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I know he didn't love me but I adored him anyway ✨

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Chapter 8: Getting Caught Up in a Moment, Lipstick on Your Face

A very short summary: Y/N has been working with the crows for a few years. Her life feels complete until she meets the insufferable Nikolai Lantsov. She finds herself forced to work with the King of Ravka on one of Kaz Brekker’s crazy schemes.

A/N: I didn’t really plan on this chapter turning out the way it did, but the words were just kinda flowing. Please excuse this self-indulgent chapter.

While this was the last true chapter of the fic, there will be an epilogue set about a year in the future.

Warning: SMUT, 18+, language

Word count: 2.9k

Without further ado, Enjoy! :)

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romitri + aesthetics

“With Dimitri, I never felt like I had to be anything more what I already was. I didn’t have to entertain him or think up jokes or even flirt. It was enough to just be together, to be completely comfortable in each other’s presence.” 
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Hello everyone, this is going to be a big masterlist of all the Lando Norris stories, blurbs, one shots, imagines etc. that I recommend on tumblr. Everything is here, in one place, for you to enjoy 🧡
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I’m so sorry for dropping the teaser and then disappearing! I’ve had a lot on my plate since writing that and things are only just settling down now. I’ll finish and post it ASAP!

Thank you for the patience. 

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here are some of my favorite pictures of omar and edvin that I found on pinterest that make me feel things in a very real way

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He’s not afraid of anything he feels. He’s not afraid of saying it. He’s only afraid of what happens when he does. – CASEY MCQUISTON, RED, WHITE & ROYAL BLUE

But no matter what, they can’t dictate what you say. We haven’t done anything wrong. No. We haven’t. You’re right. We’re doing this together. YOUNG ROYALS (2021—)

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listen: love as religion

crush by richard siken / false god by taylor swift / sappho / intimacy by angelica alzona / red white and royal blue by casey mcquiston / take me to church by hozier / les misérables by victor hugo / crush by richard siken / miss right by bts / a torch against the night by sabaa tahir

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by railmedaddy

Jason picks up his story but is interrupted a minute later by Suit Guy taking the glass out of Henry’s hand and placing a new drink in it. He looks down to find a martini in his hand. His mouth quirks and he looks at Suit Guy. “Vodka or gin?”

“Vodka, of course,” comes the answer with a wicked grin.

“We were talking, man,” Jason pipes up, glaring at Suit Guy before directing his attention back to Henry. “Some people are so rude, that’s not even what you were drinking.”

“I quite like vodka actually,” Henry says. “If I’m in the right mood.”

Or, Henry is alone in a bar one night and things get interesting

Words: 3192, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

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Finally, they met in the underworld. Thetis really came through at the end, thankfully. That ending was actually so satisfying, with the tension being build on whether or not Patroclus would've been granted his peace.

Now they're finally together, eternally. Im gonna fucking cry now...

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reading The Song of Achilles up until the messenger from Phtia comes to mount Pelion, closing the book, and imagining the rest myself. canon isn't real if you don't accept it. create your own endings. keep your chin up your crown is falling

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Achilles: I am Achilles, son of King Peleus and Goddess Thetis and I-
Achilles: *looks at Patroclus*
Achilles: I am very, very gay.
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the song of achilles quotes that make me go feral (spoiler warning!)

if you haven’t read the book i would wholeheartedly recommend doing so, it is an insanely beautiful and amazing book! very very very heartbreaking tho

-I could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; I would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. I would know him in death, at the end of the world.

-And perhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone.

-In the darkness, two shadows, reaching through the hopeless, heavy dusk. Their hands meet, and light spills in a flood like a hundred golden urns pouring out of the sun.

-We reached for each other, and I thought of how many nights I had lain awake loving him in silence.

-We were like gods at the dawning of the world, & our joy was so bright we could see nothing else but the other.

-There are no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw.

- I am made of memories. (this is probably my favorite book quote)

-He is half of my soul, as the poets say. That is — your friend?” “Philtatos,” Achilles replied, sharply. Most beloved.

