in my view juwon is a character who is always craving comfort. it is ironic (& also tragic) that dongsik is the person with whom he finds it frequently. dongsik is the only one with whom juwon can talk and be himself (because dongsik reads him perfectly);
even when dongsik chooses isolation juwon goes to him; at a certain point he puts everything in his life aside just to stalk that man & everyone around him; somehow, dongsik turned into his purpose and ironically the person who made him develop the craving for comfort & consequently for touch;
in the scene when he grabbed dongsik's shoulders it was like he was wanting to hug him (you can notice even dongsik is waiting for some initiation, but juwon gives up in the middle of the act -damn!). but that would be too much. it would be to admit that the whole "do not touch me" nonsense was a way to protect himself. it would be to admit he loved that man more than he ever loved himself.
Episode 9 Joo Won really went to dinner with his dad, after not seeing him over a 3-month period, to tell him,
"Father, my upbringing was too sheltered. I have decided to evolve to a bitchier version of myself. I try things now: I eat different foods, my fashion sense is more experimental, my hair is better, I fuck, I drive a new car..."
to which, Hyuk and HKH ask: "women, right?"
Joo Won: "What?"
Hyuk + HKH: "You're going to pursue women...right?"
Joo Won: "Sure."
Joo Won later on:
(smug little slut)
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I give you permission for your writing to be “cringe.” Have fun!
learning how to be a better writer is really all about having the confidence to be shit at it!!! let yourself suck and have fun with it!!!! give yourself the permission to write the worst story in existence and then write it slightly better!!! a snail may be slow but he's still crossing that sidewalk and he's doing great and i love him
Hey, Natalia! 💖
How have you been? I've missed you! I hope you've been well and that you have been taking good care of yourself and drinking lots of water ^-^ 💕
Lately I kept thinking of sending you an ask because I was wondering how you were doing and if everything was alright 😊
I'm sending you a lot of hugs !! Love youuuu ❤
Hi Salma sweetheart!! I've missed you tons 🫂💗 You surely sent this a while ago but hope you don't mind me answering now 💗🫂
I'm really well these days!! Drinking tons of water actually, that's so sweet of you to ask. 💗 I've been gone for QUITE a bit with my MA thesis and a general mental breakdown era but I've done a lot of soul searching and I feel the best I've had in a while!! And how have you been?? What's new?? 🫂💗
Also, sending the love train to you right back!!
Here it comees !
Just kidding i would never lmao❤️❤️
IM SO HAPPY YOU'RE BACKKK AAAAA
can we all pretend i didn't say that and instead said something much cooler and more interesting also
anyone wanna become best friends and care for each other and talk all the time and have fun and be less lonely together
one day itll be 2023 and everything will be good
you fucking liar
first it was girls' locker rooms vs boys' locker rooms then it was the feminine urge to vs the masculine urge to now it's girl dinner vs boy dinner when will it end when will we escape i feel like maybe some of you guys dont even want to escape doesnt anyone else want to escape
WORDS/PHRASES TO USE INSTEAD OF
very:
- extremely
- strikingly
- incredibly
- overly
- awfully
- damn
- dreadfully
- totally
- genuinely
- unusually
- highly
- quite
talk/whisper:
- speak
- tell
- chatter
- discuss
- gossip
- converse
- prattle
- blab
- mention
- utter
- chitchat
- verbalize
- mouthed
- voice out
- murmur
- mutter
- mumble
suddenly:
- unexpectedly
- out of the blue
- all at once
- without warning/notice
- instantly
- surprisingly
- in a flash
- out of nowhere
- in an instant
- like a shot
- abruptly
- on spur of moment
- by surprise
- before you know it
- with one's guard down
look/saw:
- watch
- view
- glance
- glare
- gawk
- set eys on
- stare
- peek
- gaze
- glimpse
- sight
- scan
- peep
- eyed out
- perceive
- noticed
- witness
these are just some words that are often redundant in texts but of course, these synonyms would still depend on the context of what you are writing. i will add more if i can !! you guys can also add more if you want to.
sometimes I feel bad about not having a life and then I remember I’ve never hung out outside of a building a celebrity is in to try to catch a glimpse of them for 5 seconds and I’m like. oh. I’m actually doing fine
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