youre right i can still fangirl

My Take On SnB:VS Episode 13 Pure ChariNina trash here, also long. VERY LONG. I MEAN VERY.

I can’t. For the love of me I can’t. I literally screamed my head off this episode. Girl at first I was like: aw hell, I need to get my sht together and analyze this episode because this is gonna be a gruesome fight.

And then this beautiful thing happened

And thus I knew I was fkced. Screw the analyzation of the intense fight and let’s fangirl about all of this beauty that’s being fed to us by Kami himself. (Also can we appreciate how they hold on to each other when Charioce caught Nina?)

So here’s my take on EVERYTHING THAT JUST HAPPENED.

First up, I love this. It’s so perfect, so sweet I died. I know it’s not that much, I mean he just caught Nina and IS JUST HOLDING HER OH SO GENTLY AND PROTECTIVELY. Not a big deal right? 

Second up, ooh nuuuuuu baby Chari your eye TT-TT

(Hold up, lemme fangirl at the way he looks at Nina. So what if I’m making a big deal out of everything? I mean I can see an undertone of worry in his look. Still though, your eye Chari.)

*Nina regains consciousness and fangirls at the beauty in front of her*

*Charioce noticing Nina’s awake and smiles at her fangirliness making me fangirl even more*

YES BABY NINA, BABY CHARI’S EYE OH NUUUUUUUHHHH

*omg*

*FKNG DIES* *FANGIRLS IN DEATH* NINA PUT THIS IN YO DAMN MIND THAT HE’S LOOKING AT YOU. I KNOW THIS ISN’T SOMETHING I SHOULD MAKE A BIG DEAL OF AND PEOPLE ARE GONNA SAY HE’S JUST STATING THE OBVIOUS BUT THIS IS CHARIOCE. I SEE A HINT OF SOMETHING UNDERNEATH AND YOU AINT TELLING ME OTHERWISE.

Now here we have Nina looking at Charioce with a pout while blushing.

*When bae did something wrong but you still love him*

*Arguing with bae*

SHT MY HEART. This is the second time Charioce’s asked Nina this and now I can definitely say he aint saying it to mock her! Plus, Chari looks like he’s a child who wants candy and just can’t stop asking for it.

*When you in an argument and bae just smiles like prince charming up at you while kneeling in front of you*

Inner Nina: CALM YO SELF WOMAN. YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE MAD AT HIM, NOT FALL IN LOVE EVEN MORE. CALM YO FKNG HEART. DON’T TURN INTO A DRAGON. DO. NOT. I REPEAT. DO. FKNG. NOT.

Okay okay, something more serious now.

I can’t help but feel happy to know that even though Nina knows the situation she’s in she still trusts that Charioce will help her, I mean really, Nina knows Charioce is the source of all of this and yet she still trusts that Chari will help her,

See? Even Chari is confused/shocked by this.

He’s even more shocked when she does this. (Just open your arms and catch her darling) Also, I really liked that in this scene Chari’s first instinct was to grab his sword but stopped and opened his arms to catch her. *faints*

Me during this: Nina, chill.

Still me: Nina, chill! Charioce is shooketh!

Chari is shooketh x 3. (Still, I aint complaining with what Nina is asking huehuehue)

Somewhere deep in Charioce’s head: Is she serious?

Somewhere deep in Nina’s head: Yes I’m serious

Me: Oh.

Me: OOOOOOOAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Admit it! I aint the only btch that thought instead of a hug Chari was going to kiss her.

That hug though, such intensity. It’s as if the entire world stopped for a minute to appreciate how perfect they are.

I have no idea how many timed I’ve died today.

Lemme be honest, when Nina told Chari to hug her I really was thinking that he was only going to hug her while Nina stays frozen in her spot encircled in Charioce’s arms. I didn’t expect her to encircle her arms around his neck and hug him back!

Also, Chari hugging Nina like she’s the most precious thing in this entire world gave me life. LIFE I TELL YOU, LIFE! I mean just look at that peaceful smile, it’s a smile of a person who believes that at that moment everything is perfect.

*When ya girl turns into a dragon. Literally.* Charioce is shooked.

*Timeskip to after Nina’s brutal and badass fight* Charioce is still shookethed.

How to fall in love with a dragon.

Cute head tilting dragon Nina is cute.

How to fall in love with a dragon 2: Getting closer.

I don’t know why but Charioce looking up at Nina like this just gives me a peek at Charioces’s emotion depth. Like it’s so deep you can’t see it.

Me: Aww.

Me: Wait, what?

Me: … *waits expectantly*

Me: OMG

Me: AWWW OMG HE TOOK OFF HIS GLOVE TO TOUCH HER.

OMG. His touch turned her into a dragon and it was his touch that turned her back.

Charioce is shookethed.

Charioce is shookethed and mezmerized all the the same time.

Charioce looking worriedly at Nina. I can’t, I just can’t.

*timeskip to after Rita and Jeanne take Nina away.*

Ah one last final glance because Chari knows he won’t be seeing Nina for a couple more episodes.

Overall all this damn episode gave me a rollercoaster of feelings that I will be willing to ride again in the future. I love these two to death and will definitely keep on rooting for them. This episode just confirmed so much for me that I’m willing to die for Charioce and Nina.

Well this ends my long a** post, I hope you enjoyed because I made this in a span of like an hour or two. Feel free to reblog or comment!

Cheating on Hoseok pt.3 END

[pt.1] [pt.2] [pt.3]end


Originally posted by syubto

Y/N’s p.o.v

He was standing there, right before me. On my doorstep, looking as handsome as he always has done. But looking at him only made me feel guilty, like as if I was drowning, I couldn’t breathe.

“Why are you here?” I asked, not wanting it to sound like I didn’t wan’t him to be, because boy oh boy you have no idea just how much I wanted to see him again.

“Not happy to see me? Why are you fucking another guy already?” He said so casually whilst walking through. What he said hurt like a bitch. 

“I thought you knew what happened and why I did it, so if you’re really here just to say shit like to me again then Hoseok please just leave.” I say still holding the door wide open. But he pulled me away from the door and dragged me further into my house. 

“I’m sorry, I never meant to say that.” 

“I know that in your eyes that I’m just another slut right? It’s fine you don’t have to apologise.”

“No, I do because you did that because of me and I don’t know what came over me to make me say such a thing, I just guess you asking why i was here made me feel as though you didn’t want me around anymore and that you didn’t like seeing me.”

“You have no idea, just how much I want to see you Hobi. I couldn’t even tell you enough.”

“I’m sorry, you had to go through all of that because of me. You had to sleep with another man because I’m incompetent, I couldn’t even protect you properly and you got hurt.” 

“It’s not your fault Hoseok. Don’t blame yourself for something that you had no control over.” 

“But I’m still sorry. You still love me right?” He asked however shying away as if he was afraid of the answer I was going to give, as if he knew that I was going to say something that he wouldn’t like.

“Of course, I’ve always loved you and only you.”

“What about that guy?”

“He’s just someone that took your fangirls money to sleep with me, I don’t even know his name.” 

“Baby, can we please not break up? I can’t live without you.” A tear fell from his eye and it broke me. I hated seeing him this way, it hurt so much more seeing him fall apart because of me. 

“But my family will get hurt, I can’t have that I can’t be selfish and only think of myself.”

“Then let me help you protect them, because I can’t and I won’t…lose you again.”


I apologise this took me soooo super long to update…

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Squall: ……………..

ssnakey-b reblogged your post and added:

Wait, isn’t Cloud a child in his class in this universe?!

[You’re right. Which is why I had to drag out canon verse Cloud for this. You’re welcome fangirls. I live to serve and no laws were broken so I can still face my mother.]

Here everyone, I present to you Yokozawa Mama

Now here is Yokozawa Mama coming home to his daughter.

And here is the stubborn Yokozawa Mama:

That’s the fucking use of apron Yokozawa Mama. You have your 10 yr old daughter point it out for you.

But eventually gave up in the end.

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Now, the most adorable side of Yokozawa Mama is his tsundere tendencies.

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( I swear, I guessed what he was about to say in this flow) 

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Yokozawa Mama helping his daughter to school

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Papa sure is very right. Just give in already Yokozawa Mama.

