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hell bent to make it on her own
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I could feel it.
As we were walking down the street your grip wasn’t as tight, your attention was lost in the crowd.
I could feel it.
When it was bed time and you faced the other way without so much as a kiss good night.
I could feel it.
The messages became shorter and less frequent.
I could feel it.
When we kissed, you lost the passion.
I could feel you slip away before you left and there is no greater pain than being with someone who does not want to be there.

B.L letters I never sent

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blossomfully
“I knew it hurt him and he knew it hurt me and neither of us could do a thing about it. We sat on the floor trying to fix each other, all the while knowing there was no way we could. We lay with our legs entwined until finally he said, “I love you, right? God knows I fucking love you. But this isn’t working, is it? We’re breaking each other’s heart and it feels like we’re running on borrowed time.“ And I said nothing because he was right and I hated it. I lay there silently, hating the way everything contradicted itself. I lay there and hated it all.”

— S. Zhao (via blossomfully)

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“People scare me. They change their minds so quick. One moment it’s “I love you” and “you make me happy” and the next it’s “I’m not sure anymore” and “this isn’t what I want””

— 07/23/15 (via beaglesarecute)

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Really amazing how time has passed and I don’t love the people I once loved in ways I couldn’t even fathom before. This same way love leaves, it will return and you will love people in ways you couldn’t even fathom before.

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At the end of the day I would’ve never done you like that, you trusted me with your heart and I took care of it as if it were my own, whereas you were careless with mine. That’s how I know in the end you’re the one who lucked out.

B.L letters I never sent

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The difference between you and I is I chose to see the good when there was only bad, but you chose to see the bad when I was nothing but good.

B.L letters I never sent

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I could feel it.
As we were walking down the street your grip wasn’t as tight, your attention was lost in the crowd.
I could feel it.
When it was bed time and you faced the other way without so much as a kiss good night.
I could feel it.
The messages became shorter and less frequent.
I could feel it.
When we kissed, you lost the passion.
I could feel you slip away before you left and there is no greater pain than being with someone who does not want to be there.

B.L letters I never sent

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“If you leave her, make sure she’s not the love of your life. Otherwise you will meet her one day, on an autumn street, yellow leaves blowing about her, her arms full of her child and a happy marriage. And she will as you expectantly, her eyes gleaming, hoping you found happiness too, “What did you trade me for?” And you will not be able to answer. Because all you traded true love in for is empty hands and a half full life.”

— Nikita Gill

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findingwordsforthoughts
“you didn’t grow because he hurt you; you grew despite it; & imagine what you can become if instead of hurt you are showered with love.”

— marina v., stay away from men who speak love through pain. 

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People tell me I’m crazy when I tell them I’m going to marry you
They look at me as if I’m dazed and confused when I don’t try to limit you and I tell you to choose with an open heart in every decision you make, yet still believe you’re going to marry me
It’s as if they claim I’m blind, when really I believe they’re the ones without sight
Loving you isn’t a prized photo or a thought you can throw in a time capsule for somebody else to discover down the road,
It’s not a temporary feeling
In different ways, it is always there at the back of my mind, at the beginning, middle, and end of my days
They look at me and they tell me I’m crazy,
That I must have doubts
But when my pen hits paper and I have a million inspirations to flow out, you’re the only one it scribbles about
Even though we may not be together, and you may go down another path for a while,
There is not a doubt in my soul that says you’re meant for another
You’re meant to be with me, it’s a feeling deeper than some gut sensation
And maybe that’s the thing about love, they say you know it’s real because it’s crazy
If that’s the case, I’m happy I found that crazy
I’m happy I found you
They can call me crazy for loving you, but that feeling won’t stop,
It screams I’m your final stop when you get off the bus route
Maybe I’m crazy, but it’s just some kind of soulful feeling
It’ll end with you and me

Excerpt from an unreleased book // ARH