I always keep my distance. So that I don’t get closer than I need to. I always keep my distance. So that others can’t get too close to me. To keep one’s distance is to isolate oneself. To keep one’s distance means that one will be that much lonely. That’s what..survival is. That is my way of surviving. I have lived my life like a racehorse in the barriers. That’s how I survived until now. And that’s how I’m going to survive.
I’m writing yet another Calum imagine and I thought that maybe you’d want to read a little preview so here you go…
“My mind was
trying to analyze the whole fight; we were both very mad at each other and we
knew that we had said harsh things towards one another, knowing damn well how hurtful
they were. Was I hurt? A lot. Did I care? Not much.
beginning I knew that he and I would never work. It was that stupid smile of
his that told me so. But I didn’t listen to it.”