Yokozawa is mommy and nobody can convince me otherwise!! XD 


( I watched this movie countless times and still, It doesn’t fail to make me grin and fangirl like an idiot.)

galactoriapestilence  asked:

I'm still fangirling over your picture (because I just love chubby ppl(and how squishy they feel when I cuddle with them), but anyways, *awkwardly clears throat*, I was wondering if your still open for requests and if you are, can you do some fluff hcs for Poly!Cygate, TFP!OP and two other bots of your choice with human s/o? c:


Hello sweet person~! I’m going to take you calling me chubby as a compliment since you said you love it. X’D And thank you! :3


Okay so I hope you like these darling, I’m tired right now but I put a lot of thought into these. They’re all MTMTE except Optimus and though Megatron was a little tough, I wanted to try my hand at fluff with him. 

So here you go darling~!

Cygate:

  • The human has to work hard to become close enough to Cyclonus to be his s/o but Tailgate has had a great opinion of them since day one so that helps. He wants to get to know them better and be their friend and encourages them to try to get to know Cyclonus as well (and for Cy to not be so withdrawn from the human). Over time, all three do become very close and no one on the Lost Light is surprised when the three enter into a poly relationship.

     

  • Being in a relationship with these two means there’s always a good balance. Cyclonus is the best one to go to for advice when something goes wrong, while Tailgate helps his s/o cheer up with his bright and positive personality. Both enjoy snuggles with their s/o (though no PDA for Cyclonus, he gets grumpy) and Tailgate especially likes to always be touching one of them if he can. Cyclonus usually just holds them to his chasis and lets them sit on his shoulders or in his hands. Tailgate runs a servo over their hair, pokes them lightly to tickle them and nuzzles them.

     

  • Imagine there was a garden somehow made for the human on the ship.
    Both Tailgate and Cyclonus enjoy helping their s/o garden and pick food or flowers (using holoforms of course). It’s a soothing past time for all of them and Tailgate will make them both flower crowns to wear. Cyclonus sometimes sings for Tailgate and their human as he helps them garden. Sometimes Tailgate and the human will join in and anyone walking by will just hear the three singing together, maybe a bit too enthusiastically. ;P


Megatron:

  • He’s wary and closed off around the human at first. He doesn’t know how to react to them being on the ship and is sure they hate him and who could blame them? The human is cautious around him too since he used to be a terrifying warlord. They don’t start to open up until one day when the human comes to drop off some paperwork and sees poetry Megatron had written. They’re excited because they love poetry and before either knows it, they’ve spent hours talking.

     

  • They tend to keep the relationship hush hush but behind closed doors, Megatron is surprisingly affectionate once he figures out how to be affectionate with a being so small. Very gentle with them but really enjoys when they reciprocate his touches, especially kisses. Though he still isn’t the biggest fan of using holoforms, he will when either is feeling particularly upset about something and needs some serious cuddles for comfort. He also likes to use it to put on music and slow dance with his s/o.

     

  • He honestly values his s/o’s opinion more than what anyone would expect of him. He knows they’re intelligent and through falling for them has let go (slowly) of some of his prejudice. So as a sign of respect (and because they are dating), he tries to be honest with them and talk to them about what’s going on. Whether it’s with him personally (since he struggles with talking about himself, this takes a while) or what’s going on with the ship. Megatron listens to his s/o’s input and though he might not always agree, they can tell he thinks a lot of them and their abilities.


Ultra Magnus:

  • He tries to hide his growing attraction to the human on the Lost Light, he really does. But it’s super obvious to everyone around him including the human so a few bots kept talking to the human about approaching Magnus since that was the only way anything would happen. They were nervous too but imagine their surprise when Magnus was really happy (if shocked as well) that they’d asked him out. Rodimus was eavesdropping and cheered loudly outside the room. :P

     

  • A romantic deep, deep down but it takes a while for him to get used to being in a relationship after so many years of war so he’s a bit stiff at first. He’s quite old fashioned and his ideas of romantic dates are tuned to what his s/o likes (he just wants to make them smile). He teaches himself how to cook human food (and cook it well) so that he can make them homemade meals with candlelight and soft music. He’s blushing all the while but he’s trying bless his heart.

     

  • He really enjoys the soft moments with his s/o and any affection they show him, even if it makes him awkward and he blushes a lot. They’re the only person who can call him Mags without getting reprimanded and though he doesn’t say it, he really likes it when they call him that. He usually prefers to cuddle out of his armor since it’s so damn big. For some reason his s/o really likes his mustache and teases him gently about it when they cuddle. He doesn’t mind though because he likes seeing the playful sparkle in their eyes.


TFP Optimus:

  • He’s hesitant to be in a relationship during the war, especially with a soft, fragile human. But he can’t deny his attraction to them (mentally and physically ;D) and has a hard time trying to keep himself from growing too close to them. It’s inevitable though and he realizes how much he cares about them when during one of his rare free moments, he immediately seeks them out. They talk until both grow tired and the human falls asleep on his chasis while he’s laying in his berth, Optimus falling into recharge only a few minutes later.

     

  • But once they do finally get together, it’s undeniable how happy the two are. Optimus is a tired, stressed warlord but when he spends time with his s/o, they alleviate some of that pain. He’s often caught himself staring at them with soft optics from across the room, occasionally ignoring by accident whoever’s talking to him at the time. When they’re alone, he does love cuddling his s/o and holding them close and ever since that first time, the two like to sleep together.

     

  • He’s truthfully very protective of his s/o, despite trying his best not to make that obvious or overbearing. They’re in a war though and he worries a lot for them and the thought of anything happening to them hurts his spark. He respects their independence though and trusts them to do the smart thing if there’s ever an emergency. But if they’re okay with it, he prefers keeping them by his side. Even in front of others, he’ll hold them in his hands and as he works or they talk, gently caresses them with a servo.


-Lily

Taeyang As A Boyfriend

-Super sweet boyfriend but also super sexy and charismatic. Would be super duper soft and then all of a sudden let out a hip thrust to your face, you get the best of both worlds my love.

 -You’re literally the most precious thing he’s ever gotten to call his so he will be loyal and sort of possessive in a way. Will always try to find you in the fan-meeting/music show crowd to make sure you’re ok. Make sure it’s always ‘hands off my gf’ with the other members and even watches you from afar when you’re talking to a friend or paying for a drink at the cash register like chill taeyang the chances of the cash register employee hitting on me are very slim. Skinship in public has no limit and private skinship has no boundaries. Will touch u everywhere and anywhere with your permission of course. The type to lay a peck right on your butt cheeks playfully when you two are at the beach like taeyang there are kids here! Forehead kisses is his signature display of affection from just waking up in the morning together to random moments where he was just looking at you and admiring.

 -occasionally sleeps at the dorm and walks him to dance practice every morning. You come to see him every lunchtime to eat there(you bring food for everyone)-will freak out if you don’t come. Also picks him up from practice and thats when you two either have dates or go to his dorm to cuddle. Dates are often to the movies, watching the sunset at the beach or karaoke places. Every moment with you is precious so to him, watching a sunset at the beach is the best. It’s A tradition for you to see him after practice though so even if there’s no date, he still wants to just be with you back at his dorm. So basically you and sf9 are SUPER close so one day you just eventually just move in and Taeyang is SUPER happy because you now share a bed together.

-A charismatic guy but also needs your validation and opinion on his dancing etc. annoyed when you both are watching a music show and you fangirl. “Ok but, i’m better looking and dance better than pentagon right?” “Babe you can’t just compare yourself to a whole group.” But I can. I’m your boyfriend. But be honest, not just because you’re dating me.” Loves when you compliment him. One time you were in the waiting room and you told him how he was the most talented idol tonight after he performed and he sort of cried tears of joy. Takes you to every music show and award show he’s invited to even if it’s in secret and you have to pretend to be a staff member. Without you there for moral support, he would be very uneasy and get nervous easily.

 -Sex would be hot. Lots of slow thrust and eye contact just to tease you and loves it when you moan his name. Once he get’s what he wants, he will pick up the pace and eventually turn love making into really rough sex. (Not all the time but occasionally). Type to also sort of boss you around like ‘get on your knees babygirl-NOW’, but once it’s over he will become really soft again and plant butterfly kisses everywhere on your entire body because to him, you are the most beautiful thing he’s ever laid his eyes on.

