You were sitting in your usual
booth at Pop’s Diner, revising some maths equations while you waited for your routine
chocolate milkshake to arrive. You usually did this, as you didn’t like
studying at home. You preferred noisy surroundings, as it motivated you to keep
focused. Whenever you were studying you never invited anyone to sit with you at
the diner, not even Jughead, your best friend for four years; so you were
surprised when he sat down across from you.
You looked up at him with a
questioning look, Jughead usually only popped up randomly when he was interrogating
people, “Hello,” you greeted him.
He didn’t reply, just watched
as your long awaited milkshake was placed on the table by a nice waitress, and
stole the cherry off the top.
“You’re lucky I don’t like
cherries,” you said to him, knowing he already knew that, “Is there a reason to
your sudden appearance during my study time?”
He finally spoke, “Something
tells me you’ve been keeping information from me.”
You raised your eyebrow, while
you took a sip from your milkshake.
He elaborated, less interrogative
now, more caring, “You’ve been acting weird around me lately, and I haven’t
stopped thinking about it.”
Although your heart skipped a
beat in panic, you kept a straight face. You realised lately that you’ve
actually grown feelings for the boy with the dark brown locks. You hadn’t
realised but it has made you hyperaware of everything you did around him,
careful not to be too flirtatious in case he picked up on it. You couldn’t bear
the thought of ruining your friendship.
“Y/N?” Jughead clicked his fingers in front of your
“Sorry, I just,” You tried to
find an excuse, “I’ve been stressed about school, that’s all.”
He squinted at you in
disbelief, “I know when you’re lying Y/N, why won’t you tell me what’s wrong?
Have I done something?”
You took another sip of your
milkshake, debating a reasonable answer, “It’s not that I won’t, it’s that I
can’t. And no you haven’t done anything.”
“You know you can tell me
anything, you’re my best friend,” Jughead told you.
You looked up at him and
nodded, “I know, but not this.”
“Fine, I’ll leave it alone for
now but I will get an answer, don’t you worry,” Jughead said and with that he
got up and walked out of Pop’s, leaving you to your study and thoughts about
the boy in the crown beanie.
You were lying in bed later
that night, scrolling mindlessly through your phone, when you heard a knock at
your window. You jumped when you saw a silhouette outside, but then looked a
little closer to see the facial features of none other but Jughead. You put
your phone down and walked over to the window to open it to let him in.
“Hey,” Jughead greeted you,
climbing up the ladder he somehow found, into your bedroom.
You shook your head at his
antics, a smile of amusement on your face, his weirdness will forever be
“Mind if I stay for a bit?” He
“Sure,” you said, walking back
over to your bed to lay down.
Jughead slipped off his shoes,
walked over and laid down next to you. You both were just laying on your backs,
staring up at the ceiling in a comfortable silence.
You spoke up, “Is there a
reason you came to my house at 9pm at night?”
“You still haven’t told me what’s
wrong,” He blatantly answered.
You sighed, “Right.”
He turned his head to look at
you, “Please? Can you tell me what’s wrong? I feel like I’m not being a good
friend by not knowing.”
You turned your head to him as
well, staring into his eyes, those eyes you’ve grown to love, “I already told
you, I can’t.”
He looked annoyed all of a
sudden, “Whatever, don’t tell me then.”
You sat up, surprised by his
annoyance, “Juggie, c’mon, I’m not keeping it from you to hurt you, I can’t
tell you cause…” you sighed, “I-I just can’t, please don’t be mad.”
He sat up too, annoyance gone,
replaced with a mischievous look, “Fine, I’m just gonna have to tickle it out
Your eyes widened in panic,
you hated being tickled, you hated it, you were the most ticklish person ever,
but before you could react, he’d already started on your sides.
“Jughead,” you laughed, “Please,”
another laugh, “Stop!”
He didn’t oblige, you fell
back, trying to get away but he stopped you by straddling your hips. He moved
his hands up to your neck, tickling you feverishly and deviously, giving you no
“How,” laugh, “am I supposed,”
laugh, “tell you,” laugh, “when you’re,” laugh, “doing this!” You choked out.
