~for the rest of our lives~

SKAM S04E04 Clip 1 - Heartbreak

VILDE: No!

MAGNUS: There was something in it! Stop showing me your teeth. Stop showing me your teeth!

VILDE: Do you love me?

MAGNUS: You don’t think I love you? Don’t you think I love you, Vilde? Hey!

VILDE: You have a lion’s dick.

MAGNUS: I do! I love you so much we’ll be together for the rest of our lives.

VILDE: If you like it then you should’ve put a ring on it.

MAGNUS: Come on.

NOORA: You’re quiet today.

SANA: I’m a bit tired.

MAGNUS: Wanna leave?

VILDE: We’re going to Magnus’ place to fuck.

NOORA: Okay.

VILDE: Bye!

NOORA: It was nice to have a cup of coffee.

MAGNUS: Jump on my back!

NOORA: Aren’t couples in love so gross?

SANA: Yes. When are you going to tell me what happened with William?

NOORA: Now, I guess. I couldn’t testify against Nico.

SANA: Did the case go to trial?

NOORA: Yeah, in August. I flew out to Oslo, got ready and got on the tram. Then I got off the tram again, walked for 10 metres and took the tram back. And when I got back to London, William asked how it went and then I lied and said everything went well.

SANA: You should’ve told us. We would’ve went with you.

NOORA: Anyways.. The dismissal came in the mail. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone so disappointed.

SANA: But he must’ve understood that it was hard for you.

NOORA: Yeah, he understood. He said he understood and that it was fine, but I just saw he was so hurt. It was like all the stuff with Nico came back. After that he started working all the time and we almost didn’t talk to each other anymore. So I felt like he didn’t love me anymore. When he was at work one day, I just left.

SANA: Huh? Without saying anything? But you’ve talked since?

NOORA: I’ve tried writing him a mail like a hundred times, but every time I try to send it I just think that it’s better if we’re apart. It’s just become so complicated between us, so maybe we’re better off with someone else. Oh my God, if I’m going to think about him being with someone else, then I’ll just break. You’re so lucky because you don’t have to think about all that stuff. Heartbreak and stuff. Maybe I should just convert to Islam. Don’t you think Allah would like me?

SANA: I think he would dig you.

NOORA: Then I could’ve just married someone. I could’ve married that cute friend of your brother’s. That Yousef guy.

ok but vilde ignoring magnus’ “don’t you think i love you?” and dodging his “we’re going to be together for the rest of our lives” with the single ladies move was just…….. the most non-straight™ thing i’ve ever seen oh my god someone let her out of this compulsory heterosexual relationship

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“A human being is a part of the whole - called by us - universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.”


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° ✧ CROOKED KINGDOM PROMPTS.

❛ I would have come for you. ❜
❛ If I couldn’t walk, I’d crawl to you. ❜
❛ No matter how broken we were, we’d fight our way out together. ❜
❛ We never stop fighting. ❜
❛ Maybe there were people who lived those lives. ❜
❛ But what about the rest of us? ❜
❛ What about the nobody’s and the nothings, the invisible girls/boys? ❜
❛ We learn to hold our heads as if we wear crowns. ❜
❛ We learn to wring magic from the ordinary. ❜
❛ When the world owed you nothing, you demanded something from it anyway. ❜
❛ Fear is a phoenix, you can watch it burn a thousand times but still it will return. ❜
❛ This is where you tell us how awful we are. ❜
❛ I am grateful you’re alive. ❜
❛ Lets not say things we don’t mean, my love. ❜
❛ Crows remember human faces. ❜
❛ How many times have you told me you’re a monster? ❜
❛ Be the thing they all fear. ❜
❛ I needed a catastrophe to shake me from the life I knew. ❜
❛ You were an earthquake, a landslide. ❜
❛ You’re a stampede. You are overwhelming. ❜
❛ I don’t hold a grudge. I cradle it. ❜
❛ People point guns at each other all the time in ______. ❜
❛ This action will have no echo. ❜
❛ Live with it long enough, you learn to like the taste. ❜
❛ They all seem like practical choices. ❜
❛ You don’t look like a monster. ❜
❛ The really bad monsters never look like monsters. ❜
❛ I have been made to protect you. ❜
❛ Even in death, I will find a way. ❜
❛ Do you really have a flying ship? ❜
❛ You probably bartered your way out of the womb. ❜
❛ They think they’d better cross the street. ❜
❛ You’re not weak because you can’t read. ❜
❛ You’re letting shame decide who you are. ❜
❛ Now, what do they think when they see me coming? ❜
❛ You’re weak because you’re afraid of people seeing your weakness. ❜
❛ Thought of me? Late at night? What was I wearing? ❜
❛ I’ve thought about your powers. ❜
❛ You can only sharpen a blade so far. ❜
❛ They don’t know what we’ve done. ❜
❛ So let’s go show them they picked the wrong damn fight. ❜
❛ Why do you guys say that, anyway? ❜
❛ We like to keep our expectations low. ❜
❛ Why not just say good luck or be safe? ❜
❛ I really hope we don’t die. ❜
❛ I’ve been nothing but kind to you. ❜
❛ I’m not some sort of monster. ❜
❛ At least a monster has teeth and a spine. ❜
❛ Sometimes, the only way to get justice is to take it for yourself. ❜
❛ This culture is disgusting. ❜
❛ Now that sounds like a party. ❜
❛ How about I bite your lip? ❜
❛ We can endure all kinds of pain. ❜
❛ How about I push you in the canal and we see if you know how to swim? ❜
❛ I don’t like speculation. ❜
❛ When fear arrives, something is about to happen. ❜
❛ You are in so much trouble. ❜
❛ I just raised the dead. Do you really want to argue with me? ❜

