Idk but i still think that haru looked like he was going through a breakup after his fight with makoto....like, "i dont feel like being there"...guurl sounds like "everywhere i look reminds me of him it hurts so i have to leave"... + him not wanting to touch the water, like he wasn't in his ceremonial every-morning bath and the fact that he wouldn't swim...yea idk sounds like he just broke up with his bf or smth...
Honestly 1000% u know when Rin comes in the morning, Haru's face is just. Such a mess he fully looks like he just got dumped and ate his feelings in front a Bridget Jones marathon 😭
I just think it's too drastic to want to leave the country after a one fight with a friend lol like i imagine even being at home reminded him too much of Makoto bc he's just such a fundamental part of the fabric of Haru's life. (I don't mean this in a s*xy way but) i bet his room and bed sheets even smells of Makoto from all the times they just hang out and play video games or do homework whilst mostly lounging and wasting time. Ya know? Makoto is everywhere and it hurts too much to be there after getting his heart broken.
I've talked about the water thing a bit before but i just think it's very interesting that Haru's so insistent that water is healing (to the extent that he's convinced it can heal his really really bad cold - ya know the one that made him pass out and nearly drown) and he's in the water as much as he physically can be when he's "healing" from the race with Rin. But now he doesn't want to go in the water? Either he doesn't think he deserves to stop the pain, or his heart is so broken that he doesn't think even water can fix it. Either way, this boy clearly broke up with his bf and he's straight up not having a good time 😭✌🏽



