I really love touching. It doesn’t always have to be in a sexual way, it could be like you sitting next to me and our knees touching a little or you putting your hand on my mine, little things like that mean so much to me and I crave it, all the fucking time, it drives me insane.
I was never really sure of anything. I mean I thought I was sure for a while. But then you came along… and you put it all in perspective for me. I don’t need to be sure of anything. And this isn’t the cheesy quote where I say “but I’m sure of her” because truth be told I’m not. I’m not sure we will be together in years, months from now. No I’m not, I wish I could say I was. But the only thing I am sure of, is I will wake up and I will try my hardest to win your heart over every god damn day of my life until otherwise. And I am not sure what that otherwise could be… but until otherwise, your heart is mine & my heart is yours. And that is one thing I am sure of.
Don’t touch my girl, don’t disrespect my girl, don’t talk down to my girl, don’t whisper about my girl, don’t critique how my girl dresses or acts, don’t flirt with my girl, don’t dance with my girl, and don’t be rude to my girl. She’s my girl for a reason, not yours.
as a writer and a queer person, bury your gays is shit. it’s cheap and hurtful.
that said, matt, as much as he loves narrative, is beholden to the dice and the characters as people.
allura was too close to the lair, and kima followed her even tho she knew something was wrong, because something was wrong, because that’s what kima does.
gilmore in the thordak fight just didn’t have the dice power to keep up, didn’t have the hp to survive the way vm does.
matt does not want to kill any of his characters.
he is trying. he is trying. making gilmore so much more than just flamboyant, making kima a paladin not just a bitch lesbian, making allura one of the most powerful arcane casters in the world instead of just the femme bisexual, trying to make sure he remembered they pronouns for jamon saord, making sure that raishan was recognised as a woman despite her form as a man at the time.
they might seem like little things but as a writer, as someone critical of media, as a queer person, he is trying, and dear god do i love him for it.
he doesn’t want to kill any of his pcs, but if it happens it happens. if he kills vex or vax or scanlan or grog or any other pc or npc, it’s because they failed the rolls.
I still remember the movement of our lips, my lips eager to find yours upon mine. My lips met yours with such ease that night maybe it’s all the times I pictured them on mine that I knew my way around them.