Dear Carrie Hope Flecter

Hello, my name is Ellie and i’m an wanna be actor, animator and writer. I have huge passions for drama, English and art however I have always felt like I could not expression these passions because of the way I look and my weight. I wont say my age but I am a teenager and I needed to write you this note to show you how much I loved and appreciated your first  book All I Know Now, I can not tell you how much I enjoyed your book. It has made me laugh, made me cry and spill out my inner most thoughts onto the pages of my dairy which I am now coping into this letter. I am not sure if you will ever read this because your busy with your new flat, your book tour and the fact that your in 18th century France every Saturday night but I remain hopeful (pun intended ) that you will read this. Every since the age of nine I realized that I was not like the other children my age. I was bigger around the waist, had extremely chubby cheeks and had a really short bobbed hair that my mum often put into bunches. High school has made these thoughts a lot more stronger however. I often am teased for the way I look because I resemble a young Spanish girl with a talking back pack and a monkey for a best friend, the fact that a lot smarter than the other students and for my personality. At times I can be loud, exciting and expressive, other times funny and creative however I can also be very quiet and shy. I tend to bundle up these feelings in my head until i’m almost reaching my end which I hate but then I watch your videos and everything’s okay again. There is something about your videos that sets of a spark in my head. Suddenly I have all these amazing thoughts and feelings and ideas, and that is a feeling that I never want to go away. I have gone though  a lot of awful things in my life, one of these moments I am going to share with you now. In my final year of primary school I was told that my hole class was going to be weighed. Letters were sent home to check if people were comfortable with being weighed, I wasn’t. My mum and dad told the school that I was uncomfortable with the weighing and I was told I didn’t have to do it. I was so happy until that day came, I tried to tell the people that I wasn’t to be weighed but they did it anyway. They completely ignored me for there own gain. They honestly pushed me onto the scale and I remember holding back tears from their reaction. I will always remember one of their reactions, one girl said, “That can not be healthy can it? Why would someone do that to themselves.” When I got home that day I cried my eyes out. Your book has made me gain so many positive and wonderful feelings. I know feel like if someone says something bad about me, my family or friends that I can just punch them in the face. I have countless thoughts of me on a regular day smacking me bullies right across the face and being encouraged by the teachers!!! Thank you for reading Carrie, please can you write back, it would mean a lot if you did. Thank You for your wonderful book. You have no idea how much you have helped me

Xxx

ShamelessPotterFan aka Ellie

Hello My Fan Girls.

Hi everyone. This is my very first blog post, I have had previous blogs before but the only people who saw them were the people who I went to school as it was on my school website. So I thought I would make this starting post to let you all know what this blog will be about. This blog is dedicated to all my fellow geeky fan girls out there, where I will share my love and opinions on all sorts of things such as Doctor Who, Harry Potter, Divergent and all things like that. I will also be doing reviews of films, books, TV shows and sometimes giving shout outs to my favorite You Tubers. I will try and make a post every Thursday about the things I have previously mentioned.  Each post I am going to # 3 of my favorite You Tubers, one reason for this is to let you guys no who I love on You Tube and also so they can see this post as I would love to be mentioned in one of their videos. Let me know what you guys want me to write about by messaging me through Tumblr. 

Thank you guys so much for reading this.

GoodBye, 

      ShamlessPotterFan <3

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