A Zayn Malik Love Story

Chapter  1 - So Close

Chapter 2 - Just that Girl

Chapter 3 - Just A Dream

Chapter 4 - Enchanted

Chapter 5 - What Makes You Beautiful

Chapter 6 - Your Love Is A Lie

Chapter 7 - I Miss You

Chapter 8 - Baby, It’s Cold Outside

Chapter 9 - I Never Told You

Chapter 10 - Come In With The Rain

Chapter 11 - Who Will I Be?

Chapter 12 - Dark Blue Tennesse

Chapter 13 - All I Want For Christmas Is You

Chapter 14 - Ours

Chapter 15 - Undivided

Chapter 16 - Just A Kiss

Chapter 17 - Mistake

Chapter 18 - Last Goodbye

Chapter 19 - More Than This

Chapter 20 - The Outside

Chapter 21 - A Thousand Years

Chapter 22 - Fearless

Chapter 23 - Happy

Chapter 24 - Me And You


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Chapter 8 – Baby, It’s cold Outside

My phone rang at 9:00 in the evening. Good thing I wasn’t asleep yet.  “Hello?”

“Ashley, we’ll be making a music video for Baby, it’s cold outside!"  Cameron Spoke.

"What? You’re kidding me, right? That’s amazing!” I was so surprised and excited at the same time.

“Ha-ha, yeah! It’ll be as soon as tomorrow! It’ll only be a one day shoot.”

“God, I’m so excited!”

“Ha-ha. Okay, I’ll pick you up tomorrow at 8:00 a.m.”

“Kay, Cam. Bye.”

The call ended.


I’m so fucking excited for today’s music video shoot. It’s my first video. I really can’t wait to see what’ll happen. It’s almost 8:00 and I already finished preparing myself. I just let my hair down cause I know they’ll be the ones who are gonna make me look celebrity-like.

Just a few minutes, Cameron was already here to pick me up. We were wearing matching colors. Red. It was so cute. And did I mention I was wearing the same nerd glasses as his? I must say we look cute together today. Oh, wait..not together-together but together as in riding the car together. You get it.

We were already on the set. We were only shooting on a studio. We went straight to our own dressing rooms and had our hair and makeup done. My dress was white with black polka dots. I look like a girl from the 80’s or something. I can’t wait to see how Cameron looks like.

I went out the dressing room to the set and saw Cameron sitting on the couch we were using for the music video. He looks absolutely sexy even without his glasses.

“Hi there, good sir.” I said as I sat next to him.

“Why, hello there madame.” He grabbed my hand and kissed it softly.

The director was right on time to interrupt the moment when he came to us. “Okay, so here’s the whole plan for the video.” He started.

He explained the whole concept of the video and after that, we started filming.

Every time Cameron would come near me, I would keep myself away or do everything to avoid him. It was so much fun. He would chase me around and I would keep away from him. It took us loads of takes cause we would laugh all the time.

It was the last take and the director said I’d have to kiss Cameron. I was totally nervous to the thought of kissing him. We sang the last line of the song

Baby, it’s cold outside…

And we kissed.


3 weeks later.

My phone rang…


“Ashley! You, bitch! Why were you smooching my boyfriend?”

“Fuck! Jane? Why haven’t you called me back?”

“Dude, my phone broke but I bought a new one.”


“So, explain! Why were you kissing my boyfriend?”

“Shut up!” We both laughed.

“So, is he your new boyfriend? I mean, Camley? Seriously?”

“Oh, no no no no. We’re just really great friends and he brought me wherever I am right now. You know my heart is still broken from my past relationship with Zayn. I really don’t wanna look like a fool again.”

“Oh, honey, don’t worry, the right one for you will come at the right place and at the right time.”

“Thanks, Jane.”

“No worries. Welp, I gotta go now, Ash. I’ll talk to you later, kay?”

“Okay. Bye, love you.”


“Love you lots. Bye.” I put down my phone and sat on the couch.

I turned on the TV and clicked to MTV. Baby, it’s cold outside was on. I watched the video up till the end. I can’t believe my dreams are coming true. I grabbed my things and hopped onto my car. Oh, did I mention I already bought myself a car? I have a recording session today with Nathan. I’ll be recording Baby, it’s cold outside again but this time with another artist. Nathan didn’t tell me who it will be, neither did Jenny. I don’t know why we still have to record the same song again. I think it’s just a waste of time but, what the heck.

I went inside the studio as soon as I arrived. I saw Nathan sitting in his swivel chair. “Hey, Nathan. So, where’s my my duet partner?”

“Here.” Someone said from behind my back. I turned around to face who it was.

“ZAYN?! W-what are you doing here?” I stuttered.

“You’re gonna be recording with us.” I just noticed that the boys were with him.

“Nathan?” I turned to face Nathan.