 -He knows dating an idol is hard and most of the time the only way to see or be with him is to tag along when he’s working or practicing but because of that realization, he will never take you for granted or pick a fight. If you so fight, he will completely drop it, fearing he might lose you- even if he was the right one in the argument. Loves you so much and always tells you every night before bed that once he’s famous and rich enough, that you would no longer need to work because he will support you.

Originally posted by sf9canyounot

Boyfriend Jaemin

this is for you @jaeminnana ;)) i think your question got deleted because you changed your url but it’s okay !!

  • tbh i didn’t want to do this because i might just cry halfway
  • because this angel has been ruining my life lately and i miss him lots
  • okay kidding thanks for requesting and hope you like it ~

  • he’d probably be that one guy in your class who literally smiles at everything and everyone ,

  • to the point where you thought he was crazy because how can one have this much positivity ??
  • lots of girls would swoon over him and his smile
  • you thought you weren’t like them but you lowkey admired him
  • one day during chemistry class the both of you got partnered up for the rest of the year
  • and deep down you were so excited but on the outside you tried to keep a straight face
  • but jaemin’s smile and his offers to help you do your part made you feel all fuzzy and warm ??
  • like what is this feeling
  • when you did something wrong or couldn’t follow the instructions ,
  • he’d calmly and willingly explain everything to you , making sure you understood everything
  • he started hanging out with you more often ,
  • his group of friends joined your group during breaks and lunch
  • your friends knew both of you had feelings for one another because it was so obvious
  • like you’d steal a glance at him across the table when donghyuck was talking to you
  • and jaemin would also smile to himself whenever he caught you looking
  • and when you talked , he was always paying full attention , nodding his head and agreeing with you even when what you said didn’t make sense
  • “ omg guys have you ever wondered what the first man on earth felt when he saw he was the only one of his own kind ”
  • “ wth Y/N why are you thinking of things like that during lunch break ”
  • “ idk im just curious ”
  • “ haha you’re so cute Y/N ”
  • “ Jaemin what ? You call that cute ? both of you have issues i swear ”
  • and you and jaemin would giggle at each other while donghyuck pretended to vomit
  • “ get a room both of you ”
  • you often sat beside him in class even when you were not supposed
  • and you and jaemin would talk for hours and hours , the teacher gave up on both of you because no matter how many times she asked both of you to stop talking , yall wouldnt
  • probably lots of skinship before you guys were a couple though ,
  • like sometimes holding hands and hugging would be normal
  • until one day mark would ask him
  • “ bro are the both of you dating ? ”
  • “ no , i dont think so ”
  • “ wait what , then why do yall act like a couple ”
  • “ we do ? ”
  • “ you’re telling me holding hands , hugging and giving heart eyes to one another every second isnt a couple thing ? ”
  • “ oh hyung .. you’re right ”
  • and he’d smile because he knew what to do
  • one day while you were over at his’ you were lying on his lap , on the sofa as usual
  • while he was playing with your hair he’d ask calmly
  • “ do you like , wanna make us official ? ”
  • “ what official ? ”
  • “ a couple , Y/N ” -  “ wait aren’t we one already ”
  • “ what , since when omg ”
  • “ donghyuck told me weeks ago that you told him to convey the message to me that you liked me and wanted to be my boyfriend ? wait what- ”
  • “ seriously that guy- it’s okay , we’re officially official now ”
  • lots of matching outfits and accessories
  • and when you forgot that you had to wear one with him that day he’d get all pouty and upset
  • he’s another baby who wants attention i swear
  • lots of backhugs and hugs
  • you’d be doing your homework seriously
  • then suddenly he creeps beside you and hugs you
  • and when you tell him to go away ,
  • he’d pull you closer even more
  • and this boy would love it when you initiated skinship first
  • he’d be queuing up to buy lunch for you while he told you to wait at the table ,
  • but you didn’t listen
  • so you hugged him from behind and hid your face in his back
  • he’d be shocked at first but then smile like an angel while holding your hands while your arms were still around his waist
  • he’d motivate and encourage you whenever you need it
  • he’s supportive of the choices you make because he wants you to be happy
  • literallty everyone in school ships the both of you because yall are too sweet
  • okay maybe not those fangirls
  • if he realises he did something wrong or upsets you he’d apologise right away because he doesn’t want to upset you even more
  • lowkey the very protective and clingy boyfriend but doesn’t make it too obvious
  • “ um babe you can let go of my hands now i need to go to the toilet ?? ”
  • “ not until we reach the entrance of the toilet ”
  • “ it’s only 2metres away jae ”
  • “ no listen to me ”
  • and he’d smile and let you go finally when he’s standing right at the entrance waiting for you
  • he’d shower you with gifts and homemade things
  • he once gave you a book he made himself filled with photos of both of you
  • he probably says ’ i love you ’ to you randomly literally every few minutes
  • and everytime you’d reply with a ’ i love you too ’ and he’d smile to himself like crazy
  • in conclusion , na jaemin’s a total boyfriend material
  • he’ll love you forever so you’re lucky to have him
  • im dead bye guys
To Pewdiepie haters, Wall Street Journal, Youtube and Felix.
(my English is not perfect, sorry for that)

First of all, hey. I am a bro since I can remember. Yet, it doesn’t mean I agree «as a ship» with Pewdiepie on everything, without being capable of differencing right from wrong. I have my own opinions, my own ideology and my own beliefs. And this, is my opinion.

The reason why I am writing this, is because I see how unfair the situation is, the media taking advantage of everything, not caring about how it affects and puts down other people’s lives, in this case, Felix’s. And I want to be heard too, because this is also becoming kind of a personal issue.

First of all, I would like to begin with the Jewish and Hitler issue. Allow me to ask, and open your mind just for a sec: why when someone makes a joke about Jews or Hitler, it becomes such a huge polemic? Stop, and keep reading. Why, when Stalin or Lenin are mentioned, nobody gives a shit? Why everyone knows about the «6 million» Jews that died in the holocaust, but nobody knows about 10-13 million Ukrainians that starved to death because of Stalin in 1923-1933? That was also a holocaust. Yeah, I am Ukrainian. And yes, in case you didn’t know, Ukraine is that country that is being invaded by Russia since 2014. But right, who gives a fuck? It’s always about the Jews.

Second of all, did you people hear about black humor? It’s funny. It is. And I enjoy it. And here goes another thing: you all scream how «nazi» (the right term is National-Socialist or NS btw) Felix is, but you are the only ones who still think that making fun of Jews is such a big deal. You are the only onces who make it feel like the white (race) supremacy is real in people like Pewdiepie, don’t you see that? Because a lot of ethnic groups make fun of others, and nobody gets offended by that, but hey, the Jews man, poor Jews, they are untouchable man, stop. Right?

Anyway, now about Pewds… the media doesn’t care about anything or anyone’s life, only about the money. It’s sad, but that’s how the world works nowadays. And it makes me extremely sad and furious the fact that Wall Street Journal took advantage of everything, and said to Disney and Youtube: «hey, this guy… pewdiewhatever… look what he is doing, he is a nazi, you should do something about it, huh?» hey, Wall Street Journal, how is that you goddam problem, man?! What do YOU care about what Felix does or stops doing? I completely understand that you morons are trying to break Pewds down, because you are too scared of such a powerful, intelligent public figure, that actually can change a lot of things and influence a lot of people for good. And guess what? He succeeded. He got an army and I am not joking. Among those «fat fanboys and little fangirls», as you all enjoy to denominate Pewdiepie’s fans, are university graduates. Me included. And, mark my words: you are digging your own grave, Wall Street Journal. You guys are going down in less than a decade. Old dogs fear new ones, right?

Youtube, I can’t say that I’m disappointed because your reaction was just too obvious. Still, better luck next time taking sides.

Felix, to you: I don’t know you, but I do know two things about you, and those are that you are honest and that you do not give up. So, don’t. You got this huge gift of being such an influential public figure. I want you to know that you can change a lot of stuff and a lot of minds. A lot of people will try to put you down, but if you give up, that means they win. And as far as I know, the bad guys can’t win. I believe in you. I do and 53 million people too.

I know you hate quotes like this, butttt…. Be the change you want to see in the world. 

Brofist.

BlackPink Reaction #14 - Their s/o wants animals instead of children

anon asked: blackpink reaction to when their s/o wants furbabies instead of actually having babies please?


Jennie: Loves it! She’s a huge animal person so she would absolutely LOVE raising fur babies with you. Don’t be surprised when she dresses them up in little clothes and throws birthday parties for your babies too!

Originally posted by lalisani

Jisoo: This little sweetheart will put her all into raising your fur babies together. She’ll be all for it, even teaching them how to do tricks every day.

“No y/p/n! you balance your treat on your head! Like this~”

Originally posted by blackpink

Rose: “AHH REALLY?? No way you want fur babies?? Yes!! Lets go adopt right now!! Lets gooooo!”

She’s extremely exited (obviously by her reaction lol) but when she realizes that you don’t want actual human babies but only fur babies, she might be a little disappointment. She would talk to you seriously about this later on, but still wants all the fur babies too!!

Originally posted by baesuji

Lisa:

She’d be ecstatic every time you sent her a picture of your child. Like, freaking out and fangirling ecstatic!


To her, your animal is her child an nobody can tell her otherwise. If you ever decided together down the road that you wanted human children (because I feel like she’d still want that kind of child too) I think she’d treat her animal equal to her child. Birthdays, gifts, love, and everything!

Originally posted by lisaqs


A/N: THIS IS SO ME ANON!!! XD I like kids but… I don’t think I can raise one personally. I feel safer tying to raise a fur baby instead lol. I hope you liked this reaction!

anonymous asked:

Hello!! 😘Hahahahaha Um so i was stalki- *coughs* 😳i mean scrolling down ur page, reading ur fantastic fluuffy and angsty fics also ur anon replies hahaha u sounds cute hahha the way u reply to them (now that sounds like stalking but not really😱) and saw that one picture about "paid research opportunity: romantic couple study" and was wondering if you could like write an iwaoi about that teehee 😳☺️

Hi there, anon!! First of all - thank you so much for this cute message?? Ahh??? I’m glad you like my writing and my replies, I do try.

As for your request - it got a bit out of hand (and might not quite be what you expected), so I’m gonna put the full fic under the cut (or here, on ao3).

Do check back if you have time and tell me what you thought? To be honest these days feedback is the only thing keeping me from deleting everything.



It’s a foolproof plan. Oikawa is certain.

And not just because it’s, you know, his plan - he’s not exactly known to have the best ideas at all times (though he resents that assessment). This plan, though? It’s fantastic. Everything fits.

When he stumbled on the poster on the board that morning in passing, it felt like divine intervention or something. Finally, an opportunity.

(He deliberately ignores the fact that almost twenty years of friendship have given him more than enough opportunities. Not good ones, though, not failsafe ones, not convincing ones. Never the right time, the right feeling.)

(He’s tired of running.)

(He’s tired of lying to himself.)

Paid research opportunity, the paper reads. Romantic couple study.

~

“So - isn’t it obvious?” Oikawa spins around to face Iwaizumi, gesturing to the poster. “To solve our financial crisis - we pretend we’re dating!”

Iwaizumi stares at him for a full five seconds - before he throws back his head and laughs.

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when your otp too real and you need a moment

jackabelle73  asked:

Just wanted to say thank you for running this blog, and initiating the rewatch, and everything that you do for Glee fandom. Even though I'm just hanging out on the edges of Glee fandom these days, the show and fandom still hold a special place in my fangirl heart. I suspect they always will. And I love knowing that if I'm in the mood for Glee content, I can come to this blog and it's all right here, neatly catalogued and tagged for me. Thank you for your time and effort. It's very appreciated.

Oh goodness – thank you so much for this <3 

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Accidental love (Norman Reedus x Reader)

Fandom: Norman Reedus Imagine 

I first wrote this imagine on Wattpad (LisyDixon066)

(Y/N)= Your Name
(Y/L/N)= Your Last Name
(Y/E/C)= Your Eye Color

Imagine being a police officer in Georgia. Your day is rather calm and peaceful until you have to help a man who just got into a car crash.

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Originally posted by kendaspntwd


Originally posted by normanreeduslovely


Your hair was floating around your face as you drove down the desert road that lead to the police station. The sun would be setting soon, signaling the end of the day and consequently, the end of your shift. You sighed out of relief, ready to enjoy your peaceful evening watching ‘The Walking Dead’ and ordering pizza or Chinese food.

Don’t get me wrong, you loved your job, you loved the thrilling sensation of doing what’s right and protect the population but sometimes it was also great to, at least, pretend to have the time to rest and do something for yourself. That’s also true that when you had this special free time, you loved to get drown into the apocalyptic world of 'The Walking Dead’. You were a huge fan of the show since it started a while ago and indeed, you were a huge fan of Norman Reedus who played your favorite character on the show: Daryl Dixon. In your eyes, the man was perfect. He was an amazing actor, seemed to be kindhearted and smart. Norman seemed to be the perfect mix of adult and child, he was passionated by so many things in life but he could still be focused on his work and on what really mattered.

Your phone took you out of your daydream as it buzzed suddenly next to you. You blinked several times but staid focused on the road ahead.

“You must be kidding me!”

You heard Roy’s voice say from the passenger seat.

“Oh hello there, partner! I forgot about you.”

You answered jokingly, receiving a death glare from your partner. You chuckled and looked at Roy briefly to see him with your phone in his hands and staring at the screen. You bit you lower lip and your cheeks blushed instantly.

“What?”

You asked in a forced confident voice. Roy laughed and turned the screen around so you could see it with the corner of your eyes.

“Really, (Y/N)! You still have this actor as a wallpaper!”

“Oh shut it, Roy! It’s a beautiful picture, artistically I mean!”

“Sure! Artistically, my ass!”

You chuckled and shook your head in disapproval as you gripped the steering wheel tighter, your cheeks still slightly pink.

“Okay! Maybe it’s just because Norman is hot as hell!! Maybe… But… Can you please put that damn thing down, Roy! It’s still my cellphone after all.”

“Yeah, here future ex-misses Reedus. I put it down, I don’t want to scroll into your picture library. I might just loose myself into fangirl-land of something.”

You scoffed and extended your right arm to punch his shoulder hardly, earning a little girly whimper from your partner. You burst out laughing and slammed your hands on the steering wheel as Roy was clutching his shoulder, making a pouty face.

“You’re such a princess, Roy!”

“Oh please… Shut up.”

“Aw! Did I hurt your feelings, Elsa? Are you going to sing 'Let it go’ while I drive around the county with the windows down?”

You teased him, trying to contain your laugher but failing miserably. Roy crossed his arms before his chest and muttered something under his breath.

“What? I can’t here you. Please let it go, princess.”

“I said: screw you!!”

He exclaimed, making you laugh even more and drive slower to prevent any accident. After a while, you actually calmed down and the peaceful silence was back in the car. You smiled at your friend who was still pouting and opened your mouth to speak when the metallic sound of your radio erupted in the car.

“Central to all officers available, we have a car crash on the interstate 285. Two cars and a motorcycle involved, this is an immediate.”

You looked at Roy then at the radio, you let out a sigh and shook your head as you nodded at Roy. The man took hold of the radio speaker and answered the emergency.

“Central here’s (Y/L/N) and Granger, we’re on our way.”

Roy put the speaker down and you sighed again, saying goodbye to your peaceful evening as you turned the car around and turned the blue light on. A weird feeling gripped your stomach, making you drive as quickly as you could. The siren of your car barking loudly to warn the other few drivers on the road.

Soon after, you arrived at the localization the central had given you and your eyes widen in shock. The scene was apocalyptic, two cars were upside down, the front of each entirely smashed. Thick and red blood could be seen dripping out of one of the front door of the first car, making your heart beat faster in fear. Roy was already out of the car and screaming at the crowd to make them step back. Your eyes wandered a bit further left and that’s when you noticed the motorcycle, or more the amongst of metal, wires, leather and caoutchouc that used to be a motorcycle. Your eyes then landed on a bloodied figure that was lying on the hard and warm tarmac, you gasped and ran out of your car towards the person. You could hear Roy’s voice screaming your name but you didn’t stop until you were crouched down on your knees next to the man. He was slightly moving, trying to look around but every time a small moan of pain would erupt from his throat, muffled my his helmet. The thing must have saved his life.

