My heart will always be yours // Luke Hemmings Imagine (AU-Letter)
I’m not sure how to start this letter. I thought it will be a better way, as you haven’t replied to my texts or my phone calls. I just wanted to tell you that I miss you. Ever since you broke up with me, I’ve not been myself. Anything that I do, I seem to mess up. I can’t even do my work right anymore. You are always on my mind, everyday.
I dream about you, as well. You are always in my dreams, where we’re happy and nothing destroyed us. We were still the perfect couple. There’s been rumor going round that you’ve met someone else or that you’ve been going on dates. I don’t believe them.
I don’t want to believe them.
If I did believe them, I think I’ll cry. My heart is already broken as it is. All the rumors about you and some other guy is already making my heart break even more. Why can’t we just talk things out and see where we go from there? But maybe you don’t want to do that. No matter how many times I’ve texted you about it, you didn’t reply once to me. I told one of your mates to tell you, she texted me saying that she did, but you told her that you didn’t want too.
I wasn’t the one who broke off the relationship. We dated for 3 and a half years. I always thought that you and me would get married and have children. I guess I was wrong. There is one thing that I always think about, that is I feel like I wasn’t that good enough for you. I’ve always thought about that. I know you’ll say that ‘you were. you’re so perfect for me and to me’ but I feel like I wasn’t.
If I was, then why did you break up with me then?
No matter what happens between us, my heart will always belong to you. You are the only girl who has it and will always have it. No other girl, just you, (YN). I hope that you reply back to this, if not, I’ll keep trying until you do.
I still love you and I will always love you. No matter what happens.