hardly does them, but he still FUCKING helps me with them!! And his dad doesn't get put into this equation because he has a job and gets stressed about things enough!! I'm so FUCKING tired of your GOD DAMN BULLSHIT!! Here I was thinking you were pissed about me losing your fucking key, but no. You were pissed of at me because YOU HAD TO DO DISHES!!!! You wanna complain about me not doing anything around the house!? YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING LIVE HERE!!! YOU LIVE IN A FUUUCCKIINNGG CAR!!!! How about instead of worrying about what I do around the house, you CLEAN OUT YOUR DAMN CAR!! You fucking hypocritical fucking piece of shit prick! I hide things from people for you that could LITERALLY get me in trouble!! I think you keep forgetting that I'M one of the ONLY people that even TOLERATE you, and I could RUIN your entire fucking life, what you have left of it anyway. But you don't even acknowledge that fact, do you? Because you know I like you too much to do that, even if I wanted to. You know that, even when you're a complete asshole to me, I always forgive you. That's not how goes thought, right? You're never the one that has to apologize, somehow, you always make it about yourself, flip the coin, and make ME feel bad for something's that you're getting pissed off about, that I didn't even know about. Fucking hell, don't I just have the greatest choice in friends?

WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL WITH THAT MANIPULATIVE FUCKING WOMAN!? You complain about her aalll the fucking time and it's starting to really piss me off! She complains all the time about her sister stealin her shit and her mom being a bitch. She has the CHOICE of moving out, but she doesn't, what, because she's scared!? I was scared when I moved out but I still did it because I'm not a PUSSY. GOD FUCKING DAMN, she's so manipulative and I hate seeing my friend getting stressed about it. And yet you still fucking defend her, even after complaining DAY AFTER DAY about her. God, honestly, if murder were legal, I'd get away with some fucked up shit. Ahaha for legal reasons, that was a joke.

No clue if anyone ends up seeing this, doesn't really matter if anyone does buutttt I might work on a Consentual-Nonconsent story here, I have quite a bit of it but it's not yet finished, so I think I'm gonna do that here soon.

#cnc #consentualnonconsent #rapeplay #kink #story #writing

Hooowww about, instead of stealing my cigarettes, you just fucking ask me. I don't EVER steal your shit. So don't steal mine. Just FUCKING ask! For fucks sake! I already gave you two of my cigarettes, and then you go an not even ask me, you steal the other three! I have to save them so Cameron doesn't front on your ass due to nicotine withdrawal. You're the asshole that got me into cigarettes in the first place. FUCK

Well, it's been a long time since I've been on here. But I guess it's the only safe space that I have now to rant. So, have fun reading my rants.