i haven’t been on here in about a year and idk if anyone still uses tumblr but i just wanted to continue expressing myself and say that i’m still in so much pain. this account took me back to when things were still way better than they are now. even though i used it during my depressed days i cant even compare it to what i feel now. i’m losing my best friend(s) and ive never been so hurt in my life. i feel so damn alone and i just wanna start living already