He stopped, hands placed
softly on either side of your neck and somehow his face had gotten closer to
yours. He looked at you expectantly,
waiting for the answer he so dearly wanted. Out of habit your eyes flickered to
his lips, and when you looked back up there was a look of realisation on his
face. Panic filled you, realising how obvious you had just been, but you
thoughts were silenced when you felt a pair of lips on your own.
Jughead was kissing you.
Your eyes fluttered shut,
melting into the kiss. It was everything you had imagined and more. After a few
moments, he pulled away. You opened your eyes to a smiling Jughead, and you
Goal: Tag nine people you want to get to know better!
Relationship status: N/A for the foreseeable future, I’d like to be a bit happier with myself before I expect anybody else to put up with me. >>
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Top 3 Characters: 1. Yagami Taichi from Digimon Adventure (the OG fave, now and forever) 2. Nico Robin from One Piece (10/10 would die for her) 3. Apollo Justice from Ace Attorney (my brave little toaster)
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Here’s a weird picture of myself trying to figure out how to use this selfie stick that I bought today! Cause who doesn’t need a stick to make them look like a narcissistic idiot in public, hahaha. Before that I had an interview for another part time job. I’m hoping I get it, cause I’m pretty excited about it. It’d be a paid usher job at one of the big theaters downtown. Wish me luck on that!
On the health and fitness front… I haven’t been doing that great. I’ve been super tired lately and taking naps rather than going for a run or dancing. Not good! I’ve been pretty good at staying gluten free this last week, but haven’t been tracking calories, and I’m sure I’ve been going over. I will work on that!
Im new to this, and im not sure if you’re ok with writing heavy angst but since reuqests are open i’ll try my luck :) Could you write a super angsty jungkook scenario? a lot of suffering but with a happy ending. Maybe where you’re pregnant and due to that ofc the sexlife is gone, but he’s secretly frustarted and at the resautrant you two went to for a dinner date he unintentionally (bc of his frustration) flirts with the waitress and touches her thigh she flirts back even tho youre there? T_T
Summary: After many years of dating, you and Jungkook found yourself hitting a wall. You guys are constantly bickering to the point that it has become second nature. You guys were stuck in a routine. You would say hurtful things. He would say hurtful things. You would call it quits. He would say something that would draw you back in. You would think that things between you two would be better once you found out you were pregnant with his child, but sadly, that wasn’t the case. Is it time to officially say goodbye?
you doing this to yourself? That million-dollar question that you have asked
yourself on numerous of occasions. Every time you were close to calling it
quits with Jungkook, he somehow managed to sweet talk his way back into your
heart. Lately, however, whenever you two would argue about his constant flirtations
with random strangers, he would simply give up and just walk away. Whenever you
would mention that you wanted to break up with him, he would simply wave it
off. Does he not care anymore? When you would call him out on it, he would
“It’s not like I don’t care. It’s
just I know you would stay, so why bother wasting my energy in convincing you
found yourself scoffing at that memory. How dare he assume that you will always
stay? It’s not like he’s some kind of prize.
“I deserve better than this…” You
thought bitterly to yourself as you found yourself glaring at the back of
how come you haven’t left yet? Oh right… you were pregnant with his child. How
on Earth did that happen? One moment you were heading for the door and the next
you were a moaning mess underneath Jungkook.
mentally smacked yourself, cursing at the fact that you fell for his tactics
yet again. It is practically like clockwork now. You and he were so used to
doing the standard “tango” that you both knew what to say to rile the other person
honestly know it is bad when your own mother called you up and seriously begged
for you to leave him. What you and Jungkook had at first was amazing, but now?
It was simply toxic. Almost borderline abusive. Not the physical aspect, but
mentally. He knew what to say and how to say. He was your puppet master, and
you were unwillingly his puppet.
