Friendly reminder that you actually have to work for that body you want and crave, manifesting it and sitting on your ass isn’t gonna do shit💀

yes, your insecurities are genuine— but don’t believe everything you think. Be aware of where exactly they are coming from, and you might start to take parts of that critical internal dialogue less seriously. You’re much too hard on yourself: how others perceive you is probably entirely different from how you perceive yourself. Be kind to yourself; you’re allowed to love and care for yourself before you’ve “fixed” everything. Let yourself be at peace. I love you.

all i have ever wanted is to be loved without asking,

but maybe that is too much to ask. 

th1inspo

I just think of the fact no one in my life has noticed my ed so I have to starve so hard that I’ll get the attention and validation

I wanna get skinny enough to where I look good in bootcut jeans cause they make my ass and thighs look huge. Maybe I’m just not tall enough.

The thing about having depression hit before I was even a teenager, is that I have no idea who I am. I have no memory of what it’s like to live without anxiety, depression, and eating disorders. 

I have no idea who I am without these disorders, they’ve defined my entire life. 

I want to give up. It's really really hard to keep going when all you want is to give up. I want to be done.

I hate myself. I'll never be skinny or pretty or anyone that the guys want. I'm a good partner. I'm thoughtful and loving and giving. And all the things that no one pays attention to unless they want you first.

Maybe I'm just difficult

Maybe I'm impossible

Maybe I'm just one step over the edge

You're one foot out the door

Maybe I'm emotional

Too much to handle

Or

Maybe I'm unlovable

i find comfort in the pain

i know that i never be happy especially in love, i am dirty and disgusting

planning the perfect su1c1de attempt is my life goal

i usually put myself in dangerous situations but i've never had the strength to take it further

i need to know that one attempt will be 100% effective

i already live with so much shame and i'm letting everyone down so failed attempt will deepen these feelings

So tired of staying strong by myself..

I want to be held after a long day, I want to unwind with someone, I want to feel appreciated for the things I do, I want to feel someone's loving touch again.. Not even to start on how much I wanna give to someone.

It’s amazing how no one talks to me all of a sudden