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Is it selfish that I want people in my life who notice my moods? Who see when I’m closed off and pry- just enough- bc they know I need it? I miss being cared for. I feel alone and numb and not a damn person notices. Cool.
that’s what i get for being a fat pig
i deserve it.
I’m starting to care less and less about how people would feel if I didn’t wake up tomorrow.