- It is right to seek peace for the dead. You and I both know there is no peace for those who live after.

-“If you have to go, you know I will go with you.”

-I let him hold me, let him press us length to length so close that nothing might fit between us. Tears came, and fell. Above us, the constellations spun and the moon paced her weary course. We lay stricken and sleepless as the hours passed.

-What is admired in one generation is abhorred in another. We cannot say who will survive the holocaust of memory… We are men only, a brief flare of the torch.

-When he died, all things soft and beautiful and bright would be buried with him.

-When I am dead, I charge you to mingle our ashes and bury us together.

-Achilles was looking at me. “Your hair never quite lies flat, here.” He touched my head, just behind my ear. “I don’t think I’ve ever told you how I like it.”

-I will never leave him. It will be this, always, for as long as he will let me.

-“Name one hero who was happy.” I considered. Heracles went mad and killed his family; Theseus lost his bride and father; Jason's children and new wife were murdered by his old; Bellerophon killed the Chimera but was crippled by the fall from Pegasus' back. “You can't.” He was sitting up now, leaning forward. “I can't.” “I know. They never let you be famous AND happy.” He lifted an eyebrow. “I'll tell you a secret." “Tell me.” I loved it when he was like this. “I'm going to be the first.” He took my palm and held it to his. “Swear it.” “Why me?” “Because you're the reason. Swear it.” “I swear it,” I said, lost in the high color of his cheeks, the flame in his eyes. “I swear it,” he echoed. We sat like that a moment, hands touching. He grinned. I feel like I could eat the world raw.

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achilles loved patroclus so much that when pat died the gods feared for their lives and i just am so in love with that fact. like i want someone to love me to that point

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LGBT+ Fantasy/Fiction Books and TWs

1. Carry On by Rainbow Rowell-

(Fantasy, Witches, Vampires, kind of Harry Potter-y, Romance, TW for mention of suicidal ideation/self-destructiveness, abandonment, foster care, neglect, murder/violence, gun violence and relationship issues in the second book. It has some heavy topics but is written in a pretty light tone.)

2. Red White and Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston-

(enemies to lovers, about the son of the President and the Prince of England getting into a fight, they have to fake a friendship to fix their PR situation, TW for being publicly outed and semi-graphic sex scenes, also often politically charged discussions)

3. Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller-

(Ancient Greece, demigods, exile, TW for war/violence and tragedy, homophobia, bad parenting)

4. The Foxhole Court by Nora Sakavic-

(It’s about the mafia/college sports and happens to have a compelling queer storyline in the process. Demisexual main character and other gay characters. (slow burn, it’s a trilogy and the romance doesn’t happen in the first book) TW for a lot of things, it’s about kids from broken homes and the mafia so there is abuse, self harm, murder, police intervention, organized crime, drug use, assault, rehab, all kinds of weapons, manipulation, slurs, etc. The second book has mentions of r*pe (not extremely graphic but it is mentioned a handful of times and there is one semi graphic scene), and torture. It is a great series but it has heavy content and is not light reading if you go in unprepared.)

5. The House on the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune -

(MLM, fantasy, found family, heartwarming romance, magical creatures)

6. Heartstopper by Alice Oseman-

(MLM, graphic novel, slow burn, coming out TW for anorexia, self harm, suicidal ideation, homophobia)

7. The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater-

(Fantasy, about a secret private school, slow burn)

8. They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera-

(Bisexual Latino characters, whole story takes place in 24 hours because at about midnight- aka the start of the book- they get a phone call saying they’re gonna die, TW for death, family in hospital, violence, police intervention, and foster care)

9. Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo-

(queer characters (but no romance in the first book, TW for graphic depictions of violence, ableism, mention of abuse, mention of sexual slavery and assault, imprisonment)

10. The Gentleman’s Guide to Vice and Virtue by Mackenzi Lee (Historical Fiction Romance, Travel/Journey, Best Friends to lovers, MLM characters. TW for abuse, homophobia, racism, suicidal ideation, alcoholism, depiction of epileptic seizures, gun violence, and discussion of insane asylums)