“So, how’s my baby girl doing?” You
heard Jungkook ask, pulling you away from your thoughts.
dazed expression, you mumbled, “Huh?”
let out a low chuckle in response as he swiveled his chair around to see your
pretty face. He rolled his chair closer to you and gently took your hands into
his. Intertwining them.
“I asked, how is the mother of my
child doing? You are practically glowing still so that’s good.” He complimented
as he left feathery kisses all over your face.
feeling grew in the pit of your stomach, you knew what he was doing. Ever since
you entered your second trimester in the pregnancy, you decided that it would
be good for your baby to cease all sexual activities with Jungkook. Let’s just
say he did not like that at all. Now, you started to notice that whenever he
got extra attentive, he wanted sex.
groaned loudly as you forcibly pushed his face away from you.
“Not that I don’t like this
attention you’re giving me, but you know what I said Kook. No sex until this
baby is out of me.” You reminded him, earning yourself a frustrated growl from
the hormonal boy.
“Whatever.” He scoffed, angrily
pushing himself away from you and going back to work.
rolled your eyes, honestly not surprised by his childish behavior. He was so
used to you giving him anything and everything he wanted, so you saying no to
him was extremely foreign to him. You never once said a firm no to him
throughout your relationship.
he was busy working on a track or two for his next cover, you decided to pull
out your phone, searching for any nearby restaurant that would satisfy your
latest pregnancy craving. Once you deemed one of the restaurants worthy, you
quietly gathered your belongings and just as you reached for the door handle,
“Where are you going?
body flinched at the harshness of his tone, a habit you developed over the
quickly shook off any nerves that lingered in your body and calmly turned
“I’m hungry Jungkook; therefore, I’m
going to step out for a brief moment and buy myself something to eat.” You
explained with no written expression whatsoever.
sighed deeply in response and sat there quietly for a couple of minutes.
each passing second, you found yourself growing hungrier and hungrier.
“Look, if you want something to eat,
I can either pick you up something or you can come with me. I honestly do not
care.” You stated, growing more and more annoyed with your baby daddy.
Jungkook saved his work and exited out of the program. He locked his computer
and then stood up from his desk.
“Alright, let’s go.” He said,
walking pass you and out the door.
“What a great boyfriend…” You annoyingly
thought as you followed him out the door.
to the restaurant was filled with awkward tension. Neither one of you uttering
a word. Jungkook focused on the road, and you simply stared out the window.
Once again, contemplating calling it quits. This time you knew for sure, from
the bottom of your heart, that you deserved better. You deserved to be happy,
and you were no longer happy with Jungkook. Once you two get home, you were going
to call it off. This time for good.
at the restaurant, you and Jungkook waited to be seated. You sat on the lobby
couch, and Jungkook, well, he was doing what he normally does whenever you
rejected his advances. He flirted with the hostess and right in front of you no
less. How could you tell? Well, every time you heard the hostess giggle, he
would glance behind his shoulder and flash you a smug smile.
“Prick…” You scoffed mentally,
shaking your head from disgust and burying your nose deep in your phone.
“This way sir.” The hostess said
sweetly, a little too sweet, as she guided Jungkook and yourself to your
hostess eyed Jungkook up and down, even flashing him a flirtatious smile,
before handing you two your menus.
“Have a good meal sir.” She stated,
quickly winking at him before walking back to her post.
tilted his head just a bit, so he could stare at the hostess’s ass as she
walked away. He found himself licking his lips slowly as his hormones were
getting the best of him.
stared at him in pure disgust before scoffing loudly and raising your menu high
enough so that you wouldn’t see his perverted face.
you were scanning the menu, his hand reached over and forcibly pulled it down.
Shocked by his sudden action, you glanced over to Jungkook wondering what the
hell is his problem.
“What? I wanted to see my baby girl’s
gorgeous face. Is that a crime?” He asked, slowly feeling fed up with your cold
scoffed yet again as you ignored his words. They were simply empty words in
“I asked you question…” He muttered
lowly, his deep voice stirring up your hormones. You always did find his deep
voice undeniably sexy.
looking away from your menu, you responded,
“Yeah well, I’m choosing to not
stared at you in awe and then leaned back in his seat.
