your smile is a sunrise

Your smile is like waking up at 5 am on a summer camp morning,
creeping out of the cabin and sitting outside in the gentle morning light,
bare feet in the dew covered grass and a cool breeze sending a shiver down my soul.
Your voice is like the gentle crash of lake water against the shore,
birds chirping and leaves swaying in the lethargic wind.
There are sunbeams in your eyes,
heating up my bare arms as I lay in the grass.
There is saltwater in your laugh,
cleansing and sparkling and stinging.
Watching you is like watching the earth awaken,
early in the morning when the horizon is foggy and the air is still cold.
And maybe you’re used to “I’m not a morning person”,
to sleeping in and grumbling at the alarm clock
and not smiling until a gallon of coffee has been consumed.
But darling, the sunrise is always beautiful,
no matter who is awake to notice.
—  a love letter to nobody // c.r.h.
I want to wake up next to you everyday, I want to look into your eyes every morning, I want to hold your hand and look at that beautiful smile on your face, I want to snuggle into you and kiss you like there’s no tomorrow. I want my every sunrise and every sunset beside you.
—  Leohearts
You

First time I saw You
I knew I had to have You.
I didn’t, “like You a lot”

No.

For You,
I had a deep stomach
Turning infatuation.

In my eyes,
You belonged to me.
So all I needed
To be…

Was stuck on
Your mind.

The same way
You were Ingrave
In mine.

See from time to
Time, I picture You
As a fish.

Majestically swimming
Around my head,
During my insomniac
Nights.

Yeah I miss out on some
Needed sleep time.

But I’d much rather
Dream of what might
Potentially happen
Between You and I…

In our not so distant
future.

I don’t see You being
The girl who sends
Please call mes’
Just so You can hustle

Airtime as soon as I
Call You back

So You can then
Call another man
And make plans to
Meet up and get freaky

No.

In You, I see
Beauty personified.

I don’t wanna
Believe in Greek
Mythology.

But You resemble
The goddess
Aphrodite too much
For me not to.

Each time I see You,
The bullshit flies out the window.

And all that remains,
Is the love and romance
My heart yearns to
Pour out into your soul.

They say the night
Is full of miracles

I assume it’s cause of how
Beautiful the firework show
Look when the sun disappears.

Step into my world.
Cause inside it,
The sun never rises.

But the show can’t
Start without You.
And I’m in need of
A few miracles.

History’s taught me
That everyone’s got
Baggage

And that baggage
Usually comes with
Trust issues

I’m not gonna ask You
to hope I’ll catch You
As You fall

No.

All I ask for is a chance
To show You how
My world has been
Aimlessly drifting through

Space and time

Needing a sun to
Orbit around

I want You to be
The reason why
My world has
Seaseons

And the reason why
Each day begins with
A beautiful Morning glow
As You rise

Even after the darkest of nights.

When You don’t feel
Like shinning as brightly
During cold winter days
You can join me in solitude

Let’s forget about
Anything and everything
That’s irrelevant in life

Cause life would be nonexistent
In this world of mine without it
Revolving around You.

I simply wish to keep You
To myself each time your
Soothing rays light up
Whichever room You smile in
I want You to…

Stay with me
To lay with me
Pray with me
Hell, slay with me

Let’s go to bed at night
As better versions of
Ourselves when we
Woke up in the morning

As your glow painted a smile
On my face which left me
Looking like a child on
Christmas day

As soon as he realised

That Santa had come
And left him the toy
He’d been on his knees
Praying to God for
While hoping he gets heard.

See I’ve spent some time
On my knees as well.
And had multiple conversations
With my Heavenly Father

And the ushering in
Of You into my life
Bears testimont
To the fact that

No prayer goes unanswered

Although they don’t
Get answered to the
Punctuation mark.

Thing is,
I can’t complain this time

Cause the woman
I spent hours in my
Prayer closet for
Doesn’t come close to You.

Not even by the craziest
Stretch of even a mad man’s
Imagination.

