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No Thoughts Head Still Very Full

@shadow-and-purgatory

I’m Florian :3 any pronouns I don’t give a fuck || COMMISSIONS CURRENTLY OPEN || fic requests are open

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Hello! I’m Florian, I use any pronouns! Nice to meet you. I like drawing and writing and talking! my hobbies include putting whole other posts in the tags. If you ever want to talk, I don’t bite, so shoot me an ask or a dm :)

If you can spare a little bit of money:

v3nm0: @/florihannah

I will not be listing my fandoms because I will inevitably forget to keep this updated. Here is a list of my tags that I use, to block as you see fit. PLEASE BE AWARE I dont tend to tag spoilers or fandoms on posts that I reblog, but I usually tag them on original posts. if you need me to tag something, please shoot me a message or an ask! I will do my best to keep this list updated.

Ramblimgs: personal posts and thoughts. this is just my talk tag lmao

Late night ramblimgs: posts I make instead of sleeping. Occasionally a bit unhinged

Ramblimg asks: my tag for asks that I answer

florian game ramblimgs: I liveblog games and discuss video games I’m playing

fic ramblimgs: talking abt writing. mostly fic, but I use this tag for original writing as well

Art ramblimgs: talking abt drawing

school ramblimgs: I talk abt school sometimes

Vent ramblimgs: this is my vent tag, I don’t always use it tho

Human face ramblimgs: this is the tag I will use for posts with my face in them!

florian watches rings of power: this is a newer tag, I have been live-blogging rings of power bc my friend wants to watch it with me. if you dont want to watch the show, just tune into this tag instead. Beware Of Spoilers, and bitchiness!

Florian does art: pictures of my art

florianfics: my fics and writing

Fic snippets: exactly what it says on the tin

Tampered Timeline AU, TTL AU: the tags I will use when discussing my own “Several Links Get Put In One Room” Zelda AU, which you should ask me to talk about because I have fun ideas

Tomb of the Gods, totg, loz totg: The tags I use to talk about Tomb of the Gods, AKA the fake Zelda game im making. not to be confused for TotK, aka botw2. it was my acronym first, Nintendo. PLEASE ask me abt it I want to talk abt the story so much

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NSFW/Not Safe for Work is a funny concept to me because I have on separate occasions worked as 1. a creator of porn comics for an online subscription service, 2. a film archivist, digitizing material for the The Kinsey Institute for Research in Sex, Gender, and Reproduction. I got to experience the dissonance of writing a crisp, professional email to my editor like I was taught to in art school and then attaching 18 pages of dong pictures to it. I've called a coworker over to dispassionately watch hardcore pornography over my shoulder so that they could help me make sure I was scanning a film at the correct frame rate. We were both wearing lab coats at the time. In terms of raw percentage, I have likely spent half or more of my professional life working in situations where it would not be all that unexpected to see someone's hole(s) in the course of my duties.

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One time in my archiving job I was scanning a film from probably the 1960s or so, and the male performer looked straight down the barrel of the lens, so I had this transcendent moment of connection through time and space and the medium of film with a stranger whom I will likely never meet, who may indeed be no longer living on this earth, and then he turned away and started railing a woman. Felt like I got whiplash.

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"not safe for your work maybe. RIP to you but I'm different"

i just think being aro really enriches my perspective on life and makes me better, it makes me more aware of the value of my relationships with my family and friends, i’m so glad i found the aro community which constantly challenges my internalized amatonormivity and my relationships with the people in my life

i’m proud to be aro

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life actually gets better when you leave the house consistently btw like im serious

if you don't know where to go, just wander! go to the store and don't buy anything, go to the library just to sit and do whatever you were going to do at home, go to a park and just walk around/sit outside for a bit (weather permitting, of course)

just put some headphones in and walk around the block a couple times if you really have nothing else to do, just getting a bit of air and change of scenery is so good for you

me the first few weeks of forcing myself to go on daily walks (it gets better tho)

i really need tumblr to learn the concept of “if you physically cannot do this then this post is not talking about you” because jesus christ.

it never fails to surprise me how some people will simply take every single thing in a story at face value and assume that what the characters are saying or doing or thinking must always be true even when all of the context clues are screaming the opposite

anyways reminder that scars of any kind are morally neutral and not bad or harmful to show. if that shit is healed and not a literal open wound it is not fucking bad. it is not okay to shame or trigger warning a normal fucking part of someone’s body, including and especially when it’s a sign of physical or mental illness.

look every single time I make posts like this someone comes on my post like “not self harm scars though! those are triggering!” and fucking. think about what you’re implying for just one second here. you’re saying that if anyone has ever even once hit a mental point where they harmed themself in a way that left a lasting mark they can never show their body uncensored again. this is okay to you? you think this is fucking okay?

also, to expand on this: do not assume you know what are and aren't self harm scars. i have 'traditional self harm scar' looking scars that are not self harm, just that i have a cat and scar easily. i have scars that do not look like self harm scars that very much are. you do not have the right to go up to someone and ask "hey, what are you scars from so i can decide if i can censor your body?", nor the right to assume the origin of someone's scars in order to censor their body. In general, no one's scars or any other part of their body is your business

HEY THIS IS A BANGER FUCKING LINE.

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I want to redesign the Gerudo so badly

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Okay but actually though.

Patterned skirts and hooded cloaks

Big gem like Cadence of Hyrule’s Gerudo have—maybe a sapphire for the heat

Sand shoes like Link can get

Maybe loose pants for the guards, but definitely no exposed skin. It’s a hazard

Heels only inside town

The girls have cute and colorful little shawls with hoods they can pull up in the sun

Also, Gerudo out in Hyrule Proper should complain about the grass. It’s itchy compared to sand.

More cultural dishes also—why do they have a soup they can’t actually cultivate themselves? Either give them radishes or give them new foods. Shock Lemonade. Palm Fruit Shaved Ice. Chickaloo Hummus. Also maybe the oases are where you can find sugar cane, since nowhere in Hyrule currently actually grows it.

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I'm a "multiple interpretations of a character are valid" person until I see an interpretation that explicitly contradicts canon and then I start chewing on the drywall.

Me: "they are fictional characters and you can have whatever thoughts or interpretations you like! You may be close to the creators intent, you may not! What does it matter! There is joy in the exploration alone"

Also me: blorbo would not fucking say that

“This character is multi-faceted and has many valid interpretations of them, but there are also aspects of them that are so set in stone that if you take them away, you’re basically talking about a totally different character.”

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anyone else get that “i never expected you to say swear words, you’re so innocent” shit from random people you’ve talked to maybe twice

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me: so yeah, i’m fuckin–

them: WHOA you know *gets weirdly quiet* the f-word???? you’re so sweet and cute though

me: