Honestly, I’m not yet prepare anything for your special day. But, like I did before (2014 and 2015), I promise to make your birthday feels special as you are to me. :) In every year to year, I always keep trying to make your special day memorable. Because I know, there’s a reason that I won’t tell here.
I will forever remember the look of the sky today. It was like a volcanic eruption in the heavenly dark sky as we travel home from our fieldtrip. Today was a good day. It was my first field trip as a teacher and I was with my Yakal class. They’ve grown so much before my eyes from the first day I saw them. I will miss them, I already do. It is a painful reality to leave them because of circumstances that they didn’t even have any doing with. I am wholeheartedly sorry my loves. You gave me reason to wake up and get up every day despite the shitty environment that I am in. You guys made me wonder and smile every day. Thank you for giving me a minute piece of each of your infinities. I will forever treasure each and everyone of you. I will forever be your fan babies, always. Whenever the world becomes a bitch and cruel, remember that Teacher always believes in you. Many people will yry to bring you down I tell you, but remember this: I love you and you are amazing. Thank you and I am sorry my babies, my Yakal.
I’m a work in progress or at least I thought I was I guess I really am too much of a failure to improve but IM YRYING!!!! IM FUXKING TRYING TO IMPEOVE!!!! I need help I keep saying I need help I need help I need help and I csnt get it… I should fuxking die I’ll never get better and I’ll only keep making him miserable