- Lwethu Domingos Poswa

You are a sentence with no punctuation, a kaleidoscope filled with colors I don’t remember learning in elementary school. Your voice, is the sound I’ve been looking for my entire life. Your smile, is the only sunrise worth setting my alarm clock early enough to see. If i could, I would shape shift into the first thing you think about in the morning just so I could be reminded of what its like to wake up next to you. I love you in a language I don’t fully understand…
—  Rudy Fransisco

You are a sentence with no punctuation.
A kaleidoscope full of colors that I don’t remember learning in elementary school.
Your voice, is the sound I’ve been looking for my entire life.
Your smile, is the only sunrise worth setting my alarm clock early enough to see.
If I could, I would shape shift into the first thing you think about in the morning
just so I could be reminded of what it’s like to wake up next to you.

I love you in a language that I don’t fully understand.
In words that I haven’t found enough courage to forklift out of my chest.
I hear that karma is vengeful and also a light sleeper, so I’ve chosen to love you like this.

Quietly.

So I’ll call your phone and hang up before it actually rings.
I’ll write you letters that you’ll never read.
And when I see you in public,
I’ll stick my hand inside of a bagful of things that I haven’t done since you left me and pull out a smile.
I’ll say something like, “Hello…  It’s nice to see you”
And then I’ll keep walking.

—  Rudy Francisco

Imagine going on a road trip with Vernon early in the morning.

He has a mind of a 
an antiqued hourglass

waiting for the grands of sand
to reach the other side as his life unfolds
every passing minute

he has eyes as the dead of the night
wanting and waiting to be explored

he has an embrace that feels as if you have the sunrise in your arms 
and a smile that lights up your mind

he has a voice that reminds you of your favorite record, playing on a rainy night
there´s a reassurance in his ¨i love you´s¨ knowing that it´ll never grow dim, the love we share, you & i 

i am still learning and growing to love you more and more every single day
and until the day i grow weary and fade away

i will still want to unfold every passing minute with you

i will still want to explore in your midnight eyes

i will still find your embrace to be as warm as the sunrise 

i will still find your voice to be my favorite record 

yes, i promise to you, the love we share will and always be,..

my favorite forever and.. never ending.

—  my everything // aj 

I kiss my words into life, some nights look slow and steady but my body has been trying to keep up with a pace that’s quite sudden, no we don’t get to be quick about it– some nights are as long as any, I’ve been trying out love because love has always been there– we leave, we stay. We cry, we laugh. Some thoughts are as drowning as the sea, I’ve been carving my name into the waves– hello, won’t you return until the sunrise starts to feel like your smile? These nights your presence is needed like any– I still love because love has never been enough, darling, I want more. More of you. More of the open minded discussions we’ve left closed to others and if you could gently now, breathe the sadness in and know, know that even if you didn’t have happiness instantly– I’d still be there. They say that butterflies live short-lives because we never learned how to release them, the bottom of my belly, you’ve written letters, you’ve let the truth consume my eyes, they say that my eyes are like your eyes, they’re like our fathers and our fathers before them and we’ll continue to love because out of anger, love has always fixed everything and if that’s never quite enough, know that until the end of my life

and into the next,
forever will always
start with you.

—  My heart to you
Turning Tables

You are a sentence with no punctuation.
A kelidescope of colours that I don’t remember learning in elementary school.
Your voice is the sound I’ve been looking for my entire life.
Your smile is the only sunrise worth setting my alarm clock early enough to see.
If I could I’d shapeshift into the first thing you think of in the morning just so I could be reminded of what it’s like to wake up next to you.

I love you in a language that I don’t fully understand,
In words I haven’t found enough courage to forklift out of my chest.
I hear that karma I’d vengeful and also a light sleeper,
So I’ve chosen to love you like this.

Quietly.

So, I’ll call your phone and hang up before it actually rings.
I’ll write you letters that you will never read.
And when I see you in public,
I’ll stick my hand into a bagful of things I haven’t done since you left me and pull out a smile.
I’ll say something like “hello… It’s nice to see you”
And then I’ll keep walking.