11. In Deeper Waters by FT Lukens-

(Royalty, kidnapping, MLM characters not being released until April but it looks great)

12. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Sáenz-

(coming of age story, MLM, TW for violence/injury, surgery, transmisogyny, homophobic violence)

14. We Contain Multitudes by Sarah Henstra-

(coming of age, friendship and romance)

15. Love and Other Curses by Michael Thomas Ford-

(magical realism, a curse about falling in love)

16. More Happy than Not by Adam Silvera-

(MLM main character, YA, “it's about a boy who is considering a memory-alteration procedure to forget he's gay because leading a life as a straight teen would probably be way easier for him. It's about science versus nature, friendship, sexuality, and a quest for happiness.” About the happy ending and how even bad moments lead to good. Hopeful but despairing. TW for medical procedure to erase sexuality, internalized homophobia, homophobia from others, depression)

17. I Wish You All the Best by Mason Deaver-

(Nonbinary main character, nonbinary muslim side character, romance/love and building a family out of people you care about. About finding your voice. TW for coming out and misgendering, family rejection/struggle)

18. We Are Okay by Nina LaCour-

(WLW, moving out and coming of age, self-discovery and childhood romance, TW for loss, depression, loneliness)

19. The Rest of Us Just Live Here by Patrick Ness-

(Contemporary, about the normal people’s lives while living among Chosen Ones. Family/coming of age/acceptance story. TW for monsters, apocalypse, violence/explosions, anorexia, anxiety attacks, unrequited romance)

20. Lizard Radio by Pat Schmatz-

(Dystopian story about a teenager struggling with their gender identity, TW for abandonment, oppressive government, outlawed homosexuality)

21. Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas-

(trans main character, hispanic characters, paranormal YA mystery with MLM characters)

22. Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat-

(Bisexual main character, TW for kidnapping/stockholm syndrome, abuse, sex scenes)

23. Witch Eyes by Scott Tracey-

(fantasy, MLM, supernatural)

24. Simon vs the Homosapiens Agenda by Becki Albertalli-

(romance, MLM, coming of age, TW for a closeted boy being blackmailed)

25. Fun Home by Alison Bechdel-

(WLW, graphic novel, coming of age, TW for csa, pedophilia, teacher/student relationships, none explicit if my memory serves correct)

26. George by Alex Gino-

(Trans girl, slice of life, coming out story, TW for deadnaming, homophobia, transphobia)

27. Afterworlds by Scott Westerfield-

(WLW, supernatural, fantasy)

28. Witchmark by C.L. Polk-

(MLM, Sci-Fi/Fantasy, mystery, Alternate universe post WW1, TW for murder/war, depression/angst)

29. The Luminous Dead by Caitlin Starling-

(WLW, Sci-Fi Horror, dystopian future, fictional planet, TW for psychological/emotional horror, toxic relationship, death)

30. The Culling by Steven Dos Santos-

(MLM, Dystopian Fantasy under a totalitarian, extremely cruel government. People must undergo ‘the trials’ in order to work for a government task force- if you fail at any of the trials you are forced to participate in the Culling, where the member has to choose a family member of theirs to die. TW for death, extortion, brutal violence, murder, totalitarian government)

31. Deposing Nathan by Zack Smedley-

(MLM, about a court case regarding the main character and his best friend- deals with breaking points in friendships and how people and perception change. TW for biphobia, gay bashing, legal trial, abuse, knives, violence)

32. Ziggy, Stardust, and Me by James Brandon-

(MLM, Gay main character, historical fiction (Vietnam war), about a character dealing with his alcoholic father and family issues who creates a fictional world to cope where he can be out and openly himself. Coming of age. TW for bullying, alcoholism, institutionalized homophobia, familial homophobia, conversion therapy, war mentions)

(this list is a WIP and anyone can add to it! If I need to add TWs or further explanations let me know!)

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