thestarfishdancer  asked:

"Brood" and Biospecialist, please and thank you!

The building is coming down. There’s a hysterical commentary running in the back of Jemma’s mind, reminding her that the lights that flicker aren’t real, the floor that’s gone wobbly like a carpet is an artifice, even the pain in her knee when she stumbles is false information being fed directly into her brain. None of that changes the danger however, or the fact that Mace is-

She can’t think about him. If she does, she’s not sure she’ll make it out.

She’s not sure she’ll make it out anyway.

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anonymous asked:

My barn has a lot of old horses and most of them have top lines like GG's. The horses are well cared for and our lesson horses regularly live into their 30's (my favorite horse just passed away at the age of 34 and was sound and happy to the end). A few manage to keep their top lines, but in my experience they drop weight once and then it's nearly impossible to get back no matter how good the rest of them looks. Old horses just can't handle the kind of exercises you'd need to restore it

I agree! My barn also has quite a few oldies, including my coach’s sister’s 22 year old Oldenburg/Appendix QH cross who still jumps 2′6. That mare, Sadie, has a topline that looks just like GG’s, if not a bit more muscular in the hindquarter for obvious reasons. GG’s topline looks better than the 27 year old Appaloosa pony’s who is used for leadine lessons with disabled children. However, there is another 22 year old QH mare who is used for lessons who has a better topline than GG and looks like she’s 12 years old. 

Genetics also has a huge part of muscling and how it is carried. It varies horse to horse, and circumstances also play a part. In any case, GG is far from being starved, and while his topline leaves a lot to be desired, he still looks pretty damn good considering his circumstances. 

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Ok this blog is not about politics, but somehow it’s about my life.
So here I am, living in Russia, the country of beautiful people: talented musicians, artists, dancers, doctors, teachers and all other professionals who know how to be a good person and how to do things right.

But the rest of the world judge us just by one politician. Radical, homophobic, aggressive. The world says - that’s their leader as a representation of the nation. So let me show you what our nation is.

Today, on March 26, we had meeting protests against the government throughout the country in 99 (!) cities and towns. People were clamoring against the system and corruption with slogans ‘Russia shall be free’, ‘Russia without Putin’, ‘The criminal has to go to the prison’. In Brazil or South Korea that would end for the government in a fair law court…  But what we got as a feedback? When thousands of unarmed russians went to the street to shout out for justice, thousands of policeman and soldiers started to arrest them. There was no exception for women, children or oldman. I was there, in the heart of Moscow, protesting with others. 

And here I want to say that it literally hurts me when I see in social networks like tumblr all the hatred adressed to Russia. When you are afraid of russians, when you think of us as rude homophobic savages who barely know what civilization and human rights is.

Please
, try to look deeper on what happens here.
We are people. And we need your support. 

As a bonus, photos from another date in St. Petersburg

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Hello! I finally got over my jet lag (i think)!
I had a great time back in my hometown, Manila! ^o^ ♥

I had lots of fun and also lots of rest and I feel so refreshed (and also kind of sad because I miss my relatives and my dog…and the food) – Now that I think about it – being back here in New York in winter feels so much sadder because of the gloomy surroundings ((compared to the colorful and lively neighborhood back home – it’s been 2 years since I was able to visit Manila aahh)) ///// anyway, here are some photos from our flight stopover in Taiwan Taoyuan Airport!

Thank you so much for your well wishes everyone, I really appreciate it!
I hope to upload lots of new art starting next week (and will resume working on that MM art book♥)

I couldn’t do 707 Route while I was there, I had no mobile internet and the WiFi everywhere was super slow ;;v;; Now that I’m back, I still can’t do the route because the app won’t let me change my time zone (it still doesn’t recognize Daylight Savings Time)!!! //cries because now I won’t be able to play the new update hhHHHNNN

Also – my fave photo of all (it’s me beside a mirror) vvvvvvvvvvvvv

We are more willing to spend the rest of our lives carrying a pang of regret, than to open our mouths to spill out the thoughts that keep us restless at night.

