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@seraphoney

19 she/her
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"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media

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it’s covered in the fucking ooze!!

You know, the most fascinating thing about Childe is how we have his entire backstory, trauma, thoughts on everything, future plans, a declaration of friendship, etc.

And I still have no clue what's happening in that head of his. Or what any of his actions in this patch really mean. None.

Fun fact! Having a job every day is actually a fairly new thing.

In olden times, people had daily chores and other things to do but their workload/ daily working hours was actually much lower than it is today. Even in farming communities.

The concept of working super hard every day actually comes from capitalism, which in turn comes from Puritanical ideology.

The Puritans believed in salvation through work and in no play.

Early capitalists adopted this ideology because it meant higher productivity and therefore more money if their factories were running near constantly.

The idea of needing to be continuously productive in order to be useful/ allowed things like food and shelter, is actually quite an insidious ideal that is deeply rooted in the American culture.

4 day work weeks have actually proven to be more productive than the 5 day week. But corporations won't adopt it willingly because it means less of a stranglehold on their workers.

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jokes aside i think it’s amazing and heartwarming to see like 4chan incel bros perform the miracle of crawling out of that hole and becoming real human beings and chronicling their journey to realizing that they can be well adjusted happy normal dudes

Where’s the post about the guy who turned his life around bc of his shrimp? Bc that’s very relevant here

This guy. This makes me so happy

ID: Anonymous 4chan post: Shrimp saved my life.

  • be depressed, suicidal xanax-addicted incel
  • one day I go to my /aq/fag uncle's house for some shit
  • he has pet shrimp, never seen anything like it before
  • he offers to get me some
  • throw them in a barely cycled tank with some shitty rock
  • several shrimp die
  • realize that I killed them with my apathy
  • realize I need to take responsibility for once in my life
  • do research, learn about water parameters and so on
  • eventually I have a beautiful planted tank with no more deaths
  • notice a female shrimp carrying eggs
  • haven't felt this excited about anything in almost a decade
  • the eggs disappear and I once again think I fucked up
  • few days later I see a tiny transparent baby shrimp
  • suddenly know how the shepherds felt as they gazed upon the newborn Christ
  • by this point I live and breathe shrimp
  • all my spare time is spent on shrimp research and watching shrimp videos
  • spend most of the money I had saved from my last job on shrimp products
  • quit the Xanax to support shrimp spending
  • Start putting effort into college in hope of getting a good job for my shrimp
  • grades improve, no longer facing the prospect of dropping out
  • relationship with parents improves since I am finally passionate about something and applying myself
  • l see genuine happiness in their eyes when I talk excitedly about my shrimp
  • for my birthday my mom makes me a shrimp cake
  • it even has fondant legs and little chocolate eggs
  • cry like a little bitch when I see it
  • mom hugs me and tells me she's always been proud of me
  • college dorm neighbours demand to see my shrimp
  • Shit they're gonna think I'm autistic
  • they actually think my shrimp are really cool
  • they start inviting me to their social events
  • start interacting with girls, get told by girls for the first time in my life that I'm fun and smart
  • l think my shrimp would be proud of me if they knew
  • We're gonna make it bros. Even if you can't do it for yourself, do it for the animals that depend on you.

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one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

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me as a youtuber making thousands of dollars off of video essays paraphrasing the Wikipedia articles for horrific travesties throughout European and Asian history: uhh okay I’m not even gonna TRY to pronounce that one 😂

letter from a mother of a gay man. sent to ONE magazine, 1958.

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This post was flagged as adult content and the original poster was deactivated so I'm bringing it back.

“Mrs R” was the pseudonym of Phyllis Shafer, a Kansas City local who helped found the Phoenix Society for Individual Freedom in 1966, a full three years before Stonewall. Throughout the 1960s and 1970s, she and her son Drew operated the Phoenix House, a safe haven for queer people in the city, and a hub of national queer activism. Drew passed away due to AIDS related complications in the 1980s, and his lover, Mickey Ray, spent the rest of his life fighting to keep his memory alive, largely contributing to the creation of the Gay and Lesbian Archive of Mid-America.

“We tend to view American history as this constant march toward progress, which is total crap,” he says. “You gotta fight for that stuff. And if you don't fight for that, you can fall backward. Like it's not just this linear history."

Good quote from the article which may be relevant right now.

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need your thoughts on csm and particularly part 1 now that you're caught up

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I think my immediate reaction on finishing part 1 was like

loved the art, loved the characters def feel like the story has a lot further to go thematically, only really picked up for me with the reveal of the gun devil

I now think CSM's strength in the early arcs is the patience of the construction of Denji as an everyman resisting the reality that the promised capitalist horizon he imagines is a lie.

now that you can tell the horrible direction my thoughts are going in I will continue under the cut, this is so long oh god. cw: canon typical violence, sexual assault etc.

