“Oh my God, remember the time we went on the most epic fail basketball game of all time?” Y/N said with her cheerful voice. I’m glad that she’s enjoying her little throwback session with Finn but ugh. These two are killing me. They’re in my car, I’m the one who’s driving, and it’s like I don’t even exist.
“Yeah.” Finn spoke laughing from the backseat. “That was so embarrassing. Erase that from your memory please.”
“Joe, you have to know the story.” Y/N looked at me with her cheeky, beautiful, and excited smile.
“Oh so now I exist.” I mumbled, not loud enough for the two of them to hear.
Finn groaned jokingly. “Please don’t tell him.”
“Okay so Finn and I went on a baseball game when we’re in highschool…” Y/N started.
“And she’s telling him.”
“Finn was playing around with our friend Penny and they were acting sweet so the kiss cam spotted them and everyone thought that Finn and Penny’s a couple so Penny slapped him to tell everyone that they’re not together.” She continued, laughing. Oh dear heavens her laugh. One of my favourite sounds in this world.
“Wow. That is embarrassing.” I chuckled, my eyes still on the road.
“Well,” Finn spoke again. “After getting blushy and all, I took advantage of the kiss cam and kissed Y/N instead.”
I think my heart stopped beating the moment he said those words.
“Finn.” Y/N whined.
I was speechless. I didn’t know what to say. All I know is that Finn should be thankful that I’m on the wheel right now cause if not then I’d probably hit him in his fucking face.
I admit yes, I’m bloody jealous of Finn. Y/N once fell in love with this guy. How can I not be jealous of that? I know I rejected her. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t want us to be together. I care about her so much.
I love her but I know if I’d be in a relationship with her I’d be the worst boyfriend ever. I’m too busy. And I don’t want her to feel any stress because I’m stressed. I’m scared of breakups. Some people broke up became both of them are busy with their career. Y/N and I are both youtubers and that’s one of the most stressful job.
When she confessed her feelings for me, I felt happy and wonderful. So happy that I wanted to kiss her and hug her tight so that nobody could take her away from me. But I didn’t. I told her that we’re good as friends. Because we are. As much as I want to be with her, I can’t. I’m too busy and too scared to risk our friendship.
“Here we are. Home sweet home.”
“Yay.” Joe said sarcastically as he quickly sat on the couch.
“Nice.” Said Finn, his eyes roaming around my flat. “Your flat looks really beautiful…”
I smiled. “Aww–”
I stood there a bit surprised with my mouth slightly opened. I don’t know if Finn’s being serious but I kinda felt myself blush. “Okay.” I said, trying my hardest not to laugh.
“Oh look.” I heard Joe speak and I looked at him. Here comes the attitude. “It’s an empty can of soda.” He pointed at an empty can on the table, grabbed it, and threw it in a mini bin beside the couch. “It’s trash. Just like you.” Joe smirked to irritate Finn.
But by the looks of it, Finn wasn’t really offended. “Mate, I love your humour.” He laughed. Oh so good thing he thought of it as a joke.
But for goodness’ sake what the hell is wrong with Joe? I’m not mad at him or anything but I just hate this bloody attitude of his. If he doesn’t like Finn, he still needs to give him respect.
“Yeah.” I faked a small laugh. “Ah. Hey Finn?”
“All the stuff for our collab video is fixed and done. Except, I forgot to put my new memory card in my camera.” I faced the couch. “Joe will you please help me find it?”
Joe gave me his confused face and said “But you just–”
“Aww thank you, Joe. It’s in my room.” I turned again to face Finn. “Mind waiting here for a few minutes? I’m really sorry.”
“It’s fine.” Finn then again gave me his precious sincere smile.
I smiled back. “Thanks” I mouthed and turned my attention back to Joe who’s now walking towards me. “Let’s go.” I said.
“Tell me what’s wrong, Joseph.” I said as we entered my room.
“What do you mean?” He responded, acting all clueless.
“What’s with the attitude? You’re turning into a disrespectful child to Finn.” I almost shouted.
Joe chuckled, rolling his eyes. “Y/N, can’t you see what he’s doing? He’s trying to get you back using his sweet words and shits.”
“I’m single so what’s wrong with letting my ex boyfriend flirt with me?”
“Oh so you like it when your ex flirts with you?” He asked, his voice a bit shaking.
“I didn’t say that. Look Joe you’re acting really jealous right now.” I crossed my arms.
“Maybe because I am jealous, Y/N. God you’re so numb.” He slightly shouted.
Oh so now he’s jealous. Unbelievable. “Wow.” I said sarcastically. “You’re calling me numb? And what did you say? You’re jealous? You’re the one who rejected me, Joseph Sugg. You’re the one who broke my heart. So you don’t have the rights to be jealous because this whole ‘stay as friends’ thing is your choice.” Tears formed in my eyes as I said those words, as I told the guy I love about how I really feel… once again.
Joe stared at me for a moment. He didn’t say anything but hurt was clear in his eyes.
“You’re not the only who’s struggling in this situation, Y/N.” He finally spoke with his voice low and calm, eyes red and teary. “You’re not the only one who’s hurt. You don’t know how hard it is to pretend. To pretend that you don’t love someone when the truth is you love them more than you love yourself.” Tears poured down his face and so was mine. “Y/N, I know I don’t have the rights to be jealous of anyone because I’m not yours and you’re not mine.” He moved closer to me, causing me to stare deeply into his ocean blue eyes. “No words can express how much I love you. But Y/N, we’re young. We’re busy with our careers. Too busy for a relationship. Lots of people are breaking up because of that reason. What if we start a relationship and end up like them? We’d treat each other like strangers and I don’t want that to happen. I don’t wanna risk our friendship.”
Silence with small cries filled the room for a few seconds as we stare at each other’s eyes. “I love you, Joe.” I bit my lip, forcing myself not to cry harder. “But you’re a coward.”
He looked down the moment I said those words.
I spoke again. “I hate you for not trying.”
I then walked out of the room, wiping tears off my face, leaving Joe all alone.
“Y/N? Are you alright?” Finn asked as I walked towards the living room.
“Yeah uh… I’m fine.”
Finn walked towards me and smiled comfortingly. “I heard you guys shouting from your room. No need to pretend.”
Tears automatically fell from my eyes. Finn rested his hand on my cheek and wiped my tears. “I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.” He said, putting down his hand.
“Y/N, it’s okay. I admit, I still have feelings for you. I actually didn’t stop loving you. And I’m sorry about that.”
“But you do really love Joe. I saw the way you looked at him.” He then again smiled. “You used to look at me that way.”
I froze. I was speechless and sad.
“I’ll talk to him okay?”
“Just stay here. I’ll talk to Joe. Don’t worry I won’t hurt him.”
I just stood there, my eyes widened as Finn walked away.
•You start making out in the middle of his YouNow (as requested by Anon)•
Okay, I’m just gonna come out and say it. Dating a Youtuber has its perks, but when it’s kept as a secret, it’s a double-edged sword. On one side, letting the secret out would enable Dan and me to do normal couple-y things, but would also unleash a pack of angry fan girls that wouldn’t hesitate to rip me apart. On the other side, keeping the secret would put an immense amount of strain on our relationship, and could possibly lead to something we both desperately wanted to avoid: breaking up.
Despite contemplating the options of breaking the news, I worked at keeping the relationship a secret since I knew it would make Dan feel more at ease. “Soon,” he’d tell me, “I promise baby, soon, we’ll tell them together.”
I held on to that, but it didn’t make any of the struggles easier to handle. And if we’re being quite honest, one of the biggest obstacles was my overwhelming horniness. Going almost a week at a time without seeing each other doesn’t seem like long, but when my hormones start going nuts, it’s almost unbearable to be away from his touch. That’s why, one day, I took the initiative to… feed my cravings.
I drove straight over to Dan’s flat, used the key he gave me to unlock the door, walked through, and snuck my way up the stairs. I could hear him talking from his room, so I figured he was making a new video. I didn’t care if the camera caught me eating his face off; at that point, my body was in full control over my logic.
I busted through his bedroom door. He quickly spun around in his chair, shocked and surprised. “(Y/N), you scared the shit out of me, what are you do-” I cut him off with a deep kiss.