“Sir? Sir, can you hear me? I’m the officer (Y/N) (Y/L/N). Help is coming our way don’t worry.”

You laid your hand gently on his shoulder. The man groaned in pain once again and you bit your lips as you searched his body for the source of his pain. 'It could be everywhere’ you thought as your eyes trailed down his bloodied body. You touched his leg slightly and he hissed in pain, trying to reach your hand to make you stop. That’s when you saw it, a deep cut, pouring blood on the dark ground like a waterfall. You quickly took your belt off and wrapped it around his leg, just above the wound. You looked back up at the man and bit your lip once again.

“Sir, I have to make a tourniquet on your leg or you will bleed out. I’m sorry, this will hurt like hell.”

You tried to keep your calm as much as you could and the man nodded. You took a big breath and felt his hand grip your ankle for support before you suddenly tied the belt tightly around his leg. The man screamed in pain this time, making your breath came out hardly. 'I’m sorry, I’m sorry.’ You told him repeatedly, trying to ignore the tight grip he had on your ankle. You looked up to see what Roy was doing and saw other police cars around, sealing the perimeter. You straddled the man’s legs and applied pressure on the wound with all your strength. This man wasn’t going to die or to loose his leg! It was your job and you would not let him down.

“Where’s this freaking ambulance!! Roy!”

You screamed furiously, your hands and uniform quickly turning scarlet from the stranger’s blood. Roy screamed that they were about to arrive and you sighed out in relief as your eyes wandered to the man’s helmet. It was entirely black but some stickers covered the sides. You looked more closely and that’s when you saw the two little white wings that you adored. Your eyes widen and you gasped as you looked now at the man directly. You reached a hand up and opened the front of the helmet to have a look at him.

“Oh my God! Oh my… ROY!!”

You screamed again, your partner ran in your direction when he heard the fear and concern in your voice. Your eyes staid focused on those breathtaking baby blues that were staring at you with fear and pain.

“What?! (Y/N), what is it?”

You looked up at him, your mouth slightly agape before you managed an answer.

“This is Norman Reedus…”

You said just above a whisper, Roy’s eyes widen and he cussed as he turned around and ran towards the other victims. The two drivers of the cars were fine, one had a broken arm and a cut on his side that had splashed the door of his car but apart from that, they were fine. Norman, in an other hand, wasn’t looking good at all.

You looked back down at your idol to see his eyes fluttering close.

“No! Mister Reedus! You stay awake! Stay with me, okay! You stay with me!”

You shouted at him, making his eyes shot open once again.

“Good, good! Stay awake, don’t leave me okay!”

The words weren’t meant to sound like this but you couldn’t help it. Something in his eyes, in his soft blue eyes, was pulling at your heart. You could feel your eyes watered but quickly blinked the tears away. It wasn’t the time to show any trace of weakness. After some painfully long minutes, three ambulances arrived and medics ran towards you and Norman. They asked you to step away and you reluctantly got up of his legs, leaving space for the professionals to do their job.

You watched in shock as one of the Doctor checked the man’s neck then nodded at his colleague to signal him that he could remove the helmet. A small smile graced your lips when you saw Norman’s face. Yes it was definitely him. His long brown hair were damp from sweat and his eyes looked from a doctor to another in fear. He looked disoriented until his eyes met yours. He focused on you and slowly started to calm down.

“They will need an escort to reach the hospital. One of us has to go in the ambulance with him, I suppose that you volunteer for the task.”

You heard Roy’s voice from next to you. You looked up at your partner and nodded quickly. He smiled and handed you a wet clothe for your hands, you took it from him and wiped the blood away from your hands. You felt sick as you thought about it.

It was Norman’s blood that was dripping from your hands, that was already drying and cracking on your creamy skin.

Your hands were shaking and you could hear your heart beat against you chest and the blood beating fast against your temples.

Roy pushed you forward as the medics lead Norman into the ambulance. Your ears were ringing and you couldn’t quite hear what Roy was saying before your face. He gripped your cheeks into the palm of his hands and called your name almost shouting.

“(Y/N)! I’ll meet you at the hospital, okay?”

“Y…yes, yes. We need to interrogate him anyway later on.”

Roy smiled and nodded his head before pushing you forward and into the ambulance.

“You got it girl!”

He screamed as the doors closed before him. You sat in the corner of the ambulance, Norman was once again moaning in pain while the doctors were working on his injuries. You looked at him and your eyes widen when you saw his shaking and bloodied hand extended towards you. You blinked several times before kneeling before his head and taking his hand into yours. You gripped it tightly and he focused his eyes on yours, you softly brushed some hair away from his forehead and whispered soothing words into his ear.

After a while, the ambulance stopped and the doors opened in a flash, making you jump. Other doctors took Norman out of the ambulance but he didn’t let go of your hand so you jumped of the back of the hospital truck and ran next to the doctors. One of them gripped your wrist and made you let go of Norman’s hand. They took him away, rushing towards the first available ER. The doctor who took your hand away from Norman’s staid behind and lead you to where you could wait.

“A nurse will come and tell you as soon as you can talk to him. Maybe… Maybe you should wash your face and change your clothes, M'mam.”

He said while looking at you up and down. You nodded and waited for him to leave before you sat down on the cold metal chair next to a crying woman. You closed your eyes and let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding.

“(Y/N)!”

Roy’s voice made you jump slightly as he entered the waiting room, followed by the sheriff. You got up in a flash and nodded at both of them then greeted them.

“Sir, Granger.”

“How are you feeling?”

Roy asked as he laid his hand on your shoulder.

“I’m alright, don’t worry.”

You smiled weakly, feeling tired and stressed out. You boss cleared his throat and you looked up at him.

“Officer (Y/L/N), you should go home. You look tired and all that blood is freaking the population here.”

He said but you shook your head 'no’.

“I’m sorry sir but I can’t.”

“(Y/L/N)…”

“With all the respect sir, my sift has ended since 50 minutes. That means that I can do whatever I want with my free time. So, I decide to stay and wait for him.”

Your boss looked at you with a raised eyebrow and Roy hit his forehead with the palm of his hand. You stood your ground, not wanting to go home now. Leaving Norman alone wasn’t an option, even if you didn’t know him and he didn’t know you, when his eyes connected with yours, you knew that you would never leave him.

“Well… As you wish, (Y/L/N) but you might consider changing your uniform.”

He said before turning around and walked towards the exit but he stopped at the door and turned around.

“I want your rapport tomorrow in the afternoon.”

You nodded and sighed again as you sat back down and Roy sat next to you.

“You okay there, (Y/N)?”

“Yes… I’m fine.”

“You don’t look fine.”

You looked straight at your friend and nodded your head in agreement. You leaned in your seat until a nurse came to show you where you could clean up and Roy brought you your clothes from the car. After a quick shower, you came back in the waiting room and put your face into your hands. Roy was starting to fall asleep as it was already late in the evening or early in the morning.

“Roy, you can go. You have to wake up early tomorrow, go home.”

Roy looked up and yawned once again but shook his head 'no’.

“Nah I’m fine, I’ll stay with you.”

“Are you sure?”

Roy was about to answer when a doctor walked into the room and stopped in front of you.

“Officers.”

The surgeon greeted you and you shot up, a worried expression on your face.

“How is he?”

“Mister Reedus is fine. After two hours of surgery we had been able to fix his leg and fix his artery. The bleeding stopped and we also fixed his ribs.”

You listened intently as Roy tapped his chin sleepily.

“He’s now awake and in his room, you can go see him but I won’t push too much if I were you. He’s still lightheaded and a bit confused. He asked about his guardian angle when he woke up.”

The surgeon chuckled and smiled at you, you sighed out in relief and turned to look at Roy who beamed and nodded his head.

“Please, lead the way.”

You told the doctor who lead you to a room on the 4th floor of the building. Roy followed him inside but you stopped at the door. You closed your eyes and took a deep breath in, mastering your courage before walking into the room. Roy and the surgeon were talking in the corner of the room but your eyes quickly shifted to the white bed. There he was, laid on his back, bandages around his head and around his hands and upper arms. You took a deep breath once again and smiled at Norman who was looking at you, his eyes wide open and shock written on his face.

“You were real?!”

