Happy birthday to me
kvlt-poetry-deactivated20200701
not sure which gig poster this was
Ive worn my hair down since I washed it on Wednesday. First time in awhile
Anonymous asked:
Oh and I was having a shitty morning, and your smile is so absolutely wonderful that it made the rest of my day better 😍🙈
I’m glad I could make your day ☺️ I’ve spent a lot of money on my smile so I’m glad its getting some use
Anonymous asked:
Hey you're absolutely stunning and you should not have to worry about getting over someone. Do it at your own pace. Things will fall in place. You're an awesome person. You deserve the world. 🧡🧡🧡
Thank you love 💖💖 it’s more of the fact that I’m still in love with him and if he came back and asked if we could get back together I’d say yes right then and there. He’s the first guy I have actually ever loved. My other ex’s (except for the ones that are gay) were pretty abusive, and I thought I had loved them, but it wasn’t like this. I just want to get to a point where I can go to see him play and not have to leave the room because I’m having a breakdown. I have to keep him in my life, and it’s hard. Our friends are all tied together and some of them have told me to try and hold onto the bad things, but really the only things that ever bugged me about him were petty things, and the fact that he ghosted me before we broke up. It’s more of a needing to do it for my own sanity than it is for any other reason.
My staff Christmas party was crashed by a bestie due to someone I felt unsafe with there 💖💖
Anxiety is like if the 20 seconds spent waiting to hear if it’s Under Pressure or Ice Ice Baby lasted forever
Source: reddit.com
wish my brain was into kinky stuff like producing serotonin and dopamine
i am stupid for free. no one pays me to be this stupid and i think that’s very brave
self-harm is (but not limited to):
• making yourself sleep deprived • making yourself cold (not wearing warm clothes in the winter, sleeping without a blanket etc) • not eating • not drinking • eating too much • not looking before crossing the street • scratching • letting your skin be dry & break easily • picking at skin • over-exercising • substance abuse • over-working yourself • making yourself go out and do things even though you’re exhausted • putting yourself in anxiety-inducing situations (even if you have a choice to stay out of them) • triggering yourself • purposefully angering someone who you know will yell at you • entering relationships you don’t want to be in/being around people you don’t want to be around • having sex when you don’t want to • setting yourself punishments • not giving yourself time • not letting yourself spend time with the people you love & know will be good to you
stop assuming that self-harm is visible and easy to notice.
shybiviolet
Oh my goodness I actually didn’t know that a lot of things on this list counted as self harm. Like I will do a lot of those when I’m upset or angry at myself, but I’ll just frame it in my head as “not doing nice stuff for myself because I don’t deserve it” instead of “not doing really important things like eating because I’m angry/sad/scared and want to be self-destructive”
Thanks very much for this, this is something I need to remember when I’m struggling.
deathlynarrow
People need to know this