What the signs remind me of
  • <p> <b><p></b> <b>Aries:</b> piercings, laughing loudly, metal music, staying up late, sticking out your tongue in selfies.<p/><b>Taurus:</b> the taste of honey, watching the snowfall, hot cocoa, fuzzy socks, acoustic guitar.<p/><b>Gemini:</b> reading your favorite book, giggling, cuddles, Disney movies, walking barefoot on a beach.<p/><b>Cancer:</b> learning an instrument, whispering on the phone, warm pavement, thrift shopping, curly hair.<p/><b>Leo:</b> holding hands, making eye contact with your friends in a crowded room, running, heat, smiling until your cheeks hurt.<p/><b>Virgo:</b> driving alone, the sunrise, naps, rolling your eyes, the sound of waves rolling on the shore.<p/><b>Libra:</b> telling your friends about your day, gray and overcast skies, walking on gravel, bandanas, hugging someone really tight.<p/><b>Scorpio:</b> lipstick, the smell of gasoline, the color red, finally kissing someone you've wanted to kiss for a long time, thunderstorms.<p/><b>Sagittarius:</b> glitter, the smell of paint, the sun reflecting off water, mixed drinks, feeling the wind blow through your hair.<p/><b>Capricorn:</b> sleeping in, jumping off of a dock and into cold water, sneaking out for the first time, slamming doors, gold.<p/><b>Aquarius:</b> the northern lights, scarves, making snow angels, bright colors, laughing until your stomach aches.<p/><b>Pisces:</b> wrapping yourself in lots of soft blankets, sucking on an ice cube, snuggling with your pet, butterflies, feeling the grass tickle your toes. <p/></p><p/></p>
Here Without You ; Chanyeol Scenario

The bright sunrise outside the door reminds me so much of you. Your bright smile was as bright as the sunrise. Your laugh sounds like a beautiful harmony for me. I pulled up the blanket until it reached my chin. Mornings like this were our favorite. How you pulled down the blanket from me during this hour? I kept on missing those times.

“CHANYEOL! GET UP!” you yelled while trying your best to pull the blanket off me. I groaned tiredly while nuzzling my face on my pillow more. You trotted towards my side before pinching my cheeks. “Chanyeol, get up now…” you whispered sweetly before petting my hair.

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I smiled contentedly before placing a kiss on the tip of your nose, which made you scrunch. “What a great morning!” I exclaimed before wrapping my arms around you.

“I’m glad you have a good morning and a good sleep but I would love to tell you that probably the others already ate your part,” you said shyly, looking up to me.

“My breakfast?” I asked and you nodded. “You didn’t save some for me?”

“I can’t do that. They said you have to learn to get up on your own early. We’ve waited for thirty minutes first but with no luck, you were still sleeping so I went here. I’ve been trying to wake you up for ten minutes—”

I immediately stood up, fixing myself and a wicked grin appeared on your lips. “GOT YOU!” you yelled before putting the curtain to the left side. “The sun’s not that up yet,” you said, giggling. “I need a hand in making breakfast.”

I sighed but I obliged.

I opened the window in the room and let the fresh air inside. For some time, I’ve tried to remove you in my mind but I simply can’t. This place reminded me of you more than I thought it would. “Hay… ____, why am I still missing you?” I looked up on the blue skies. “I need to move on, but I can’t. Your presence still haunts me.”

Luckily, someone knocked on the door. “Chanyeol, are you up?” or maybe I thought. I could hear your voice from the outside. Cold breeze touched my skin. “Myeon would be furious if you’re still sleeping!”

I placed my hand on my chest. My heart still aches for your love. I long for your love. “Yeol,” Baekhyun called from the door. “We’re leaving in thirty.” I wiped the tears on my cheeks before nodding my head. I heard him sigh. “Yeol, we’re here for you.”

“T-Thank you…” I sobbed before he closed the door. I entered the bathroom and looked at my reflection in the mirror. My eyes were empty, unlike those days when you were still with me.

I sat on the floor and cried my heart out. It’s been a year but I’m still missing you. It’s been a year since the last time we visited this place but your presence is still here. With us.