His raspy voice erupted in the room, making you gasp and the two other men look at you with a questionable look. You looked behind your back, expecting to see someone else but Norman was staring at you. You blushed and smiled shyly at him as you approached his bed.

“Hello, mister Reedus. Yes I’m real. I’m the officer (Y/N) (Y/L/N), if you don’t mind I have to ask you several questions. If you want us to stop and rest just tell us.”

Norman smirked, his eyes seemed a bit fogged and his mind probably confused. You chuckled and waited for his answer.

“I would do anything for you sweetheart. I will answer your questions if you promise to stay.”

You chuckled and covered your face in your hands before looking up at him and smile.

“Deal. I’ll stay.”

“Good, I’ll get to know my guardian angle then.”

Norman smirked again and Roy cleared his throat, making you jump and blush even more.

“Mister Reedus, what do you remember from the accident?”

Roy asked and you opened a notebook to take some notes.

“Take your time sir.”

You said softly and smiled at the man before you.

“Please call me Norman, angle.”

You blushed but nodded anyway, trying to stay professional and not to fangirl in front of the man.

“Then, take your time Norman.

The actor smirked and told you about the accident. How the first car tried to double him and hit the second, making him fly to the ground and roll with his motorcycle. You noted every detail and waited for him to explain everything. Roy asked him several other questions then exited the room, seeing that Norman needed a break. You walked next to his bed and watched him close his eyes. After a while, you thought that he had fallen asleep but his voice took you out of your daze.

“You know you’re staring, right?”

He asked with amusement as his eyes where still closed. Hopefully, he wasn’t seeing your flushed cheeks.

“I… I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to…”

“I was kidding don’t worry.”

Norman said as he opened his eyes and looked at your cheeks directly. A grin appeared on his lips.

“I should thank you for what you did.”

You looked up at him and shook your head.

“It’s my job, Norman. I’m here for that.”

“Well, maybe but it wasn’t your job to genuinely care about me. It wasn’t your job to hold my hand and whisper sweet nothings to me while I was in pain. It wasn’t your job to ask me to stay by your side.”

Your eyes widen. He remembered everything. You gulped and stared into his beautiful blue eyes, getting lost at how full of life and full of love they were. Norman reached his hand up and touched your cheeks with the tip of his fingers.

“I staid awake for you because I was afraid to loose you if I closed my eyes. I was afraid that I would never see you again.”

Your mind was exploding, your heart was beating against your chest so hard that you were sure that he could hear it. Was it really happening?

“I know this sounds insane and I know this is quick but… (Y/N), I accidentally fell in love with you.”

As the words left his lips, you gasped and covered your mouth with the palm of your left hand. Norman looked at you, searching your eyes and praying that he hadn’t scared you away from him. His heart was full of love and passion for you. Even if he didn’t really know you, he couldn’t help but feel a strong pull towards you. Every time he would look in your (Y/E/C) eyes his pain would go away. Every time he heard your voice, his heart would skip a beat. Every time he looked at you, his world would be poured into a warm light of hope and happiness.

“Norman… H… How could you know?”

You asked nervously as Norman laid his hands over yours.

“I just know. I can’t let you run away now that I have the opportunity to know you.”

He smiled and you chuckled at the dark brown haired man before you.

What you didn’t know at that time was that you had actually met the love of your life. The man who would became your husband, the father of child and the person you would grow old with.

Your life changed in a matter of seconds… Your life changed and you fell in love… By accident.

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I really hope that you liked it guys! 

deadbeat-god  asked:

Omg I just found your blog today and I love it so much! <3 Anyways, can I get BTS's reaction when their girlfriend is fangirling over her bias from a different boy group? Thank you in advance if you decide to do this 💕

Hello, @senpai4sale! Thanks for following me on Tumblr and for the request! :) I secretly want to fangirl over other kpop groups but I’m like, “Eh. No. BTS is better.” I think i have a problem. lol.

Jin:

*gets slightly jealous* “But you have to admit, I’m still better looking than him, right?”

Suga:

*Has had enough of your squealing and starts imitating you so he can get his point across: cue intense squealing*

Hoseok:

“You’re so cute, (Y/N). I wonder if ARMY fangirls like this over me, too…”

Rapmon:

*kind of irritated by all your screaming in his ear whenever your bias puts out a new selfie* “(Y/N)! What do you like about him? Just cause he’s good looking, is a good singer and a dancer, is talented and is really nice to not only his family and friends but his fans and strangers that he pass by doesn’t mean you should go around losing all your insanity.” Later that night when you’re deep in your sleep, he goes and downloads all of your bias’ songs– secretly falling in love with him, too.

Gif Disclaimer: Namjoon enjoying his new boys.  

Jimin:

“Did you just say you want to **** him?!”

V:

*outright is fan, too* “I know! Isn’t Bobby so cool?! Ahh. I really wish i could pull of his hair style…” *starts squealing in thought of Bobby from IKon*

Jungkook:

*doesn’t really mind your fangirling but does his best to learn all your bias’ dance moves so he can impress you*

More like Kraken

Request: So I actually don’t know if you write for him anymore, but can I get a super fluffy and really adorable Vincent Nigel Murray oneshot where they’re just lying in bed, either just falling asleep or just waking up in the morning and they’re just cuddling and it’s just so fluffy because I’m having so many Vincent feels right now.

A/N: I literally fangirled when I read that… I would never stop writing about him. I’m still trying to get over his death T^T

Originally posted by oliviabensons

Feeling sun on your face, you slowly opened your eyes, slight frown on your face when you closed them again, not ready for such amount of light just yet. You turned on your other side and smiled at sight of Vincent, still sound asleep, his black hair a mess on your white pillow. You slowly scooched closer to him and put your hand around his torso, snuggling into his chest and sighing happily. The two of you got together recently, after him coming to the café you were working in for two months straight, trying to build up the courage to ask you out. You were the one who made the first move, crossing the warning on his cup with your marker, leaving him caution that he is extremely hot, your number written under the paper holder. It was month ago and since then you two were constantly at each other place, either talking or just being close together when reading. You loved everything about him, always listening to him mumbling about the random facts or about the case he was working on with the Jeffersonian institute team. He was very unsure with you at first, always getting flustered when you two kissed, which made you laugh when you heard about how cocky he was among the Jeffersonian team.
You smiled slightly, cuddling closer to his chest, your fingers slightly drawing on the smooth skin of his back. Soft chuckle made you look up, right into blue orbs of Vincent, whom was looking at you with soft smile.
“Good morning, love” He bowed his head and kissed your forehead slightly, making you giggle.
“Morning.” You nuzzled back into his chest. “And goodnight.” Now it was his turn to laugh.
“Are you kidding me? It’s early morning. We should get up soon.”
“I will act like I didn’t hear you.” You pushed him down and lied on him, both your naked chests against each other’s. “Since now you should know that I’m not a morning person.”
“Since now I learned that you are not even person in the morning. More like Kraken.” You smacked his arm playfully, yet didn’t bothered to move from atop him. After a short while, he embraced you, his nose hiding in your hair as he took a deep breath. “I could stay like this forever.” Vincent kissed top of your head and rolled you back to your sides, looking into your eyes. “But I have lectures this afternoon, so it’s probably not going to happen.” You pouted at him.
“I don’t want you to go.”
“Who said that I want to leave you.” His lips finally found yours and devoured them in slow, passionate dance, which ended with your squealing into it when you felt his hand pinching your ass cheek. Blushing madly you tried to push him away, which was difficult with his arms around you. You two struggled for a while, until you pushed him on his back, and sat on his stomach, your hands in air as sight of victory, none of you bothered of your nakedness. Vincent smiled looking up at you.
“Since you are siting, can you get me a cup of coffee?” You snorted at that, falling back down next to him, you (e/c) eyes gleaming from under half closed eyelids.
“Not going to happen, unless you pay me, Murray.” His hand smothered your side, his forehead touching yours.
“I hoped that the last night counts as my payment.” You sat up a little, supporting your weight on your forearm.
“Vincent Nigel-Murray. Did you just called me prostitute?” He snorted at your playful tone and laid on his back, his arm covering his eyes.
“I’m college student and alcoholic. If one of us is a prostitute, then it’s me.” You laid your head on his stomach and giggled, hugging him. His hand soon found itself in your hair, scratching your scalp. You sighed happily and kissed the smooth skin of his stomach, above his bellybutton.
“I think, I love you.” You sighed and felt all his muscles tighten underneath you. You cussed at yourself for saying it out loud and looked up at his shocked face. Swallowing you scooped closer to him. “Can we pretend I didn’t say it?”
“No, I don’t think so.” He quickly caught your hand and pulled you to himself, kissing your cheek, jaw and down your neck, stopping there and hiding his face. “I love you to…” Before you were able to say anything he pulled your lips into a kiss after which he hugged you close to his chest. “You have no idea how happy I am right now.”
I can imagine, you thought but said nothing hugging him even closer, your leg threw over his hip. To say the least, it was the most perfect morning in your life.

