So, I kind of knew this would come. I haven’t been very active on here lately. Maybe reblogging some stuff here and there. I guess I came here for the fun and The Mentalist, obviously. I’ve had some really great times, some not so great times, and just had a blast with this account. But now, I find myself just scrolling around and not reblogging things because one reason or the other. I think my time to go is now. It’s been so great, and I don’t know if I could have gotten here and over my mother’s death (as if you can get over something like that!) without TM and most of you guys.
It’s a tough decision, but what’s left? You know? One of the “popular” blogs around here told me they don’t enjoy my blog anymore and unfollowed me, then told me I don’t post enough TM for their “tastes”. Which is cool, freedom to do what you choose and all that, but it hurt. Basically, I don’t even exist here anymore to answer questions or even have good things to contribute or be a part of projects some have going, which is cool, I guess. Point is, this isn’t a place I feel good about anymore.
I thought about leaving quietly, just fading away, but since when do I do things quietly? I don’t. At least, I didn’t. I don’t even debate things on here anymore because seemingly nobody cares, so what’s the point? Maybe this makes me sound needy or glutton for attention, so be it. I just wanted to be apart of debates and cool stuff going on. Things have been talked to death, so I understand why the debates stopped or people stopped caring what I had to say.
Anyway, I was going through my archive yesterday before I deleted a whole bunch of it, and it was really sad to see how things changed with this account. It’s pretty sad. And I was thinking about it a lot today (along with the other emotional things going on) and I realized how little I belong.
But anyway, I will keep this open (I have to or it will delete damnitjaneprompts, which I still plan to run) and maybe reblog an occasional thing here or there. Maybe one day I will come back completely. It’s been a pleasure to follow you all. Really. Thanks for the three years of love, debates and friendship.
All the best,