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hello waaasup. so i didn’t make this cause i hit some follower goal or smth (im too lazy for that shit) but i wanted to thank a few people, esp my mutuals n friends who’ve made my experience here a good one. thank u for tagging me in sasuke memes,,, i love y’all. also to the naruto fandom,, although its filled w drama and discourse, i love it. i love it a lot. its the first anime i watched, had the first character i fell in love with and is the reason im on tumblr rather than studying for exams lmfao. but wtv lets all just listen to naruto op5 and cry our problems away. exams can wait. ok anyways here it is

bold: mutuals/friends
italicized: favorite blogs

# - J

@09kageyama @ackersoul @ah-luna @ageha @aizawashoutah @aizawashoutta @akaashist @atsushisnakajima @baeyardstoesies @better-than-a-kiss @cakebake @chiesaki @chinatsuhiyama @choutarouootori @dearltachi @drinkingsasuke @genoza @harunosakuras @hideyoshisnagachika @hirakum @hoetian @itachidori @josais

K - Q

@kagyamatobios @kamuisyato @kamalas @kanhekiz @katsvra @kaori @koi—kun @kojiiro @krshima @kunikidaz @kunoichisakurah @kyoka-izumi @ladysenju @lametooru @madara-fate @medicalninja @mizukabae @mortitia @mycherryqueen @nagihtos @narutobama @narutotoes @ninpoh @ninetaill @nozumu @objto @oikawae @omgsakuraqueen @phantomhivez

R - Z

@ranpohedogawa @s-hoyo @saikoyonebayachi @saikusuo @sakasakiis @saradacchi @sasubitch @sasukeheaven @sasukeuchihayas @sasukkee @sasusakurules @sesukes @seiikas @shannaro-kamo @shannaroda @sharinghoe @shinjikaris @shiroganesm @shinpaci @shizukku @stefanies @suna-yodo @svmeragi @tachipaws @takigakure @tdorki @team7fangirl @tobiasjc @todorokih @todorokiis @toraod @tovdoroki @tsukii @uchihyas @uttsukushi @v0ngola @wattashi @xinpaii @yangirehime @youngwholock @yuzuqi @zerla

Maybe, I love too quickly, too hard. Maybe, my heart revels in the free-fall, that exhilarating plunge, even when the landing is too rough. Maybe, I’m addicted to the rush I feel whenever I think of you, that quickening of my pulse and shortening of my breath.

Maybe the reason I can’t let go is that I can’t imagine a world where there does not exist that tantalising possibility, that siren’s song of false hope. Or maybe it’s because I can imagine that world all too clearly: that bleak, grey landscape, that empty gnawing at my soul.

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Or maybe, perchance, it’s real, this love I feel for you.

(I hope it’s the last one that’s true.)