Okay. So. @ipaintjily has really inspired me with their digital painting. Like I look at them everyday, hours at a time, trying to figure out how I can do what they do. It’s a bit obsessive. Kinda creepy. But I don’t even care. Their work is stunning and I have to learn how to paint because of it. It’s an itch I can’t scratch. So. The last few weeks I’ve been watching and taking in all the digital painting videos and advice I could get my grubby hands on. 

Every. Single. Video. Said the same thing. DO NOT FOCUS ON DETAIL.

Like. For whatever reason I could not grasp the “no detail” concept and my perfectionist, virgo ass was like “Oh yeah. I can skip that advice that every single video I’ve watched has given me.” 

Exhibit A. 

    I spent nearly two hours on this monstrosity. Like. It looks nothing like the ref. Which I provided above. And stole from Ipaintjily’s pinterest which is full of amazing refs you can find here. I don’t know what I was thinking. That’s a lie. I was thinking that if I add more detail the better it would look! Logic.

Then I finally accepted that detail was NOT working. So I was like. Well, damn. Maybe no detail will work. Imagine that. I was super skeptic. But I zoomed out till it was a thumbnail size then just blocked in colors and shapes. Then suddenly there was a face? And values? And it was kind of working??????

Exhibit B.

30 minutes guys. Like. What? It’s still awful. But compared to the other??These were done the same day. One right after the other. 

So. Moral of the story: Detail = Bad

also. how does anyone draw without lines?! 

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

@texnesmith tagged me in this tag thing! thank you :)

I’ll tag: @wizardmon101, @mod-rocker-hippie-fangirl, @itbe1964, @rumourslindsey, @pinkeye-private-i, and anyone who wants to do it

1. what’s your ethnicity? i’m white
2. top 5 musician crushes? stephen stills has been my #1 mans forever and i also love kris kristofferson and i can’t really think of anyone else right now

3. pancakes or waffles? waffles
4. snow or rain? i love both! but mostly snow

5. cats or dogs? both :)
6. favorite singer(s)? harry nilsson, everybody in csny, warren zevon, paul simon, harry belafonte, levon helm, jeff buckley, jackson browne, james taylor, etc

7. do you believe in ghosts? i think so
8. pets? yeah!! i got some dogs, some horses, a cat

9. desktops or laptops? laptops

10. favorite music genres? idk they’re all good lol

My thoughts during the 2016 MAMAs

Alright so let’s skip the red carpet cause the struggle to find a link was real and I would like to thank @the-shinee-knight who came to my rescue when I was yelling into the kpop void at 4 in the morning. I also want the name of the designers of all the dresses for the night cause I don’t think I saw one that I didn’t like.
▪Blackpink and Monsta X also won awards. And because Monsta X were there, we got to see how surprised they are. The boys are all smiles :D

But the red carpet acts were:
- SF9
   • the dance break was nice
   • for some reason their outfits amuse me.  I think its the mesh shirt and bow combo
- I.O.I.
   • they are so cute, but the shoes are a bit much
   • I always forget the small one is a rapper


