In modern society most of us don’t want to be in touch with ourselves; we want to be in touch with other things like religion, sports, politics, a book - we want to forget ourselves. Anytime we have leisure, we want to invite something else to enter us, opening ourselves to the television and telling the television to come and colonize us.
You called for angst? HC's for the RFA and minor trio reacting to getting into the first real argument with MC.
This took so long to do, but I sort of really like this one. I will do the minor trio in a separate post! I spent a lot of time working on this one (I mainly got really lazy in between doing them, yikes) I hope you enjoy!
He failed his finals
You knew it was because he was on LOLOL the night before
He got no sleep due to his gaming
You were furious
You took time out of your day to help him study, but he just threw away those hours of studying
“Yoosung, how did you manage to fail it this hard? I helped you study for days!”
“I got distracted the night before…”
“What? By LOLOL?”
You snorted out loud and glared at him
Yoosung knew that he was in trouble, you’ve never glared or yelled at him before
“How am I not surprised! All you do is play that dumb fucking game!”
He glared back at you
“It’s not dumb! The game supports me better than you do!”
“Exfuckingcuse me! You know that’s a damn lie! I have done nothing but support you!”
“Psh, yeah, sure. Rika always supported me!”
Boi just crossed a line ohohoh
“Fuck you, Yoosung Kim, fuck you.”
You angrily stomped to the bedroom and locked the door, throwing yourself onto the bed
You let out a few angry tears, growling
Your anger soon dissipated into sadness, which resulted in loud sobs to wrack through your body
Yoosung sat on the other side of the door, feeling his heart break at the sounds coming from you
He felt horrible
He knocked on the door gently after standing up
“Leave me alone”
He knocked again
“We need to fix this, MC”
Sighing, you opened the door to the bedroom before walking back to the bed
Yoosung sat beside you on the bed, laying his hand on your knee
You wiped away the excess tears that still remained on your face
“I am so sorry, dear.”
You looked at Yoosung, sighing again
He looked back at you, frowning more when he sees the puffiness under your eyes
“Please forgive me? I’ll quit LOLOL and do whatever you want. I promi-”
You cut him off
“That’s not going to fix what you said…”
“I know it won’t, I feel so terrible for what I said. I was angry and said the only thing that I knew would make you mad. I regret it a lot.”
“…You know I try to support you as best as I can? I’m sorry if it seems like I don’t. I just want you to succeed”
He pulls you onto his lap, kissing your head
“I know you do. You do a really good job, dear. I’m so sorry for saying that in the first place”
You place a gentle kiss onto his lips
“I forgive you, Yoosung”
Zen always insists that you go to his practices with him
You ~inspire~ him to work harder
You usually love going with him, but this week has been the W O R
His female co-star keeps feeling him up
Some girl keeps touching YOUR man
Subtle little touches everywhere
His bicep, his thigh, his face, his hair
She’d also do this annoying giggle with it
Today was the last straw though
She decided that she would walk out on set in only a very
revealing lingerie set
That’s not even the worst part
ZEN ACTUALLY STARED AT HER
He didn’t even hide it, he full on looked her up and down
Then, this bitch started dancing in front of him, and you were P I
S S E D
You literally up and left the theatre
Zen must’ve heard you leave because he started to call after you
You quickly started to walk home, not wanting to deal with this
You two didn’t live too far from the theatre, so it was and easy
20 minute walk
When you got home, you saw Zen’s motorcycle parked in the driveway
Damn him for knowing you too well
You walked into the house quietly, not wanting any attention from
“Why did you run off?”
You bite your lip and look over at him
He was sitting on the couch, staring at you
“I didn’t feel well”
“MC, you’re lying. You are crying right now, so it’s
obviously more than that”
Zen never missed a beat
“I don’t want to talk about it”
You made a move to go to your shared bedroom, but he was on you in
“Tell me, MC”
You tried to shrug his hand off your shoulder, but he just
tightened his hold
“You really don’t know what’s wrong?”
He shook his head
“Hmm, why don’t you think about how that stupid bitch was all
over you all week? Or about how you stared at her ass when she came out
Zen frowned immediately
“It was part of the scene, MC. Besides, she has no interest
in me due to the fact that she doesn’t even like guys”
You were completely shocked. You’ve been jealous all week because
“Zen, dear, I’m so sor-”
“I can’t believe that you would even think that I’d let that
happen! Do you seriously have no trust in me?”