Before he could push away, I worked my hands through his hair, and eased myself onto his lap. His hands found their way to my ass, while his thumbs hooked into the belt loops on my jeans. I ran my hands from his head down past his neck and rubbed his chest, feeling his heart beat beneath my palms. I was so caught up in the moment that I almost had a heart attack when he drew back sharply and gasped.
“Jesus, Dan, what the fuck?” I said as he pushed me off his lap. This was miles away from how I wanted things to go. He quickly spun back around in his chair to face his computer without giving me an answer. I looked at his computer screen.
When I saw the flurry of messages popping up, my stomach dropped to the floor.
Dan was doing a YouNow.
I covered my face with my hands, ashamed and embarrassed beyond comprehension. Dan’s face was blank, just staring at the computer screen in utter shock. “Dan, I, I’m so sorry.” I said reluctantly, knowing my apology couldn’t fix shit. He didn’t respond for a few minutes. His gaze shifted from the computer screen, to his lap, to the side, back to the computer screen, almost in a pattern. When he did speak up, he said what I didn’t expect him to say for a long time.
“Well, guys, as you can probably guess, that was my girlfriend.” He smirked, then broke out in his famous laugh. I raised my face from my hands and grinned. He smiled back at me, and waved me over with his hand.
“I’ll introduce her so I don’t look like a proper shit head.” He said as he took my hand.
“Guys, this is (Y/N), and (Y/N), this is…guys?” He laughed again, and I waved hello to the camera. I was hesitant to open up because I couldn’t bare to look at the comments section. I just looked into the camera lens to avoid reading all of the potentially nasty things they were saying about me.
It was only until Dan said, “Aw, you guys are too kind!” that I dared to look at the responses.
“She has such a nice smile!”
“her outfit is goals tbh”
“CAN U GIVE ME UR HAIR PLS LIKE ??? ThATS NOT FAIR??”
“she has such a gorgeous figure ugh shoot me”
“MOM AND DAD AF”
Those compliments were some of the funniest, most flattering compliments I’ve ever gotten. It was so relieving to see that Dan’s fans were very accepting and encouraging. As Dan continued his YouNow, they asked plenty of questions, which Dan responded with, “Maybe we’ll make a video some time in the future, but for now we’re just enjoying sensual make out sessions.”
His smug expression didn’t last long before I punched him in the arm and sarcastically yelled, “Dan you’re SO funny honestly you should look into a stand up career!” He laughed, and said to the camera, “Well, I guess I’ll stop here since I have to look into a promising career path. Thanks for watching, guys!”
Hi guys! This is the first imagine I’ve
written in this account. It’s quite short. Hope you like it!
Word count: 418
Warnings: Fluff I guess?
had been 8 months since you last saw him. 8 months since you last hugged him,
kissed him, and touched him. Studying in a different country was hard. It was
heart breaking for you and for him. But your relationship was only getting
stronger because of the undying trust and loyalty you both have. There have
been bumps along the road but you overcame them.
Today was like any other day, you wake up, shower, dress and
head to class. At the end of the day you head over to the main school entrance
groaning as you see a crowd.
Today was one of the few days you would get to skype with your
beloved. If you missed the time, you had to wait for days to match your
schedules. Finn is a busy guy, he has his studies and Jacksgap to deal with.
All you ever wanted was to be in his arms.
You continued walking and walking and walking. Yells and
whispers were heard “She’s coming!” they said. Pushing against people just to
be able to go outside. But when you did, you stopped. Balloons were everywhere,
a few cameras here and there, people filming, a few vlogging and one person in
the middle of it all, a bouquet in his hands and that one cheeky smile you’ve
been dying to see in the flesh.
Finn was here.
You collapsed on the floor crying, not being able to believe to
see what-who- was there. You sobbed letting out every ounce of frustration,
sadness and anger from the past 8 months out of your system.
Someone crouched in front of you.
“Hey there, princess”
That voice, that one voice you loved so much, it was what you
always wanted to hear everyday.
You latched on to him for dear life, never wanting to let go.
For a good 5 minutes you just hugged him not saying anything. He let go for a
moment to look at you.
He gave you the bouquet and held your face in his hands. “Don’t
cry, princess, I’m here now.” He wiped your tears, then leaned in.
You didn’t care if anyone saw, you didn’t care what they
thought, Finn was here with you. You kissed him back. As soon as you parted,