~leaves tumblr forever~

Aspetta,
tu sei quella ragazza che evita gli sguardi della gente.
Tu sei quella che non si siede mai in fondo al pullman.
Tu sei quella che se vede un gruppo di ragazzi, cambia strada.
Tu sei quella che quando sente un gruppo di ragazze ridere, pensa che stanno ridendo di te.
Tu sei sempre quella che gira con le cuffie nelle orecchie.
Tu sei quella che a scuola se la cava, ma non è mai l’ eccellenza.
Tu sei quella stanca.
Tu sei quella che sei tanto, ma non sei niente
—  Generazioneperduta
˙ƃuıʇɹnɥ doʇs ɹǝʌǝu I ʇnq ‘ƃuıʇıɐʍ dǝǝʞ ʇsnɾ I
— 

-ǝW-

ɹſ ןןıʞןıɐɹɥ⊥ ƃnoᗡ

I used to see in colour but I slowly started building walls around myself and before I knew it, everything went black.
—  Georgiaonefour
“Ever at your side.” That’s what you said. Here I am. Alone, yet again.
— 

Another sleepless night

Doug Thrailkill Jr
2017

Lonesome. Its a funny thing.
Being alone in a crowd.
What do they call it?
The lonely heart, the bitter one?
The clingy, needy young girl.
The bossy, trouble maker
Easy to love at first, but hard to love forever.
Has friends, but they don’t really care
Is shushed, told to be silent, but can’t help being naturally loud.
Dramatic at most, solemn at best.
Cares about everyone and everything,
Sometimes too much though.
Hates being told what to do and when things don’t go her way.
Is called perfect sometimes, but is far from it
If you look close into her eyes, you can see her yearning to be found, to be loved unconditionally.
Doesn’t want any strings attached, but she comes with strings.
A desire to fit in, so much she is willing to destroy herself in the process.
Maybe she will be lost forever, maybe thats who she’s meant to be.
The feeling of being unwanted always scratches in the back of her throat.
Acts strong but underneath that tough skin she is weak.
Looks up to people and yearns for their friendship and acceptance.
A little girl at heart.
A failure at best.
She is lonesome and lonesome is her…
—  Alexis Pendleton
Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t Don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t FUCK! you did it!
things i dont like about tumblr
  • the community in general is mean
  • everyone is angry at everybody at all times  for some reason 
  • kin community: instead of bonding over doubles you get angry at/threaten “fakes” also so much drama, theyre just kins!!! nothing more nothing less!!!!! get over it!!!!
  • callout culture: im not saying dont call out really bad people, but dont throw around the word abusive like a toy, call out minors, try to ruin someone’s online reputation just because you dont like them, etc. reserve callouts for the truly bad people, because nowadays they just treat callouts as a trophy/joke!!!
  • cringe culture is still running rampant
  • everybody thinks its so cool to be mean to each other!! and dont do the whole “well i guess you hate mentally ill people uwu” i GET that, i understand how hard it can be to be incredibly nice for some ppl, i have the exact same problem(believe it or not, but i hide it incredibly well), but to be as mean as most people on this website you have to try rly hard. 

please be nice to each other

8

If you stay, I’ll do whatever you want. If you need me to go away, I’ll do that, too. I’ll let you go. If you stay.
“I’d make that promise a thousand times. Just to know that she’s somewhere out there. Alive.

AU! in where Kumiko & Reina are together and happy for two years, until an accident changes everything. Then, Kumiko promises that she’ll make everything to Reina stay alive… Even if this means that they’ll never be together again. ↳ KumiRei (Hibike! Euphonium) x If I Stay / Where She WentCrossover.