“No! That’s not it! You would have gotten jealous if I would
have done that same thing!”
Zen looked furious. Oh no
“No, I wouldn’t! I would understand that it was part of your
job! I actually trust my significant other, unlike you!”
“I do trust you! I just got worried!”
“You obviously don’t trust me, MC!”
Zen made a move to leave, but you grabbed his hand
You were NOT finished with this fight
“You sure sound like a hypocrite right now! What about your
whole ‘all men are beast’ shit that you always dish out?! You get jealous if I
even look in Jumin’s general direction! You warn me about all of this shit, but
the moment I bring up my concerns I’m labeled as the bad guy!!”
This was getting H E A T E D
“I DO IT BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT YOU! I DON’T WANT YOU GETTING
FUCKING HURT BY SOME ASSHOLE!!!”
This was the first time Zen had ever really yelled at you which
caused your eyes to start watering
Zen realized this too, and he immediately looked apologetic
He tried to backtrack, but you let got of his hand and wiped away
a few stray tears off your face
“MC… I’m sorry for yelling at you”
Zen pulled you into a tight hug, running his hands through your
“I’m sorry for not trusting you, Hyun…”
He leaned down and kissed your head gently
Honestly, I don’t know how you and Jaehee would get in a legit
fight. She’s so calm, and she’s dealt with a lot of shit with Jumin. I feel
like that’s trained her to be able to withstand a lot of shit. P r a i s e
Jaehee. I love her
Jumin had been working a lot recently
He was barely ever home
You were left alone in the penthouse for almost a whole week
He would come home and be there for no more than five hours
You were already asleep when he would come home
You just really missed him
Your loneliness got to you, and you decided to hang out with Zen
You two went to a small cafe in town
Zen let you complain about your husband’s absence
He ranted back about how much of a jerk Jumin was
At the end of your get together, Zen gave you a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek
Which is pretty typical for Zen, but the media didn’t know that
The media started a shitstorm of rumors
You sighed softly when you saw an article that said you were cheating
It was just a hug? Zen hugs you and Jaehee like that all the time? Why did they think a simple hug and kiss on the cheek was bad?
You turned on the TV to find a movie to watch, but the front door slammed open
You quickly turned to see Jumin walk in, looking furious
“Jumin! Are you okay?”
You walked over to him, trying to hug him, but he pushed you, rolling his eyes
You looked at him confusedly
“Jumin, dear, what’s wrong?”
“You really thought you could get away with this? I want you out”
You gently touched his arm, only for him to shrug it off
“What are you talking about?”
“You making out with Zen! It’s all over the news, MC! You know, I never thought you to be the type to cheat, but I suppose I was wrong.”
“I didn’t make out with him!! He kissed my cheek and gave me a hug! That’s all! I would never cheat on you, honey!”
Jumin pulled out his phone and showed you an obviously photoshopped picture of you and Zen kissing
If you looked closely, you could see that your lips weren’t even touching
“Jumin, that’s photoshopped”
He shook his head
“You were out with him at a cafe for two hours, it sounds like a date”
You glared at him
“Maybe I wouldn’t have had to go see him at a cafe if you would actually pay attention to me!”
“MAYBE YOU SHOULD UNDERSTAND THAT I’M A BUSY PERSON BEFORE YOU GO THROWING YOURSELF AT ANY MAN WHO WILL PAY ATTENTION TO YOU!’
You flinched at his words, eyes filling with tears
“I would never cheat on you, Jumin… I can’t believe that you’d think I would.”
You started to walk towards the bedroom, wiping at your tears
“Where are you going?”
“I’m doing what you wanted, I’m leaving”
You walked to the bedroom and grabbed a bag to begin packing your stuff
Jumin had followed you into the room, sitting on the bed with his head in his hands
You packed your necessities, leaving out everything Jumin had bought for you
“MC… I’m so terribly sorry. Please don’t leave me. I love you so much, dear”
He grabbed a hold of your hand gently, kissing the back of it
Jumin had a few stray tears falling down his face
You brushed away his tears, looking into his eyes
“I love you too, Jumin”
He kissed you softly, causing you to smile
You were really moody this week
Saeyoung was pretty grumpy this week too
You two had been fighting over stupid little things all week
And I mean reaaaaally stupid things
The one fight was about the TV remote being on the couch instead of on the coffee table
Another was about how the noodles you made were under-cooked
There were so many things you two had fought about this week, but none of them lasted very long
You felt horrible for Saeran because he had to be around you two’s yelling all week
So you decided to make him some cookies as a way to apologize
When you went to give them to him, you didn’t notice Saeyoung sitting on the couch, watching you
You knocked on Saeran’s door with the cookies in hand
Saeran opened the door and stared at you
“Hey Saeran. I’m sorry you’ve had to hear Saeyoung and I’s fighting all week. I made you cookies as an apology”
Saeran took the cookies out of your hands
“Thank you, MC”
You nodded and smiled at him
“You’re welcome, dear”
“Oh, so now you’re cheating on me with my brother!”
