~interview with a vampire~

For a long time I thought that Claudia’s death had been the cause of the end of things. That if I had seen Madeleine and Claudia leave Paris safely, things might have been different with me and Armand. I might have loved again and desired again, and sought some semblance of mortal life which would have been rich and varied, though unnatural. But now I have come to see that was false. Even if Claudia had not died, even if I had not despised Armand for letting her die, it would have all turned out the same. Coming slowly to know his evil, or being catapulted into it… it was all the same. I wanted none of it finally. And, deserving nothing better, I closed up like a spider in the flame of a match.
—  Louis de Pointe du Lac, Interview with the Vampire

@fierysuggestion: set your past on fire and leave