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23 Hours of Zayn - Hour 22

Yeah I know. You must be thinking “this crazy chick and her dog.” I get it. But Pharaoh is a bigger fan of Zayn than me! One of the best parts of having Zayn supporters in the house is that M.O.M is on 24/7😉

The last year was tough. Heck, the last five years was tough. Losing my brother was the worst part of my life. My anxiety spiked and I couldn’t even socialize with anyone. People used to think I was mute because I never spoke up.
Using tumblr did get me out of that comfort zone. I met some incredible people that are so great to talk to. I’m not cured of my anxiety by any means. But I’m not ashamed of it. I’m not weird. I can still live out my dreams. It may take a bit of time, but I’ll get there. I don’t care what others have to say about me. The only person who can make judgements about me…is me.
I still hurt, but I’ll be okay. Being a Zayn stan has taught me to be a better version of myself. Embrace every part of myself because they make me who I am. Thank you Zayn.