You and Saeran both looked at Saeyoung
“What the fuck are you talking about, she simply brought me cookies, idiot”
Saeyoung shook his head before speaking
“I’ve noticed how she looks at you. She loves you”
You snort at Saeyoung, rolling your eyes
“He’s my brother in law! What the hell are you on?”
Saeran rolls his eyes as well before retreating back into his room
“Maybe we should divorce so you can live your life with Saeran!”
“You really are an idiot. I’m not going after Saeran. You must be blind if you think I am”
He glared at you
“Then why did you bring him cookies?”
“I felt bad because he has had to deal with our fighting all week!”
You begin to walk away, but Saeyoung grips your wrist
“Let go of me, asshole!”
“WHY? SO YOU CAN GO BE A CHEATING WHORE SOMEWHERE ELSE?”
You felt tears well up in your eyes as your rip your wrist out of his hand
“Fuck you, Saeyoung”
You took off your wedding ring and threw it at him as you ran to your room
Saeyoung looked down at the ring on the floor and felt his heart break
You grabbed your suitcase and started throwing your things into it, sobbing harshly
Saeyoung walked into your room and pulled you into his chest
You struggled at first, but you stopped when your heard him start to talk
“P-please don’t leave, MC. I l-love you a lot. I’m such an idiot, I’m sorry.”
You shoved your face into his chest, soaking his shirt with your tears
You felt his tears falling into your hair which made your heart break more
“I love you, too, Saeyoung. So much.”
He held onto you tightly for a couple of minutes, letting the two of you cry it out
You looked up at him and kissed his lips softly
Saeyoung grabbed your left hand gently and slipped the wedding ring back on your ring finger
y’all are too cute!! I’m so happy that you guys like my writing oml thank you guys so much :) I’ve put my other requests on hold to work on this continuation so i hope you guys like this haha
You couldn’t believe your eyes… was that really Yoosung? That disfigured and broken boy lying on the hospital bed, it just couldn’t possibly be him.
Your vision blurred as your eyes started to fill up with tears. How could this have happened to him? Biting your trembling lip, you reached out for his hand, wary of his bandaged wrists.
“MC, I’m sure he’ll be okay, he’s a strong boy.” V patted your shoulder reassuringly, but it didn’t stop the tears from streaming down your face.
“H- how did this happen?"
"I… don’t know. After I got your message, I went his apartment, and the door was unlocked. Then I went in and I saw Yoosung lying on the floor with-"
"Stop. Please, no more. I don’t want to hear anymore."
You were too afraid of V’s description of Yoosung’s broken body lying in a pool of blood to allow him to go on. But more than anything, you were afraid of the truth. The truth that this was all because of you. You didn’t want to hear it - not from V, not from anyone, because you already knew the answer. It was you who broke him; you who cut him, hurt him.
Though the rest of the RFA had visited, you greeted them with complete silence.
You stayed by his side and watched the monitor tirelessly, making sure his heart wouldn’t stop beating until night fell, and you finally opened your mouth to speak.
“This- this was all my fault. Please just wake up. I won’t ever bother you again… I just need you to live. I know you can’t hear me right now, but I wanted to let you know that… that I love you, and I’m really, really sorry. I was a selfish, inconsiderate ass and I know I can’t take back what I said. I don’t deserve you, but if you could listen to me just once more - please don’t give up. You have to fight through this, I know you can. The RFA will be here to support you. As for me… I don’t think I have the right to stay with all of you anymore.”
With a deep breath and whatever will you had left in you, you got up from the visiting chair and left the room. Fighting the urge to turn back, you limped your way back to your room, got dressed and disappeared into the night.