I can’t believe this has to be reiterated in 2017 but being a lesbian…….is not a political statement lol. Lesbians aren’t making a political stance by being lesbians we are just being ourselves. There are lesbians (myself included) who’s views of the world are shaped by our sexualities but sexuality is not a political statement. I didn’t choose to be a lesbian I AM a lesbian. I am also a feminist, neither of which are because of one another. So when y'all go on witch hunts for lesbians because of a declaration of our boundaries, you’re not in any way, shape, or form being any different than the rest of our lesbophobic society. When you conflate our sexualities with political stances and views, you are being homophobic. Simply put…..leave us alone :-) and let us live! :)))

I don’t say it enough but I am so proud of the unholy trinity.

 
Like, I remember my first Felix video at like, 400.000 subs and I remember watching Mark’s 10.000 sub video and I remember the first time I saw Jack and the whole shoutout winner video.

I remember the first time Mark cried on camera.

I remember how heated Felix used to get.

I remember Sean hiding his loudness and his accent.

Now, my boys, my boys are standing up on their own. 


Mark is a beacon of strength, proving that emotion is strength; and emotion is beautiful. Mark is speaking out about love and respect and spreading messages that will impact this community for the rest of our lives.

Felix is a symbol of resilience, keeping cool through one of the angriest, most hurtful media attacks I’ve ever seen. Felix is proof that we can learn and grow from our mistakes; that no matter what we’ve come from we can change the world.

Sean is the human embodiment of learning to love yourself. Who he is now is completely different from those first few videos. He has shown us self-doubt and weakness being turned into something incredible; beautiful. He has embraced every part of himself and showed millions of other people how to do the same.

I’m proud of a lot of YouTubers, I’m proud of a lot of people, but these three have overcome so much hardship and brought so much light into my life.


These three have shown a generation that it is beautiful to be emotional, it is beautiful to not lash out, to mess up, to apologize. It is beautiful to feel, to be angry, it is beautiful to be yourself, to love yourself.

These three have taught me the meaning of beautiful.

                                        940328 ❤️ Happy Birthday Jackson Wang

“Jackson’s skills are excellent but he is humble. He does well till the point that I feel embarrassed. He has a charming and sexy style so many girls like him.”- Bambam

Happy birthday to one of the most humble, caring, and most hard working person we all know! Thank you for everything you do for got7 and all of us ahgases. We know you try your hardest to make sure everyone is happy. You are a blessing in everyones lives and we hope you continue to spread your loving ways to everyone you meet. Jackson we all love you and we are thankful you have such gentle heart and we are extremely proud of you, but we also worry too. Remember it is ok to take time to rest and take care of yourself. We rather see our sunshine happy and healthy and together will the rest of GOT7! Please continue on this wonderful journey with GOT7 as y'all continue to grow. No matter what, us ahgases will love and support you! ❤️ #KINGJACKSONDAY

There’s something pulling us together and I can’t put my finger on it like how I could when you dragged me by the hands out onto those lost, lost streets from when we first met. Everybody laughs, it can’t be your laugh, can it? We all have a story as old as pain, some lovers change us into an ending that we’ll always smile at, but can’t watch or finish reading– you don’t know the things that you do to me. Maybe in some ways, you barely know yourself. Having lived in your skin for that long, having to see through your eyes for years. You may never know how I see you, how I feel you, but we’re never together. Lost, lost like how I get when we’re sitting besides one another, this chapter doesn’t end well for us. I blow out the candles and pray the stars don’t show your signature, the moon is heavy when the sun is dry. I never knew love until I met love, I didn’t know that you could be this sweet. We live this life and never think, we feel our ways into our next mistake, we blindingly accept our love that wasn’t meant to be and yes, why yes, of course it’s okay to stay sober. When the tea is calm, when the world stops spinning and when my thoughts sleep, rest doesn’t come easy when you’re running through each memory trying to make me remember you. It doesn’t get easier than this, but it’s also difficult. You live life and never expect dreams to become real, it’s nice to say that I’ve had a dream about you, but it ends with us letting go. I could talk to you for hours, I should have talked to you for hours, I would’ve talked to you for hours… but it’s not right and it’s like a rose that wasn’t supposed to grow in a garden that’s so far from home. I didn’t know a thing about love until I met you on those lost, lost streets. Maybe it’s better this way. To remember you as this. Beautiful, beautiful. Maybe it’s like a scratched cd. I’ll loop your smile into my memories. I’ll play you everyday. You’re my favorite song, but even songs must stop end when the beat stops. You’re my favorite everything, gravity doesn’t know how you do it, but you’re always pulling me back to you. I can love you, I love you, but that’s all that we’ll ever be. That’s it though, isn’t it? Knowing that I love you now. Right at this second, even if we’re gone in the future. Now, this moment. It’s all that I am. We may change, we may be different, but as long as I love you now… the search for who will be on those lost, lost streets, it’ll always be us to me.
—  scratched cd hearts without a beat