“Have you always been this bitchy?
Or was I too blind by my love for you to see it?” He asked coldly, narrowing
his eyes onto you.
mentally shuddered, feeling his cold hard gaze piercing at your body.
“Don’t give in. Don’t give in.” You
chanted inside your head.
once you heard the sounds of flirtatious giggling, butterflies entered the pit
of your stomach. Jungkook was flirting yet again, this time with the waitress.
If you thought the hostess was pretty, the waitress was drop dead gorgeous.
Honestly, if you weren’t pregnant, Jungkook would more than likely dump your
sorry ass and leave with her. Maybe that’s why seeing him flirt with the
waitress bugged you more than him flirting with the hostess.
eyed the exchange with pure disgust as you tried to calm yourself by rubbing
your pregnant belly.
“He wouldn’t leave you and your
unborn child… right?” You thought to yourself, letting your new-found
insecurities get the best of you.
“Why don’t you sit down? A pretty
girl like yourself shouldn’t be standing for long periods of time,” He then
eyed her thighs, “You should give those pretty legs a rest.” He so happily
suggested, scooting just a bit, so the waitress had no choice but to sit on his
tactic was familiar in your eyes since that was the maneuver he used when he
first met you.
“Same old tricks…” You angrily
thought as you tried your hardest to ignore them.
noticed your cold exterior grow colder by the second. This was all part of his
plan. Get you jealous to the point where you wanted to remind him why he was
with you in the first place. In his mind, it was always him fighting for your guys’ relationship. It was always him making that effort to keep your guys’
sex life alive and well. It was always him
going above and beyond to make you happy. Never once in the relationship have
you made that effort. That is why he suddenly stopped trying to convince you to
stay. That is why he gave up after the first no. He just desperately wanted you
to make the same amount effort as him. Unfortunately, as soon as he saw you
give up after the first attempt, so did he. Why fight for a dying relationship,
if only one person wants to keep it alive and not the other? Sadly, you do not
know what’s on his mind since you guys stopped with doing the good old
the corner of your eye, you noticed that one of Jungkook’s hand was no longer visible
on the table.
slowly shook your head as you knew deep in your heart what he was doing.
“Oh stop it…” you heard the waitress
giggle that made you want to throw up.
continued to lightly caress the girl’s thigh as he whispered sweet nothings in
her ear. His breath fanning the innermost part of her ear.
“It’s kind of hard to keep my hands
off such a gorgeous woman. I’m honestly baffled that a knockout like yourself
is not snatched up. If I wasn’t with my girl, I would definitely be claiming
you.” You heard him say.
him say those words honestly broke your heart. That moment you knew. If you
were not pregnant with his child, he would have left a long time ago.
wanting to hear any more of their flirtatious exchanges, you angrily pushed
back your chair, almost knocking it down.
alarmed, Jungkook ceased his seducing and gave you his full attention. Worry
and regret filled his eyes as if it was water that filled up a bucket.
“I hate you.” You coldly announced,
tears threatening to spill from your precious eyes as you hurried out of the restaurant.
pushed the waitress off and then quickly followed after you. He was not going
to lose you like this. Once again, it was time for him to fight for the
relationship. No matter what…he will always fight for you. Even though he never
told you this before, but you are the best thing that has ever happened to him.
your hardest to calm your tears and breathing, you failed to notice Jungkook
storming out and quietly waiting for you to turn his way.
“Did you mean that? What you said
back there?” He cautiously asked, not knowing what he would do if you did in
fact hate him.
flinched at his tone, again, out of habit, as you abruptly turned to meet his
felt your heart tightened, unsure how to approach this situation. You were
going to call it off between you two once and for all. You were going to set
him free because you know the saying,
you love something, set it free. However, if it comes back to you, then it was
meant to be.”
took a long and deep sigh before exhaling. It was now or never. Time to say
goodbye to the constant heartache and the never-ending unhappiness.
you were about to open your mouth, Jungkook beat you to the punch.