“You’ll be singing with them, Ashley.”

I couldn’t oppose to what he wanted to happen so I just nodded.

For this record, Zayn and I will be on lead vocals so basically the other boys are just backup. We put on our headphones and started singing. There were times when Zayn would come near me and get our faces real close but I’d turn away immediately. If I didn’t have self-control, I’d kiss him in the middle of recording. My feelings for him just never changed. He’s still looks perfect as always.

In the end of the song, he grabbed me near his body and kissed me softly on the lips. It was short yet passionate. But I couldn’t let him know I liked it so I pushed him away and went out of the studio straight to my car. I felt him following me.

“Ashley, wait!” His voice was strong. Almost angry.

I turned around to face him. “What do you fucking want from me, Zayn? Why won’t you just let me be?”


“What? And let you be with Cameron?” He sound angry.

“Cameron? What Cameron? We’re just really great friends. Plus, if we were a couple, why would you care?”

“You’ll just never understand, would you? I still love you, Ashley! Please do understand that!”

“I’m sorry, Zayn.” I went inside my car and drove off.


Jenny called me up for like 8 times but I’m never answering, I know she’ll just talk me into making up with Zayn. I just can’t. But I must admit that I still do have feelings for him.

My phone rang again but this time, it wasn’t a call. It’s a text from Cameron which says :

“Hey, Ash just wanna remind you about the party tonight. Be picking you up at 7:00.”

“Oh, shoot! I totally forgot.” I said to myself. It’s just 3 hours before seven and I haven’t even picked a dress to wear yet.

I opened my closet and a beautiful white dress caught my attention. I already know it would be perfect. I grabbed it and laid it on my bed while I went to shower.

It took me an hour or so to finish taking my shower. I quickly dried my long hair and curled it. I like my hair that way. I put on a beautiful black headband with diamonds on it. I continued doing my makeup. I don’t want to overdo it so I just put on a small amount.

I took off my bathrobe and put on my dress and paired it with a pair of gladiator heels. I grabbed my loop earrings from the drawer and put it on.

I look absolutely beautiful to me but I’m sure all those other celebrity girls were even more beautiful. I know there are gonna be a lot of them at the party.

I sat down infront of my dresser, facing the mirror when the doorbell suddenly rang.

I went downstairs to see who it was. Of course I was expecting it to be Cameron and there he was.

“Hey, there beautiful. Ready to go?” He grabbed my hand and kissed it.

I smiled shyly as I linked my arm onto his.

We hopped into his car and drove to the party which was being held at a certain club.

There were tons of fancy cars parked outside and there was a red carpet. Cameron parked next to a limousine. Fancy! We got off the car and walked on the red carpet but the paparazzi won’t let us through without taking pictures of us together.

Cameron pulled me close and he held my waist and leaned a bit to me without making it obvious, he whispered “Just pose and smile to the flashing cameras.” He was doing it himself too.

There were a lot of flashing cameras and I don’t know where to smile to so I was smiling almost everywhere with Cameron still holding my waist.

Finally, we made it inside alive but someone’s presence that welcomed us immediately killed me.


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Just as we got inside, Zayn’s face welcomed us when I saw him across the room sitting next to the boys. I wanna talk to him and tell him how I really feel but I can’t. I won’t. I can’t afford to be hurt anymore. I just can’t.

~ Zayn ~

When I saw Ashley walk into the room with Cameron, I know I was already fighting the urge to talk to her. She looked beautiful in every single way. She doesn’t know that she’s the most beautiful one in the room. But I can’t go near her it’s like my love is forbidden or something. I know she’s afraid to get hurt but who said I’m gonna hurt her? Well, to be sure that I won’t, I’ll just stay away from her once and for all.



It’s been a week since the last time I saw Zayn during the party and I kept re-reading the text he sent me the day after.

“Yes. I’m leaving you alone. 

Yes. I won’t show my face to you anymore. 

Yes. I won’t force you into kissing me again.

Yes. I won’t be there to annoy you anymore.

Yes. I’ll forget about everything.

Yes. This is goodbye, Ashley.”

It seriously broke my heart. I never told him how I really felt because of my fucking pride. Now, I miss him. HE’S GONE. I’m such a total idiot.

I went inside the studio to record my new song “I Never Told You” which is basically about Zayn and how much I’m missing him.

I put on the headphone and started singing.

I miss those hazel eyes

How you kissed me at night

I miss the way we sleep

Like there’s no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

My tears started pouring as I was singing the lyrics.

But I never told you

What I should have said

No I never told you

I just held it in

And now I miss everything

About you

I can’t believe I still want you

After all the things we’ve

Been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

I sang it until the very last note with tears in my eyes. I don’t really know how that went. Maybe I sounded terrible because of my crying.

I went out and sat on the couch when Nathan faced me.