On the note of denji's initial goals, I think it's actually the opposite of a cheap attempt at placing him in the standard shonen trope of "kid with a big" dream is being subverted from two different angles.

because his dreams are considerably far more mundane than the likes of both is in-narrative peers and of other manga in the genre, and this lack of mundanity works for the story's favor, since most things at that scale usually lead to disengagement since they are already almost a guarantee, however with denji, the opposite happens, since because his are such simple goals, the story can keep going even if he fails, leading to denji getting into a relationship being less of a possibility than Naruto being hokage.

Additionally, while he technically achieved his first goals of touching a woman (WITH CONSENT) and getting a kiss, in principle he has failed, with both of these experiences being underwhelming to horrifically unpleasant, to the point where he comments that this might have completely ruined his will to kiss someone again, because this was so awful that he will probably be reminded of it whenever something similar happens again (which I definitely feel like is a commentary on something but I am unfortunately not the person for that).

So denji's dreams are actually a pretty interesting part of the story because he doesn't really know what he wants for the most part, doing what instinctively feels nice to do (eat good food) and what he thinks he wants but is instead confusing for what he needs (physical intimacy, instead of emotional intimacy, his only friend is his sister and his manipulate boss), which leads to a subversion of the standard shonen protagonist

this picrew was just so cute so I'm starting a picrew chain :) (it has the best outfits I'm not even joking)

no pressure tags (i don't know enough people for this so sorry if we never talk and I randomly tagged you lmao) @rissslays @qwerty-keysmash @tulips-best @medicine-and-molly @octoberconstellation @loveution @dianneorshirbert @august-taylors-version @everycornerofthishouseishaunted @yarkayaslava @ikinregulusblack @ghwoust @nessasluhvs @waitingforthesunrise + anyone else who wants to join :) <3

Thank you for tagging!!

@pidgefudge @lonely-little-astronaut @bones-edition @unwanted-dandelion-seeds and anyone else who wants to, but no pressure :3

These picrews never seem to have the right options for the sokka-esque haircut that I have.

@ceaseless-rambler @barkingcrows @trans-arthur-lester um I can't think of anyone else

thank you!!!! it’s me!!!

irl i have a weird dark purple hair, but the purple was too light in this so i just went for red

tags! no pressure at all to participate @firneky @randeeznuts @bardicwanderlust @charlataninred @transgender-rex @irk3np4wz (i don’t participate in these enough to know for sure who all in my notes is also my mutuals, but if you’re my mutual then imagine i’m tagging you here! haha) +anyone else who would like to join!

yippee !!!

tags !! idrk how these work but. tis time anyway !! btw you dont have to, tis just for fun !!! @bestbeforedateunknown @poeisanaircon @k1nginyellow @phpolly @bardic1nspiration and any of my other mutuals bc i dont know things lol,,, have fun!!

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Tagging:::::: @hungryslothwrites @i-anonymous-crow @jugaux and anyone who wants to can :D

I am not smirking devilishly I'm just exhausted I swear-

gonna tag @mumza-superiority, @swagaythor, @jugaux, and anyone else who wants to join! Seriously, if you see this and think, 'huh, this looks cool :o' feel free to add on!!!

realized after making it that i stole your hoodie color and earbuds SORRY CROW o(-(

here ya go if you want to!! no pressure ofc @s0up1ta @hazellight11 @piperwolf11 @theblorbo-catcher

not to also steal the color scheme and earbuds but in my defense that is exactly what i look like in the fall (tired eyes and everything lmao)

i don’t usually do these and i do NOT know who to tag so! no pressure @wrenbirdii @aroacepanorientedopentoexplore

First thank you for the tag!!! I appreciate it !! Two that does look like you holy shit !! I love it so much you’ve no idea!

Here’s my crack at this pick crew! I made a Vulcan OC (bc Star Trek) she’s on the medical team of a research vessel for Starfleet and is skeptical about her human companions

These are so neat!!! Thank you for tagging me :))

No pressure @murderouscowboys @the-real-surfski @themirokai @eli-void @seed-rom and anybody else who things it looks sweet, go for it :DD

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Idk thats me I guess

All the eyes seemed wrong so I look impossibly tired, but overall close enough

@ravenishishtrash i know you hate these kind of things but c'mon give it a try

I actually like these ever since i got the most basic short haircut out there

I love that I look angry I’m always angry 👹👹

Hallo meine schwester @liliandelzelippen

Also @seraphoney welcome to Tumblr, again

thanks for the tag :D

@ anyone who wants to ^_^