“Can I say something first?” He
asked, stuffing his hands inside the pockets.
stared at him blankly, “Um sure… I guess…” You mumbled, feeling rather unsure
where this conversation is going to go. Was he
finally going to break up with you? That would be extremely surprising.
“I know that lately you have been unhappy with me, especially
since I have been flirting with other people right in front of your eyes.
Before I go on, I just wanted to let you know that I would never cheat on you. I love you too much to throw away what we have
by fully giving into my hormones. Yes, I know that you’re pregnant with my
child and yes, I know that you want to be safe for our child. I just need to
learn to be patient and wait. With that being said, I know that you are
thinking of breaking up with me yet again.” He stated, throwing you off guard.
How did he know that you were going to do that? Before you could open your
mouth to ask how he knew, he spoke once again.
“Do you know how much that hurts to hear you say that over and over? Do you know
how tired I am gradually getting having to fight for what we have constantly?
Seriously, it is always me fighting for you! Never once have you ever fought
for me. You are always willing to let
me go. Why? Were you never interested in me in the first place? Why are you
dating me then? Was it out of pity? You found out about my enormous crush on
you that instead of rejecting me, you decided you would do me a favor and go
out with me?!” He angrily asked, desperation visible throughout his face and if
you honed it some more, you noticed the tears that were slowly streaming down
“What have I done?” You sadly
thought, seeing a heartbroken man right in front of you.
walked over to you and then pulled you into a loving embrace, holding you
tightly as if he was afraid that you were going to slip away and this time for
“Please don’t go. I promise I won’t
flirt anymore. I will patiently wait for you and love you like you deserved to
be loved.” He mumbled into your hair, inhaling your comforting scent.
“I promise to keep fighting for us
for as long as you allow me to.” He sadly added, placing a loving yet soft kiss
on your temple.
lifted your head, meeting his gaze, as you flashed him a sweet yet soft smile.
You gently pushed him away as you wanted some distant for what is about to
eyed you strangely, feeling his heart tighten, and the air leaving his lungs.
“Please don’t say goodbye…” He frantically
took a deep breath before speaking,
“I am sorry that you are always the
one fighting for us. I am sorry that you think that I am with you purely out of
pity. I meant what I said when I first agreed to be your girlfriend. I meant it
when I said that I love you. I am sorry for always threatening to leave you. I
am sorry for everything Jungkook. With that being said, no I do not hate you. I
just hated how you simply gave up on me, but hearing what you had to say, I’m
sorry for not giving you the attention you deserved. I’m sorry for not loving
you the way you deserved to be loved. You mentioned that you are always the one
fighting for us, now it is my turn to fight for us, especially for our unborn
child. I want us to be a happy family. I want this child to grow up with his or
her father in the picture. I want us to work.” You said, pouring out your heart.
No more running away.
eyes lit up, “Really?” He questioned, feeling over the moon when he heard the
thing he always dreamt of hearing. You were finally going to fight for him.
That little statement made him feel like he won the jackpot.
“It won’t be easy, but I’m willing
to put on my fighting gear, if you are?” You told him, displaying a reassuring
smile and holding out your hand for him.
returned that reassuring smile and lightly grabbed your hand, holding it up to
his lips and placing a loving kiss on the back of your hand.
“Let’s do this.”
A/N: Well… that was fun to write. Now, excuse me, I’m going to cheer myself up by watching videos of Jin argue with his members lol Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed reading this! I noticed something, whenever I write something that deals with angst, I always end up making it more than 2,500 words lol Like I have to force myself to start wrapping it up or else it will become this long scenario, and I’m sure you guys don’t want that. Or maybe you do… To the anon that requested this, I hope you love it! I also hope I met your requirements with the heavy angst and lots of suffering aspect haha Anyways, be sure to check out my other work and as always, requests are open! Don’t be shy! :)