A year had passed. Funny how time passes so quickly even when your days are full of guilt and fear. Everyday you wondered how he was doing. Like whether or not he was eating healthily, or if he found someone new, someone better to lean on. There wasn’t a hint of jealousy, only pain and heartaches. The RFA tried to contact you the first few months after you left, but they stopped after that. Maybe they gave up, maybe they realized that they didn’t need you, or maybe they found out the hideous nature of your actions.
But it didn’t matter, right? The RFA had nothing to do with you anymore, and you had nothing to do with them. Then why did it hurt you so much whenever you saw Jumin on the TV? Why did you get an empty pang of guilt in your gut seeing Zen on social media? Why did it break your heart every time you saw the game shop on the corner of the street?
It was because you owed them. You owed them an apology, owed Yoosung an apology. But there was no way you were going to see them again. You couldn’t face them - you didn’t have the right to see them or talk to them. And you certainly did not have the right to see Yoosung.
On a particularly early morning, you walked groggily into a Starbucks and mumbled your regular order. After what felt like forever, the barista handed you your drink, and you turned around carelessly, conveniently bumping into the person behind you.
“Sorry about that… thank God this had a cap on it.” you said, more to yourself than the other person. You remained staring at your cup of coffee with your mind half awake.
“Yea, it’s no problem.”
There was something familiar about his voice. Something nostalgic. Something sweet. You sighed and finally raised your eyes to meet his.
Your breath hitched in shock at the sight of his eyes. Purple.
His eyes were purple. Could that be Yoosung?
No, his hair was brown. Yoosung had blond-
“Yoosung-oppa! What’s taking you so long? Who are you talking to?” a girl with an annoying tone disrupted your thoughts as you watched her approach him from behind.
“Sorry, I just accidentally bumped into her. I’ll get your coffee now.” He flashed you a kind smile and turned to leave.
And then it hit you. She called him… Yoosung. So it really was him. It was him but he… it was like he didn’t recognize you.
It was almost as if he had forgotten you completely.
I hope this is okay haha (´•ω•`๑) thanks for reading~
P.S. not sure if this can go for part 4 but if anyone’s interested I could churn something up LOL
also regarding the Rika thing uhh i can’t really explain it?? It was just what the original anon requested so xD sorry about that. And if you’re wondering how V can see let’s just say he got an operation after what Rika did lol.
omg the request about reader being a young hero was the good stuff seriously, please do share more of your headcanons they are to die for!!!
eyyy bouta go see my therapist, but here’s this in the meantime? should I make tag for this? uhhhhh #young recruit should do it! check that tag to see what this is a continuation of, if you don’t already know!
Sombra and D.va are great gaming buddies!!
Sombra is a prankster. You two are complete partners in crime. Reaper blames just about anything that happens at base on you. “Yo, the ice maker’s weird aga-” “Y/N and Sombra.”
Based on those notes she left herself at Watchpoint Antarctica, Mei has both a youthful spirit and a habit of drawing a little. You like to spend downtime with her. Don’t tell anyone, but you like to draw little parodies of all your coworkers. Jack tends to be an old man who falls asleep in the middle of the war zone. Shh…
Genji has a clever mouth. And you like to laugh, plus you’re too young to really scold him. This means that during conferences and boring meetings, it’s normal for him to lean down and mutter funny little tidbits in your ear. Whether it be a stupid meme, some song lyrics he was reminded of, or a joke at the speaker’s expense, the rule that everything is 100% funnier when you can’t laugh is fully present here.
Zenyatta can make any kind of work way more fun. “Goddammit, I hate paperwork.” “Think of the pen as a river, and you control the flow.” “Mmm…” “A water slide is another good option.” “Heh, thanks Zen.”
STARTING A SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNT THAT’S LITERALLY JUST YOUR MISADVENTURES WITH EVERYONE
One of you favorite things to do is catch candid photos capturing your friends in compromising positions. You always put, “explain this picture to someone who doesn’t know anything about Overwatch,” as the caption. The comments are hilarious.
You, D.va, Lena, Lucio, and Zenyatta all run the account. This makes for a wide variety of posts. At first it was just you, and for a while you were always behind the camera. Eventually people wanted to see your face, and that started the idea of having other people assist.
Sombra will occasionally hack into it and post what she calls ‘Fails of the Month’ or similar mocking posts. They usually are lists of funny insults or incidents that happened to everyone else.
Completely self-indulgent but: how does the RFA react when, a few months into their relationship, MC confesses to them that they're nonbinary?