Your final moments remained with me. When you were inside the ICU, while you were fighting for your life. You asked for me and told me, “You’ll be alright without me, Yeol. You’ll think of me as part of your memory soon but don’t forget about me, okay? You’ll find someone who wouldn’t leave you like I’ll do. I hope she’ll take care of you more than I did. I love you Chanyeol… Thank you for everything and I’m sorry…”

I caressed the gravestone were your remains lies. “Today’s marks her 100th day. Do you think she’s alright wherever she is?” Baekhyun asked with a smile on his face, but we know better.

“She’ll be fine there. Maybe she’ll cook the meal of the officers there,” they joked. “If there are any…”

I smiled as tear slipped my eyes. “I still love you _____.” I’m here without you ___, but you’ll always be in my dreams.


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BTS as Boyfriend Things

Jin: matching outfits, homemade dinners, taking care of you when you’re sick, holding hands, baking cookies, making crafts, grocery shopping together, making couple videos, watching the sunset, forehead kisses, flowers on your birthday, playing with your hair, kissing in the snow, double dates

Suga: sharing music interests, taking naps together, he’s the little spoon, taking pictures of you, snuggling by the fire, letting you paint his nails, ordering pizza, remembering small details, holding you when you cry, sharing earbuds, fighting for the blanket, stealing his beanies, falling asleep to the rain

J-Hope: marvel marathons, piggy back rides, amusement park dates, dancing around the house, making you laugh until you cry, going on road trips, paint ball dates, jumping in a pile of leaves, flying kites, smiling into your kisses, matching shoes, time capsule, getting caught smiling at you, patting your head

Rap Monster: talking all night, watching the sunrise, talking about the future, getting ready together, mini golf dates, roasting marsh mellow, doing puzzles together, reading your favorite books, match bracelets, watching fireworks, begging you to stay, wii dance off, imitating you for fun

Jimin: randomly saying “I love you”, you’re his home screen wallpaper, photo booth photos, kissing your nose, dancing in the rain, kissing under the mistletoe, splitting a milkshake, falling asleep on the phone, winning you a teddy bear, tracing patterns on your skin, walks along the beach, slow dancing

V: aquarium dates, blanket forts, eating your leftovers, splitting ice cream sundaes, pillow fights, carving initials into a tree, whipped cream, water parks, talking in funny accents, tickle fights, letting you fall asleep on his shoulder, taking dumb photos of each other, hours spent in pet shops, playing chubby bunny

Jungkook: playing video games together, letting you wear his t-shirts, stargazing, loud singing, kissing underwater, new years kiss, laser tag dates, mac & cheese dinner, derpy snapchats, arcade dates, he’s the big spoon, go kart racing, kissing on the ferris wheel, lying on the trampoline

- Admin K

You are a sentence with no punctuation.
A kaleidoscope full of colors that I don’t remember learning in elementary school.
Your voice, is the sound I’ve been looking for my entire life.
Your smile, is the only sunrise worth setting my alarm clock early enough to see.
If I could, I would shape shift into the first thing you think about in the morning
just so I could be reminded of what it’s like to wake up next to you.

I love you in a language that I don’t fully understand.
In words that I haven’t found enough courage to forklift out of my chest.
I hear that karma is vengeful and also a light sleeper, so I’ve chosen to love you like this.

Quietly.

So I’ll call your phone and hang up before it actually rings.
I’ll write you letters that you’ll never read.
And when I see you in public,
I’ll stick my hand inside of a bagful of things that I haven’t done since you left me and pull out a smile.
I’ll say something like, “Hello…  It’s nice to see you”
And then I’ll keep walking.

—  Rudy Francisco

One day, I hope you meet the
person who would
see the stars in your tired eyes,
the radiance in your morning hair,
the sunrise in your lazy smile,
and the beauty in your pale skin.

I hope you find the
person who would
kiss the freckles on your
cheekbones,
trace the lines in your palm,
whisper lullabies in your ear,
and paint promises on your
shoulder.