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Oh I believe in yesterday
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I’m sorry your heart was broken. I’m sorry you thought they were better than they actually were. I’m sorry that they didn’t love you as much as you thought they did. I’m sorry you wake up at night, unable to breathe, drowning in a pool of your own tears. I’m sorry you feel worthless and sad . I’m sorry you’re broken. I truly am. But my darling, don’t push me away. Don’t turn bitter and cold and lock me out of your heart. Don’t run away and leave your whole life behind. Don’t leave me behind…
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“Why do you still hold onto the sadness he left you?” she asked me “I don’t know who I am if I’m not missing him” I answer quietly

k.m (via fluohrine)

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“You should date boys, have fun and fool around,” my sister said while laughing. I rolled my eyes. “I am young. I will make mistakes. But I’m not gonna waste my time and energy on boys who will treat me like a game or want me to praise them. I want to be successful and there’s no way to do that when you’re falling apart because someone decided to cut you off out of nowhere. That happened to me and now I know what’s important.”

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1000 // lessons from heartbreak (via excerptsofstories)

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“I don’t want to lose you.” The words that had been burning inside her finally came to the surface. “I love you. I love everything about you. I love your hair, even though you hate it. Every time you walk away from me, you’re taking all the happiness in the world with you. I’m bursting at the seams with things I want to say. Please, just, don’t go.” She stood there waiting to hear what he was going to mutter next. “I have to go, I have a plane to catch.”

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1003 // @justwakingup on Instagram (via excerptsofstories)

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Most people compare eyes to oceans, or galaxies. Not her eyes though they reminded me of my favorite thing. Glancing down and my cup of coffee, and then back up at her coffee brown eyes I realized that’s probably why I felt so awake when I was with her. She was like coffee in the morning.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1004 (via excerptsofstories)

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You told me you weren’t nice to people because when you are you get hurt and fucked over, I told you I had the same problem. I broke down my shell for you and was nice, I showed you I actually cared. I guess that was my mistake, because you were no different from the rest. I guess you were so scared of being fucked over you decided to screw me over instead.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1006 // MMC (via excerptsofstories)

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Whenever I think of you again, I immediately fall sick. My chest gets tight, my stomach aches, and my throat gets all choked up from holding in the words I so desperately wanted to scream at you when you walked away. I wish you totally left, but still you creep in the shadows of my mind, taking over when you can and pulling me under into utter self disgust. I want to be sick of you but I’m not, I’m sick with you.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1008 // r.g. // you’ve plagued my mind with sorrowful to thoughts (via excerptsofstories)

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My skin tingled immediately when he moved his fingertips along my thighs. They were the slightest of touches, just like a feather, but they left me craving for more. He was about to lean in to kiss me when he stopped suddenly and looked directly into my eyes. He took a deep breath. “I’ve been wanting to say this all day today, but I was afraid that it was too early. I knew though. I was sure. The comforting and welcoming smile on your face when I stood outside your apartment in the middle of the night desperate to forget the incidents of earlier was enough to help me get rid of all the doubts I had. That was the moment I knew that I loved you. I love you so much sweetheart and it scares the hell out of me.” And in that moment, I could have sworn, I never had been kissed or loved more passionately ever before.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1010 // @cutelittlemoments on Instagram (via excerptsofstories)

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We would sit with the front of your knees pressed against the side of my thigh and your sturdy chest lightly resting on my frail shoulders. But now we can’t even get within five feet of each other without me flinching and my fingernails digging into my palms as I clench my fists over and over again, thinking of your dimpled chin resting on the crown of my head and how much I miss it.

Excerpt from a book I will never write #1012 (via excerptsofstories)

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“She wasn’t like everyone. She wasn’t that pretty but girls like that aren’t supposed to be. She buried herself in that room and when everyone tried to tell her to go out , she would instantly reply with her angry face-‘I like it here , people are boring and have no clue of the idea of fun. I asked her one day about her 'idea of fun’ , she turned her head , cringed a little and directly looked into my eyes and while i was admiring her smile , mesmerizing by the way , she said people nowadays don’t read , don’t write poetry about love and grace and don’t get lost in beautiful songs with meaningful lyrics and don’t dance with their shadows when they drink just a little more wine, they don’t paint and say i love you much, they don’t do anything actually , so I’d rather stay home. I kissed her hard and she said people should kiss more often and laughed , and in that moment I wished to god to be with her forever.”
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I do not believe in fate, to believe in fate is to place too much power to the universe.  But I do believe that the three of us went through hardships to get here, and that it is through extraordinary circumstance that our paths crossed.  We made all made the same unlikely choice, at a time in our life when nothing made sense. Here we are, a year later and it makes sense now.

I may have hated the circumstances that led me to two very important people in my life, but I am so lucky we found each other against all of the odds. (via crashingwaves-burningsouls)

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When did you finally let go?“ she asks, eyes softening. “The first time I saw him smile at her,” I answer. “… And?” I rest my folded hands on my lap and smile. “It’s the way he used to smile at me. I knew it was sincere so I let go knowing he already did. Her eyes widen. “That easy?” “Who said it was easy? I almost grabbed back onto him.

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“What do you want from me?” he asks finally after a pause. “I want you to love me,” I reply instantly. He looks at me with heavy eyes. “And if I can’t do that?” “Then I want you to leave,” I say.

“what about what i want?” he asks as he does. // lily rose. (via alohalilyrose)