As a nonbinary person myself I know it can be hard to be in a relationship and come out to your S/O. It makes it even harder if that person is not in the LGBTQIA+ community. Personally I have only had one good experience coming out (which is when I came out to the other admins actually) so this was a lot of fun for me to write. It was a little therapeutic honestly, so Thank you for this <3
Admin Rina ;3c
When MC comes out to Zen he isn’t really that taken aback by it
He has seen himself as genderfluid/nonbinary for most of his life but just picks to use he/him for the media
He is very supportive with MC
He knows how hard it must have been for them to come out to him
Honestly he would try and throw them a “Coming Out” party to try and have them feel better about coming out
MC says that they don’t want to really have one until they have a chance to come out to the rest of the world
MC worries that them being nonbinary is going to hurt Zen in the media
“MC if anyone tries to come at you with that shit I will fight all of them.”
MC just laughs and thanks him for being so supportive
When MC comes out to the rest of the world Zen could not be more proud of them
The next week however a report asks Zen “Zen tells us about your Girlfriend/Boyfriend!”
MC has to hold him back because this child is about to fight about 6 reporters
Yoosung came out as Trans* early in his life
So when MC comes out to him he is so excited for them!
“MC thank you for trusting me with this! It means so much to me that you are comfortable enough with me to come out.”
MC tells him that they are nervous about coming out the rest of the RFA
Yoosung understands the fear that they have, he felt the same way when coming out.
He tells them to take their time and when they are ready he knows that the rest of the RFA will love them the same way they all did before
“MC don’t feel like you have to come out. Only do it when you feel comfortable!” he is always telling them that when they are having issues with coming out.
MC couldn’t be more thankful for him
When MC comes out to Jaehee she isn’t really sure what Nonbinary is
She had heard about it before but she never really knew anyone that identified as that
And she never really looked it up
So after MC explains Jaehee makes sure she uses the right pronouns
She also would be sure to correct other people when they use the wrong pronouns for MC
MC talks about how tiering it is for them to keep having to come out to people, and that they are just about to give up on correcting people
“Would you like me to start helping you? Like correcting people for you?”
MC says that they would be okay with it as long as Jaehee is comfortable doing it
Their at a restaurant one night and the waiter goes “What can I get for you ladies tonight?”
Jaehee sees MC get uncomfortable but she is quick and says “Oh just one lady tonight, but my partner and I need a little more time to look at the menu.”
The waiter is taken aback by this and just kind of is like “O-oh i’m so sorry! I’ll give you lad- I MEAN I’ll give you two more time.”
MC thanks Jaehee for that but reminds her that she doesn’t have it if she isn’t comfortable with it
Jaehee just tells them “You had to come out to so many people, the less I can do is help you with the strangers.”
Jumin has no fucking clue what MC is talking about
While he has never really seen gender as that important, this also means that he had zero clue that their was more than the 2 genders
“So you don’t see yourself as a man or a woman?”
“Well sometimes yes. But also sometimes feel like both.”
“So it can change?”
“Yeah gender changes all of the time!”
This honestly blows Jumin away, he had no idea that you could be both, either, or even somewhere in between
He has MC show him the LGBTQIA+ site so that he can get a better understanding of MC’s gender
He does slip up sometimes (using their old pronouns or referring to them as a man/woman)
He always kicks himself when he does this, saying sorry to MC probably a million times
MC tells him that it is okay and they understand that it takes some getting use to
But after about a week he uses their pronouns right and MC is so happy that he was being so supportive
They have to stop Jumin for firing people a lot of the time because an employee referred to them as his “Wife/Husband”
The way that MC comes out to Saeyoung is very casual
Like they are both just sitting in their underwear eating chips and watching a stupid movie when MC turns to him and goes “Hey I’m nonbinary, I’m going to use *insert pronouns* from now on okay?”
Saeyoung has known he was genderfluid for a long time
So when MC comes out as nonbinary he couldn’t be happier for them!
“Okay got it captain!” is all he really has to say about it
“You don’t have any questions? Or like…anything for it?” MC is super confused because they assumed that he would have at least the “when did you know” question or the “are you sure? What made you start thinking that?” question
“Nope, I figure you’ll tell me if you want to!” and then he goes back to watching the show
MC wants to cry because how did they get so lucky to have such a supportive partner?
MC just cuddles up to Saeyoung and thanks him
Now he is confused because he didn’t really do anything?
Oh he also is like 100% ready to throw down any time someone doesn’t use MC’s pronouns right