Nobody is ever ever ever ever going to give a fuck about me

🎵I really wanna be fucking dead 🎵

I'm real f7cking exausted

Pleasehelppleasehelppleasehelppleasehelppleaweefuckinghelppleasesomeonefuckinghelpme

There is litterally not room for me to exist in this world except that it burdens other people

I cannot get help no matter how badly I need it

I may just be profoundly stupid

This is exhausting and I'm exhausted and im tired of fighting and trying I'm just so fucking exhausted to the absolute depths of my being and I have fucking nobody to trust or lean on whatsoever and I'm ANGRY and I don't know what to even do with that anger and it's uncomfortable and just..uuugggh..im fucking tired of feels so fucking pathetic and useless

I'm just tired of hurting all the time. Tired of my metaphorical screams being met with disdain, fake platitudes or just absolute indifferent silence

nothing🙃feels🙃ok🙃anymore