zig zag wrap

So I was looking at the symptoms for bipolar II and I started sobbing. Without that many tears, honestly. Just sobbing. 

When did this happen to me? I know it did, but when? Was I ever even vaguely okay? Have I ever been even a little bit sane? How much of what I experience is real? How much is just an episode?

How much have I lost without having had it in the first place?

I’m getting close to panicking, I feel…strange, like my thoughts are about to start flying, I…

Maybe I should take the as-needed Seroquel?

There are so many things wrong with me and I know what they are but they’re still so hard to deal with. I talk a big game about being proud, about owning my disabilities, about being at peace with them, and I guess I am.

But sometimes I want to be normal, just for a moment, just to see what it is. 

Just to make sure I wouldn’t like it.

Zig Zag Blunt Wraps Some of us enjoy a Blunt every once in a while...or every day...or every hour. If you need a...

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runningblvck asked:

Do you smoke? If so, what's your favorite blunt. If not, how come?

i used to smoke all day everyday .. not no more tho been sober for a yr now lol.. fav blunt? if u mean what would i use it would be the zig zag cigar wraps or swisher