your the reason i smile

I miss you constantly
I need you all the time
I want you every day

I want to kiss you
I want to trace your collarbone with my lips
I want to feel you absent mindedly tickle my arm as we cuddle on your bed
I want to experience the arguments
I want your bad with your good
I want you
I want to fall asleep as you play with my hair
I want to hear you laugh when I run my fingers up and down your body
I want my name to sound like music in your ears
I want to be the reason you smile a little brighter
I want you
I want you to tell me your fears, ambitions and insecurities
I want to make lifelong memories with you
I want to love you for a long time
And fucking hell
I want you

I want to be enough for you. I want to be reason you have a smile on your face. I want you to look at me and feel breathless. I want to be the reason you are wide awake at 3:00am because you can’t stop thinking about me. But the truth is I’m never going to be that girl, there’s always someone better than me.
—  I’m never enough for anyone anymore.

Looks like the fandom’s back at it again, spreading quite a bit of negativity and bad vibes … so let’s fight it with good vibes!

Reblog or reply and lemme know what your absolute FAVORITE THINGS about SU are! Be it a Crewniverse member, a song, the art style, maybe a certain scene. Just whatever makes you happy!

Some of my favorite things are the really pretty and unique color palettes, like in ‘Steven’s Lion’ or any scene that takes place in the Ancient Sky Arena. I also really love background songs, like ‘Amalgam’ and ‘Alone Together’ and ‘Rose’s Fountain’. But NOTHING beats ‘Peace & Love’ for me.

And the characters! I love them all, but especially Steven and Amethyst and the Ruby Squad.

OH, AND THE EXCITEMENT WHEN A FUSION HAPPENS!! There’s nothin’ like it!

(Even if you can’t contribute, check out the reblogs / tags on this post to get a little SU positivity in your life!)

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Well he must’ve done something right. You turned out pretty good.

Put a letter in my ask! I'll answer honestly !

A - Available?
B - Birthday?
C - Crushing on?
D - Drink you last had?
E - Easiest person to talk to?
F - Favourite song?
G - Grade i hated?
H - Hometown?
I - Icecream flavour?
J - Jellybean flavour?
K - Killed someone?
L- Longest friendship?
M - Milkshake flavour?
N - Number of siblings?
O - One wish?
P - Person who called me last?
Q - Question your always asked?
R - Reason to smile?
S - Song i last sung?
T - Time you woke up?
U - Umbrella colour?
V - Very best friend?
W - Which celebrity i’d marry?
X - X rays i had?
Y - Your last time you cried?
Z - Zodiac sign?

I saw you today…I see you everyday, but today you had this type of glow…a glow that I want. You were smiling about something your friends said… your dimples shined when you smiled, I wanted to be the reason behind that smile

But I can’t…so I’ll just look at you from afar, wondering what would happen if I told you how much I loved you

—  p.s.w
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i freaking can’t. 

THIS IS SO WEIRD 10 000 PEOPLE ARE SO FREAKING MANY HOW DID THIS HAPPEN. 

I would love to write a long, heart to heart message to all of you but I’m out of words. I have litteraly no idea how we got here. For about one and a half year ago I started this blog ang screamed when I got 100 followers in just a couple of days, and that Emilia would pass out if she knew that that same blog would reach 10k one day. And I honesly don’t understand why you follow me because I don’t deserve it lol. I suck at posting regularly and that I feel so bad over that. 

But I’m gratful every single day that I have you. I love you, I really do, every single one of you. I love just checking otut your blogs and talk to you and laugh with you and cry with you. You have a speciall place in my heart, a place I’ll have with me forever. 

I don’t know what to say, because nothing can explain how I feel. I have so much emotions right now and so many more things to say but I can’t find the words, it’s really exhausting to feel like this. 

Not I’m going to bed, and tomorrow I have a lil suprise for you that I HOPE you will like! 

Don’t forget that I love you and I care for you. You can always talk to me, either send me and ask or a message and I’ll answer with a gif of a cat. I promise. Take care, sleep well and keep being awesome. 

Love, Emilia.

The girl you’re with,
Let’s assume you love her,
Yes?
Now imagine,
You had her and only her, you and I no longer talk.
Does she understand you well enough to be your hand to hold,
And the reason you laugh,
And the punching bag when you’re mad.
Could she handle the darkness of your mind, or do you only show her the brightness of your smile.
If you didn’t have me to lean on while you were with her,
Would you still love her?
I guess this is me saying goodbye,
But mostly good luck.
—  She could never compare
a time will come when i’m no longer here
so please, in your thoughts, in your heart, keep me near
cling to who i was, who we were; just please find a way
remember the sound of my voice when i say
“i love you” - because it’s true,
i love you so much, i do
and maybe one day, i admit, you might forget
i won’t be the reason for the tears you have wept
i won’t be the reason behind your smile
i won’t be the contact you try to dial
i won’t be anything more but a distant face
that visits you in your dreams, one you cannot place
but promise me, please promise me, promise you’ll try
try not to forget me, try not to forget you and i
and i know it hurts, but believe me, i didn’t want to leave
but i know i’ll be gone so just try to remember… please
—  r e m e m b e r || insp.
(cc, 2016)
I wanna be...
  • I wanna be the reason for the smile on your face.
  • I wanna be the one that you’ll never replace.
  • I wanna be the person who steals your heart.
  • I wanna be the person to whom no-one can compare.
  • I wanna be the one you love until the end of time.
  • I wanna be the reason that you write these stupid rhymes.
  • I wanna be your one and only, you’re every dream come true.
  • I want ours to be a perfect love.
  • I wanna be yours and I wanna be your fantasy.
  • Just take a look around you baby, we are meant to be. 
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I make light in dark minds
You take the signal inward and it shines

Happy Birthday, John Frusciante!

“Just tell me what you want.” He says, running his hands through his hair, frustrated.

I glance at the boy who in just a few months of knowing him has become more than my best friend.

“I want you.” I whisper.
“I want you to hug me and protect me and keep me safe.
I want you to laugh with me and at me. I want you to flirt with me and tease me. I want you to annoy the shit out of me.
I want you to make me smile. I want you to be reason for my tears and smiles. I want your voice to be the last before I fall asleep and the first when I wake up.
I want to yell at you and scream at you for being a jerk. I want you to forget my birthday just so I can make you suffer to make it up to me, because I know once you remember it, I’ll never forget the way surprise me. I want you to ignore my messages. I want you to break my heart. I want you to make up with me and promise never to hurt me again.
I want to care for you and look after you. I want make breakfast for you in the morning. I want to cuddle with you and kiss your face. I want to fall asleep in your arms and I want to steal the covers away from you. I want you to tickle me and call me cute names.
I want you to tell me everything is going to be okay.

But, most of all, I want you to love me.”

—  I want it all. The good, the bad, the ugly, the happily ever after. // things I wish I could say to you. (teeexxh)