Alright onto the actual show. And I have no subs
- Tetris blocks…. okay
- now with creepy ass music
- okay that’s dope nvm
- so we doing a Tetris theme this year
- yes kid. Get that tap dance. This your stage boy
- oh they showing all styles of dance
- NCT IS STARTING THE SHOW
- MY STREAM KEEP BUFFERING!!! CHILDREN GO ELSE WHERE TO WATCH
- They just fucking it up
- I’M SO PISSED I ALMOST MISSED TAEMIN BECAUSE OF STREAMING ISSUES. Bless having back ups
- yes taemin all of this is my life
- his outfit is extra but I don’t care anymore
- his cheekbone is making a shadow. Lord help me
- I love how it’s the mnet Asian music awards but it’s hella Korea
- TWICE look so cute, oh these kids
- BEST NEW FEMALE ARTIST: I.O.I.
- The envelopes for this year are so elaborate and cute. Well done book designer
- oh the small one is crying
- that stage is huge. These performances are going to be amazing
- BEST NEW MALE ARTIST : NCT127
- Mark your hair. Are you aware?
- MY BABY IS CRYING AND I JUST WANT TO HUG HIM
- CAN HE JUST GET ALL THE LOVE PLEASE
- IT IS TOO EARLY TO CRY DAMN IT BOY
- THANK YOU WINNIN
- Alright, a Thai singer. Oh he just introduced
- GFRIEND
- THESE GIRLS ARE THE TALENT I STAN
- SVT AND GFRIEND I DIED
- 7:13 RATIO
- THE ARRANGEMENTS ARE STILL AMAZING
- THIS IS THEIR NEW SONG BOOM BOOM RIGHT???
- I AM JUST SO HERE FOR THIS JRU WAS JDWKUDNEJENU YOU DYDY
- AGAIN ARRANGEMENTS
- ADORE YOU MUSICAL VERSION I’M DONE
- I AM FANGIRL ING S O HARD
- BOI YOU BETTER
- NICE
- AYERS THEY ALL DOING IT
- oh this is more a seventeen stage then GFRIEND stage. I wanted more GFRIEND
- Duets and he gets snubbed hahaHA
- okay, GFRIEND get the end and the “last word” so okay
- I am no longer bitter
- and I want one of their jackets
- bringing everyone back on for the final pose
- BEST STYLE : EXO
- shit the fans chants
- why is Baekhyun looking like he was invited to the wrong gathering?
- I don’t know why Gallant is here but I so here for it. I don’t know if this is his audience though
- THIS IS MY SONG!!
- I know a lot of people didn’t know about him until BTS Taehyung tweeted about him
- did you hear his falsetto right then
- okay, maybe they brought him just cause I wanted to hear him
- HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN LATER IN THE SHOW!!!! HE IS TOO FUCKING GOOD
- I NEED TO GO TO ONE OF GALLANT’S SHOWS NOW
- THOSE ADLIBS AND WHEN THE MUSIC JUST DROPPED OUT AND HE JUST WENT OFF AND I DIED
- WORLD WIDE FAVORITE ARTIST : GOT7
- oooooooo they trying thing to get snl Korea back in better light
- BEST OST: LEE JUCK
- WHAT ARE THEY DOING TO THE ACTRESSES FACES MY LORD
- cute little dude
- this is why he was dressed different
- DREAM!!!! Baekhyun and Suzy
- it has been a good minute since I have heard this
- didn’t this song get a triple kill or three week #1
- awwww fam are so cute
- it’s amazing to see the transformation Suzy has made since Dream High
- BEST FEMALE ARTIST: TAEYEON
- the models are so tall, and see is so not lol
- I love this drawings of the male group nominations
- BEST DANCE PERFORMANCE MALE GROUP: 방탄소년단 for Blood Sweat & Tears
- MY DORKS
- FAN CHANTS
- HOBIS LITTLE GIGGLE
- BERMUDA TRIANGLE TIME BITCHES
- DEAN!!!!!
- this set up is really cool
- that hat is pretty bad tbh
- now it’s time for Crush
- I just never want him to stop singing
- that lighting
- ZICO BABE
- EUREKA
- girl did a booty shake straight to a split like boom
- Taehyung and HOBI :)
-  PARTY TIME
- Zico just went and played with RM and I love it
- they hat can go back on
- CRUSHS ENTRANCE
- THIS IS JUST NASTY
- GFRIEND don’t know what do…. oh sweethearts
- THE FLOOR LEVELS
- THAT WAS FANTASTIC
- bro. This advert within the show is only here to add time for the staff cause there is only one MAJOR commercial break
- SUZY IS HAVING A SOLO DEBUT IN JANUARY
- this is the break between part 1 and 2
—–☆——–☆——-☆——-☆——-☆——☆—–
- now we’re starting part 2
- time to steal shit
- THIS COLLABORATION STAGE MAY JUST KILL ME
- NCT 127
- FANCHANTS are there!!
- when can we fire their stylist?
- and now we got MONSTA X
- JOOHEONIE!! HE GOING OFF
- RAP BATTLE!! YES
- FIGHTER!!!
- who the hell is trying to have a vlive rn??
- LOOK AT THAT MY SUNS!!
- YES BABES
- YOU can hear their breaths witch means no lipsyncing
- MONSTA X GOT7 YES
- JACKSON LOOKIN FANTASTIC JUST SAYING
- SQUAD UP
- they either have the best camera shots or the worst because they aren’t facing the main audience
- they fixed that
- the transition from Jin Yong to young Jae is my fave
- YES YUGEUM
- ALL THE FAKE MONEY
- this announcer dude is adorable
- WORLD PERFORMER: SEVENTEEN
- LOOK AT AILEE CHEER THEM ON
- MY HOSHI!!!!
- I haven’t stopped smiling since seventeen started accepting their award
- okay I saw this girls dress on the red carpet and I still want it
- GIRLS EDUCATION IS IMPORTANT YES
- AND DEMI LOVATO
- time to BECOME AWARE MAMA
- I honestly hope they are listening to what she is saying and not just thinking about the artists that are next.  Because this is a real issue
- but I guess not…..
- he had the entire arena chanting so shit
- yeah, there is a reason he won the OST award
- yes, giving out the awards to yeah know THE REST OF ASIA
- Sekai no owari
- Hua chenyu
- JJ Lin
- all but one knew english. Like shit, I am crap
- BEST VOCAL PERFORMANCE MALE SOLO: CRUSH
- Crush is so cute. He didn’t know it was going to happen and the face he made was priceless
- DEAN and Zico just giving him the biggest hug gave me such life
- BEST VOCAL PERFORMANCE FEMALE SOLO: AILEE with If You
- Ailee is one of my Kpop Queens 💓💓💓
- 5 years. Hot damn
- TWICE and the Mario theme oh boy
- and now IOI
- warning indeed
- THE CLAW
- HAPPY MUSIC FACTORY
- aren’t those the og outfits?
- FAN FUCKING CHANTS
- they do really good dance breaks
- TO THAT DUDE IN THE CROWD HAPPY BIRTHDAY
- this is my favorite IOI song
- now twice
- their outfits are so cute
- GET IT MOMO
- THAT OPEN IS A YES FROM ME
- FAN FUCKING CHANTS
- EXO IS DANCING ALONG
- I AM DANCING ALONG
- THE WORLD IS DANCING ALONG
- TT
- YES
- IF you say you didn’t sing or dance along you are lying
- BEST DANCE PERFORMANCE SOLO: TAEMIN
- we all saw that coming. You can’t lie about that
- are taemin and Sehun wearing the same coat?
- BEST VOCAL PERFORMANCE GROUP: DAVICHI
- the high five the awkward bow with Zico is fantastic
- their gowns are what I just want to have in my closet to wear if the time ever comes but never wear
- Quicey Jones!!!!
- right Timbaland is there
- Do they know Missy Misdemeanor Elliot? doubt it
- Timbaland, what are you doing here? Please tell me. You got the hype man thing down.
- None the less. ERIC IS KILLING THIS
- DUDE REALLY DOES HAVE A BACKPACK ON
- if you gonna show up, bring more to the table next time.
- BEST MALE GROUP: EXO
- SOME OF THEM ALREADY HAVE THEIR PERFORMANCE OUTFITS ON HELP
- LAY IS HAPPY TO BE HOME
- Chan is so tall. Never not amazed
- BEST FEMALE GROUP: TWICE
- I like the theme of not having the leader accept the award anymore lol
- BEST BAND PERFORMANCE: CNBLUE
- THEY WROTE DAY 8 AS THEY WERE ANNOUNCING THEM OHMYGOSH
- BEST MUSIC VIDEO: WHISTLE by BLACKPINK
- yeah know, I can see GOT7 Youngjae being the next Crush way down the line.
- BTS
- FAM IM OUT
- SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE
- fam I lived
- I don’t know how I lived
- honestly I may be dead
- this was a great BTS concert yall
- PRODUCE 101 SEASON 2!!! hot shit
- fam I have class in an hour and a half and do not need these commercials rn
—–☆——–☆——-☆——-☆——-☆——☆—–
- and now part 3. May I actually go to class today.
- studio concrete???
- wasn’t he a prince in a drama?
- the fuck is going on there?
- SPACE!!!!!!!
- okay then
- they always play real intense background music
- BewhY
- yesss
- I really like the set up of this
- the dancers are killing it
- YIRUMA just outta nowhere
- a piano version of DAY DAY with Prepix ?!?!?! FUCK YES
- you go find your friends and joke and I love
- THAT WAS SO LIGHT AND FUN
- BEST COLLABORATION: SUZY AND BAEKHYUN with Dream
- he is already to perform lol
- she already did her performance with him so she is just fresh faced and calm.
- now which company gets the trophy?
- BEST RAP PERFORMANCE: CJAMM AND BEWHY for Puzzle
- dude is petting the trophy lol
- Taeyeon stage
- RAIN
- that is a really nice use of lights
- they gave the audience umbrellas
- SM and their eye makeup
- feel bad for the people behind the umbrellas who can’t see worth a damn
- and now Wiz Khalifa
- I don’t know why they brought him here. He has no reason. Wrong music context
- is his music catchy? Yes. Is the beat decent? Yes. But I have no control over this and people were probably excited so I can understand.
- Bambam would get caught
- this song is the reason he is here. Because so many idols have covered it and it was at the end of that one movie.
- Oh Jackson
- this is actually a kind of magical moment when thousand of people have come together to sing something meaningful that crosses over countries and doesn’t deal with politicals.
- BEST MALE ARTIST: ZICO
- can someone do me a favor and get Dean new clothes and hair
- BEST DANCE PERFORMANCE FEMALE GROUP: GFRIEND
- YES!!!!!!!! MY GIRLS GET WHAT THEY DESERVE!!!!
- LOVE STANNING TALENT
- she is so cute. I think she named everyone in the company.
- HER ENGLISH!!! THANK YOU
- THE FUCK IS THIS
- IT’S EXO CAUSE THOSE LIGHT STICKS
- WHY IS KAIS GREEN
- THE SACRIFICE
- FAM I GTG
- SEE YOU ON THE OTHER SIDE
- yall that was a great Exoridium
-  people have to follow that???
- thank God it is just an award
- Quincy Jones
- point for trying
- it’s the end man. They can’t understand you and they put the translation over your head oh no
- this man is a legend and these people don’t realize it and it is because of their background knowledge of where they come from.  Which is why I probably don’t know a lot of the music history of another nation’s music. He just expects too much from people who don’t have this knowledge
-  I may be able to make it to class… maybe
- SONG OF THE YEAR: TWICE with Cheer up
- HOLY SHIT
- I DIDN’T SEE THIS COMING BUT I LOVE IT
- HAPPY TEARS LOVE
- I’M SO PROUD OF THEM
- ARTIST OF THE YEAR: 방탄소년단
- DAMN RIGHT GROUP HUG
- PROUD MOM FEELS
- HE IS CRYING
- DON’T TOUCH ME
- JIN NO
- KOOKIE!!!!!!!!
- yoongi…. my baby. Someone hug him because I am not there
- I almost cried right there
- ALBUM OF THE YEAR: EXO
- OKAY!!!!!!
- I CAN HANDLE MYSELF HERE
- WE’VE BEEN HERE BEFORE
- SEHUN HONEY BUNCH
- CHANYEOLIE!!
- oh Noodles
- did bbh actually sweat the makeup that much?
- LAY BABY
- THE MUSIC MAKES IT BIGGER
- BLESS YOU NOODLES
- okay if we close now, I can make it to class.
- TWICE GET THEIR SONG AT THE END
- BOUNCY HOBI AS A FAV HOBI
- So sorry to sf9. If they still there
- interactions are my life


Until the next concert (which is near new years) it’s been real fam


and if anyone was wondering, I was only 10 minutes late to my lecture