“What’s been bothering you, sweetie? Is it Zayn?” He asked.

“What? No!” I tried to keep it casual. “It’s just that I wanna put more emotion to my voice so I cried.”

“Well, whatever you say. But I must admit you did a pretty great job there.”

“Why, thank you.” I looked at my watch and saw it was 3:00 in the afternoon. “Hey, Nathan. I’ll just go across the street to buy milkshake kay?” It’s time for my daily milkshake cause I can’t live a day without it.

I was already on the street when suddenly my phone rang. I picked it up to see a message from Nick. I haven’t heard from him for so long. A single text from him will surely keep me alive. But just before I could read it, I felt something crashed in my body as if I was gonna shatter into pieces. It hurt like hell. I felt myself fell on the ground and I could feel wet stain everywhere and suddenly everything went black.

~ Zayn ~

“I want to see her! Let me in!” I almost screamed to the nurse that was standing outside Ashley’s hospital room.

“Zayn!” Nathan came out from the room.

“Thank goodness! How is she? Is she gonna be fine?”

“Come inside.”

I was shaking when we were entering the room. I saw Jenny sat on the chair by the corner and my Ashley was on her bed looking all pale and sick with all the tubes all over her.

“Ashley!” I held her ice cold hand and kissed it. Her eyes were shut and her head was wrapped with bandages.

I turned to Jenny and Nathan. “Thanks for calling me up. Now, I want to know exactly what happened.”

“Well” Jenny started. “Right after she recorded her song, she went out to grab some milkshake but then suddenly Nathan over here heard a streaking noise outside so he went out and found Ashley covered in blood on the ground.”

My eyes were starting to wet. I just can’t take seeing her in her horrible condition. I’d rather die than see her this way. I was keeping myself from crying but I just couldn’t. My tears betrayed me. “How long was she unstable?”

“For about three hours now.” Nathan answered.

“Three hours? W-wh- Do something! Call the doctors and make them do something!” I was angry. My tone was angry.

“Zayn, I understand why you’re upset but just give her a little time. She’ll wake up.” Jenny was trying to comfort me.

“I just want her to wake up now.” I can feel my heart bleeding inside. “Where’s her father? Why isn’t he here?”

“He hasn’t been home for 3 days now. He’s currently travelling and he’s in Canada today but he said he’ll try to make it here as soon as possible.” Nathan explained.

“What did the doctor say about her condition?” I looked at Nathan with worried eyes.

“She hit her head so hard which caused bleeding. It might lead her to temporary amnesia an- ”

“AMNESIA? B- how could - what? No! Th-” I just let myself fall on the floor in a sitting position and buried my face on my palm. “How on earth could this happen to her?” I cried.

“Shhhh. Everything will be alright, honey.” Jenny was rubbing my back.


An hour passed and I was left alone in the room with Ashley. It’s already dark outside. I just couldn’t leave her side. I stroked her hair and kissed her on the cheek. She looks beautiful even asleep.

I think that maybe she could still hear me so I started talking to her.

“Hey, love. It’s Zayn. Please be okay soon. I just need you.” I sighed and grabbed her hand. “Look, I’m sorry about what happened in the past. I did not mean to hurt you and I hope you know that. I hope you know how much it hurts me more than it hurts you to see you hurting. I really do want you back and I’ll do everything just to have you back. I LOVE YOU.”


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So Close Unofficial Soundtrack

So Close - Jenette McCurdy

Just That Girl - Drew Seeley

Just A Dream - Nelly

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction

Your Love Is A Lie - Simple Plan

Your Song - Cameron Mitchell

I Miss You - Miley Cyrus

Baby, It’s Cold Outside - Cameron Mitchell & Lindsay Pearce

I Never Told You - Colbie Caillat

Come In With The Rain - Taylor Swift

Who Will I Be - Demi Lovato

Song 2 You - Leon Thomas feat. Victoria Justice

Believe In Me - Demi Lovato

Dark Blue Tennessee - Taylor Swift

Back to Tennessee - Billy Ray Cyrus

Bless The Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

All I Want For Christmas Is You - Justin Bieber ft. Mariah Carey

Ours - Taylor Swift

Undivided - Blush ft. Snoop Dogg

Just A Kiss - Lady Antebellum

Mistake - Demi Lovato

Last Goodbye - David Cook

More Than This - One Direction

The Outside - Taylor Swift

Fearless - Taylor Swift

Happy - Leona Lewis

Me and You - Fall Out Boy

Catch Me Unofficial Soundtrack

Who’s That Boy? - Demi Lovato

Let’s Be Friends - Emily Osment

Hurry Up And Save Me - Tiffany Giardina

Give Your Heart A Break - Demi Lovato

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

The Other Side Of The Door - Taylor Swift

These songs are either mentioned in my story or is the title itself.