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One day someone is going to ask me about my first love. And I won’t say your name but your smile will still flash in my mind, I’ll still feel your warm touch against my skin, and your laugh will still ring in my ears. But I won’t tell them that.

No, I won’t tell them of the boy who still haunts my dreams. I won’t tell them that I loved him so much that I carved myself hollow just so I could fill every inch of myself with him. They’ll never know the way my lips burned for his kiss or the way my mind was consumed with thoughts of him. No, I won’t tell them that.

I’ll tell them about the boy that I thought I loved. That I was sixteen and foolish, but aren’t we all. I’ll say how I should have known better, how it wasn’t really love. I’ll say all the right things so that nobody knows just how much it hurts, the pain of missing you.

No, they won’t know how much I regret it. Three years later and my heart still hurts like it was yesterday. I won’t tell them how much I miss you, but I do.

I’M SCREAMING

I GOT A MESSAGE FROM A LADY ON FACEBOOK I DIDN’T KNOW AND SHE WAS LIKE “thinking of you and your mom today” and I was like????? What day is it???

AND SHE SENT THE MESSAGE ON WEDNESDAY THE 21ST AND I’M LIKE OH FUCK. THAT WAS THE 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF MY DAD PASSING AWAY.

I COMPLETELY FUCKING FOROGT.

HOW DID I FORGET.

young married christian blogger: Guys. I get it. Singleness is SO tough. I’ve been there! During those 6 months in 8th grade before meeting my wonderful soulmate (jared the sexiest hubby in the world :):):) ) I was so alone. It’s a season of life that just knocks you off your feet, doesn’t it?! Haha. I’ve been there ladies. So if you’re 25 and have a crippling fear of being alone, WAIT ON GOD’S TIMING. His timing was conveniently perfect for me so I guess I just feel like I am the appropriate person to give you advice :) By the way, we’re expecting!!!!!!!!!

When you Black and you see a funny, relatable post about getting ya ass beat

When you realize that it’s lowkey highkey child abuse 

When you realize how bad it is that something this fucked up is something that bonds you to other Black people

When you read it again and it’s even funnier than it was the first time 

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“What is worth living for?”
I think that life itself is worth living for. If you are not living the life that you want, you fight to achieve that life. “ — Jensen Ackles (JIBCon 2015) 

Happy 38th Birthday Jensen Ackles  ♥
March 1st 1978 

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who allowed him to be so adorable??

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                                                     HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY ♡
                    Joyous, Optimistic, Noisy, Generous, Delightful, Ambitious, Ethereal