Why people act as if Zayn was never grateful for what he has achieved with one direction?
Because people never listen to him. Because they read his interviews just to find something that they don’t like and twist his every word. A year and a half later, they are still bitter that Zayn left, that somehow, in their own version of events, Zayn “betrayed” them and his boys. How dare Zayn choose HIS happiness and mental health over theirs? How dare Zayn spill the secrets of what happened behind the scenes and what he/they went through?
prompt; “I’m so sorry.” “Don’t you dare say
that word like it changes anything you’ve done.”
You didn’t know how it happened…well,
that’s not exactly true, you knew how it happened but you never thought it
would have gone this far. Sami had walked into your hotel room after a night at
the bar to see you sitting on the bed, your head in your hands, wrapped in a
warm white hotel bathrobe.
“Y/N? Are you okay?” he asked as he
sat down next to you and you shifted away from him. “What’s wrong?’
“Sami,” you began, afraid to look
him in the eye, knowing you were about to break his heart. “I did something…”
you began and he looked confused, concerned. “Look, I-, Kevin came over tonight
to talk. He’s been concerned because of how fragile and on edge our
relationship has been recently and we ended up talking and-,” you couldn’t
finish, your voice cracking as he took in your appearance; swollen lips,
flushed skin, heavy eyes.
“You didn’t,” Sami grunted, standing
up from the bed and shaking his head before he punched a wall.
“It was a moment of weakness, I missed
the feeling of someone touching me and I’m disgusted with myself and I’m so sorry,” you whimpered as you
“Don’t,- Don’t you dare say that word like it changes anything you’ve
done,” he told you harshly before moving toward the door and leaving
without another thought.
“I’m so sorry,” he told you, trying to explain but
you weren’t having any of it, you were disgusted, hurt and you didn’t feel like
you were anything to Roman at the moment.
“Don’t you dare say that word like it changes anything you’ve done,” you
spat and turned away from him to pace around the small hotel room. “When the hell were you going to tell
me? And how the hell did this even happen?” you yelled at him as he was folding
up his clothes to head home after being suspended for 30 days. Your own
boyfriend of two years hadn’t even told you he was suspended; you’d found out
from the internet.
“Look, I made a mistake,” Roman
tried and you laughed dryly at his comment.
“Which part? The part where you did
drugs? The part where you didn’t tell me,” you told him as you threw his
clothes toward him on the bed.
“All of it,” he yelled back as he
caught the shirt you threw at his face. “Look, my guy said they were muscle
relaxers and they’d help the spasm I was having in my arm, I didn’t realize-,”
“Your guy? Arm spasms?” you said
weakly, looking away from him as you shook your head and opened the door. “Get
out,” you whispered and his face was consumed with hurt and heartbreak.
“Baby please,” Roman tried.
“I don’t even know you anymore,” you
whispered, looking away from him as a few tears slid down your cheeks. “You’ve
had muscle spasms that you didn’t tell me about and you’ve got a guy who gives you drugs to get away from
the pain. Get out,” you whispered as he quickly grabbed his bag and disappeared
down the hallway, leaving you collapsed on the floor in tea.
An Ziam Au where Zayn’s a famous footie player, one of the best on the team along side Louis and Niall, and Liam is the new guy on the team, the rookie, and at first Zayn was iffy about him because he was good, dare Zayn say, better then him and that scared Zayn because what if he gets bunked to second string but dammit even though Zayn wants to ignore crinkling eyed, full lips and radiant smile Liam he just couldn’t because Liam was beautiful to Zayn and so Zayn pinned after Liam hiding it behind rude words and snarkie attitude but Liam just laughed and smiled whenever Zayn focused on him and so Zayn is screwed because who would’ve thought that he would fall in love with a walking contradiction that is Liam Payne and what is even more surprising is that Liam fell for Zayn too.