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fallsed
I still dream about him, you know. It’s like I can try and convince myself that I’m over it, and yet still, months later, I just want him to see me the way that he used to. Why can’t he fucking see me?” “Because he never did, and honey he never will.“

maybe i spent 8 months convincing myself (via fallsed)

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I Love Her I love her. I admit it. After a year of the same thing, constantly denying the fact that I am indeed in love with my best friend. We were perfect, we could still be perfect and things were always amazing. The only issue was that she fell for another and sadly there was nothing I could do about it. So I dreamed. I hoped and prayed countless times. Soon my normal energetic days turned into depression and tears. Every night was sleepless or barely any sleep at all. I love her and I don’t ever want to let her go. I want to have her and hold her. I want to love her. I really do. I’d treat her like a goddess and make sure that she was always happy. I’d protect her through everything. I just wish that she would love me back. She never will though. I may hope and wish and dream but no matter what nothing will change. I’ve made a mistake. I fell for her. I am still falling for her and there’s nothing I can f**king do about it. I see how she looks at him. How she cares about him. How she wants him. She once looked at me like that. Like I was the only one to make her happy. I was the only one to calm her down. All I had to do was hug her, pull her in close and hold her tight and seal it all off with three words. Three fucking words that mean nothing coming out of my mouth. All I ever had to say to her was “I love you.” That’s all she ever wanted to hear. And now it means nothing. I can’t love her. I have to move on. I can’t forever love the same girl. There’s someone else that loves her. She loves him more. She will always love him more. I am nothing to her. I will never be anything to her. I’m done dreaming. I’m done hoping. I’m done praying. Nothing has worked. So now, I’m saying goodbye. Goodbye to her, to us, to love entirely. I don’t want to have this feeling ever again. I don’t want to go through this ever again. I want this to be the end. And now it is. This is how this chapter is ending. This is how all of this is going to end.  I once loved you. And there is a part of me that always will, but I’m done. I hope things are good for you and will always be.

I love her, quotes-134 (via wnq-writers)

Source: wnq-writers

This one is for the girls…

As I break down crying and hope all my followers remember this. 

Download the mp3 here :)

This made me cry.

I will carry this with me wherever I go. I’m good enough. I really am. This helped me, and I’m listening to it everyday. Thank you.

omg

I don’t give a flying fuck what kind of blog you are, reblog this, please, everybody needs this..

this made me cry and……smile

and this is a man saying this…I love this.

I want to meet this guy. He seems to be the perfect person.

brb crying me eyes out

omg

Don’t do this to me tumblr.

I was going to reblog this earlier but I waited so that it could be my 10000th post cos it’s the saddest and most beautiful thing I’ve ever read, absolutely amazing..

so much chills

this is one of those rare text posts that really changes my perspective

i have tears in my eyes

I feel like I got punched in the gut

This is so sad, yet beautiful.

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radikael

:(

This kills me

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ind-iee

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unyouthy

Beautiful.

This is so sad:(

Source: starrious

I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.

we are not who you think we are.

the boy with turrets told the funniest jokes

the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings

the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul

the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart

the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep

the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking

the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful

the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs

the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies

the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth

the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied

the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals

we are not who you think we are.

*slams reblog button*

literally crying

After millions of psychiatric admissions I can confirm this is 100% the truth

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dspressed

Fuck this. Fuck this post so much 
Do not tell me
your best friend
would not sit at your lunch table 
for three fucking days 
just staring blankly at your old seat 
wishing that you were there 
to fill the space with laughter.

Do not tell me 
your younger brother
would not break down 
in the middle of class 
because you guys started talking about 
your favorite type of subject 
in school.

Do not tell me 
your mother 
would not stare into the mirror
with trembling lips 
wishing she could be 
bringing you home from the hospital 
rather than having to escort you away 
in a casket to the nearest graveyard.

Do not tell me 
your father 
would not begin working 
the night shifts 
to distract himself 
of the silence at home 
because you’re not up 
until the ungodly hours of the night 
talking to what’s-his/her-face 
on the phone 
because you guys are so in love.

Do not tell me 
your boyfriend/girlfriend 
would not go into your room 
and put on the last hoodie you wore
trying to desperately imprint 
your scent onto their skin 
so they never forget your smell.

Do not tell me 
your friends
would not stare blankly
at the gymnasium wall 
after the principal has announced 
your death 
to the entire school 
making no sound 
trying to convince themselves 
this is just another one 
of your impractical jokes.

Do NOT fucking TELL ME 
this bullshit line 
of how the stars would still appear 
the sun would still come out 
the earth would still rotate 
and the seasons will still change 
because without 
YOU you lil beautiful piece of human being
none of these people will want 
ANY of that to happen

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dspressed

This needs more reblogs cause this is very important for people to see ok

Fucking preach it yo!

To those who love you, you are the sun and the stars. You are the reason colors are vivid and sunsets are beautiful. Please don’t think you are anything other than lovely and valuable. Please, stay.

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beaboe

This just saved my life

There’s always someone that loves you. And yes, the stars still shine, the sun still sets and the moon still rises. The earth still turns. But. Everyone that loves you? Their world is turned upside down. It won’t matter if life still goes on because yours is over and that means theirs is too, because people love you. And I love you. So don’t do it, because you’re worth so much more than that.

I just went on tumblr after one of the worst nights of my life looking for something to end with but instead I found this I’m crying so hard thank you all bless you this post saved me

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blundercat

It’s never the answer, it’s really not. I’ve been here and if anyone out there in this great big internet ever needs help, ask. Talk. Always talk. Always reach out. Don’t let your last breath be filled with regret and pain and fear and silence. Kick and fight and scream because you’re here and you matter. You ARE matter, the same matter that’s been recycled over and over from the beginning. You’re infinite and you’re beautiful and you would be missed so much.

As someone who’s hospitalized themselves twice for suicidal thoughts and been through the loss of someone multiple times, I can say that those thoughts you’re having, like the OP? Those thoughts can and do fade away if you talk to someone. Anyone. Even a stranger. Something that I’ve done countless times that really helps : When you’re feeling really overwhelmed, write it down. Write it all down. However many sheets of paper it takes, write it out. How shitty you feel, how you’re upset, what hurts, what makes you want to scream, put it down on paper. Then rip it up and set it on fire. If you have a safe place to do it, mind you. You have no idea how cathartic it is to watch all that pain and hurt go up in flames.

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dspressed

I remember when this had 130,000+ notes until tumblr deleted the picture and all. I hope this gets around again and saves lives