your expressions i can't with you lol

OK SO UH IM REALLY PROUD DON’T LOOK AT ME MY ARTS SO SHITTY NEXT TO YOURS B Y E

anisolatedparadise577  asked:

A lot of the time I don't quite understand your poetry, and yet I'm in love with the words, the feel, and the sound of it. It's so calming. It reminds me of cool damp pine forests, filled with mysterious nymphs, fairies, mythical creatures, and beings that have yet to be discovered. It all lies hidden, masked to the sight of the human eye, only to be perceived in mere glimpses of swiftly moving shadows. It takes me to strange places I can't understand and I love it. ☺️❤️✨

Ahhhhh I don’t even know what to say, my kind friend. I used to worry my work may be too ambiguous, but I have come to accept it. It is how I feel most comfortable expressing myself (gods know I can never actually say what’s going on in my life lol) and so to hear , although ambiguous , that it still serves a purpose touches me deeply. Thank you a million times for reading my work and for your support. All the love , My friend

anonymous asked:

(Hi, anon who read your mind yesterday here) Lol thank you for that lovely explanation, you expressed what I wanted to say perfectly! Tbh I'm kinda not over that moment, I'm still stuck at the "wtf just happened" stage. But you're right tho, Jungkook looked really submissive. He could've moved away or stop Jimin altogether, I mean he has hands, he could've used them but he just bared his neck and went all pliant and soft like asdfghjkl...I'm sorry. I'm trash. I can't get over this.

Hi! can you come off anon, cuz we need to get married man! 

same here , i cannot get over it either , i have watched it from so many angles which made it even more difficult to get over it, so i’ve just kinda accepted the fact that i’m not gonna get over it so i’m just enjoying it on a daily basis now lol

that’s what i’m saying! we all already knew how submissive jungkook is , but this just kind of spilled the tea .. i mean as you said he went all soft and was closing his eyes and not being able to hide his smile which a whole nother thing..  what i’m saying is he literally was “melting” under jimin’s touch .

this whole thing made him so flustered , i mean not only did it make him feel an urgent need to stand up and want something to drink,but it also made him feel so disturbed to a point that he even dropped the phone that jin gave him later on after jimin walked behind him , that’s how much jimin can effect him … my man jimin knows exactly jungkook’s weak spot 

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Oh man I think my Chris Pine phase is growing back, so have a plethora of Kirk expressions, and Spock’s… one. There will be more caterpillar eyebrows on the horizon while Spock stares at these

skylarri1991  asked:

I'd really like to hear your thoughts on the reunion scene in (I think) 2x15 or 2x16 where Bellamy and Clarke see each other again in Mount Weather. I mean, I can clearly tell what Clarke's emotions are from her face but Bellamy's is a little bit more difficult to decipher. I really can't tell if his expression is mad, shocked, or heck, if it's a glare or of it's something else entirely. I don't even know lol that's why I wanna ask your opinion?

I need to provide some context in order to answer this question. I think that their previous scenes together help to reveal Bellamy’s feelings and expressions in the 2x16 reunion scene. 

First, I think Bellamy pushed away his feelings for Clarke and built a huge emotional wall around his heart after 2x09. At first, when Clarke confessed to Bellamy that she couldn’t lose him at the beginning of 2x09, you can see a transformation in Bellamy: he became more vulnerable and open about his desire to protect Clarke (hmm… almost like he was beginning to embrace his feelings for Clarke a bit for the first time). But then she basically said his life was expendable, and we saw his heart (visibly) break into a million pieces. After that, I think he forced away his deeper feelings for Clarke and went back to viewing Clarke as a business partner more than someone he deeply cared for (btw, I think 2x05–the campfire scene and the hug scene–is when Bellamy realized that he loved Clarke. Maybe he didn’t realize he was in love with her yet, but he definitely realized that he loved her deeply and that she was special to him). Therefore, Bellamy goes into the mountain with a protective wall around his heart when it comes to Clarke, but Bellamy isn’t someone who can divorce himself from his emotions for too long so… 

Bellamy’s wall cracks a bit when he hears Clarke’s voice on the radio in 2x11. He is visibly affected by hearing Clarke’s voice on the radio in the same way she is visibly affected by hearing his voice, but we can still see Bellamy steeling himself a bit in this scene (see the video below). She stops in the middle of their rushed conversation to reestablish an emotional connection with him (perhaps she is trying to make up for what she did in 2x09 a bit?): “and, Bellamy … you came through. I knew you would.” Bellamy’s walls suddenly shoot up, he doesn’t reciprocate Clarke’s invitation to reestablish their emotional connection, and he ends the conversation with a self-deprecating, though realistic, half joke (side note: he doesn’t really value himself a lot, does he? and he sucks at telling jokes–remember 3x16? yesh …). I think he does this in 2x11 because he’s still protecting himself against his feelings for Clarke… 

Third, the last discussion Bellamy and Clarke have before the scene in 2x16 is when Clarke lied to him about his sister being in TonDC. If you rewatch the scene in which Bellamy finds out about Clarke’s deception, you can see he feels deeply betrayed by Clarke. Raven even knew that part of Bellamy’s pained voice came from Clarke (again) hurting him, which is why Raven immediately reassures Bellamy that Clarke was just trying to protect him (remember Raven had a front row seat to the 2x09 “it’s worth the risk” Bellarke interaction, so she knows something is going on between them); the pain wasn’t just because he was afraid for his sister. I think Bellamy saw this betrayal as more evidence (in his mind) that Clarke doesn’t view him as important to her as he felt she had become important to him (of course, the audience knows better. We saw Clarke’s constant worry for Bellamy and her desperation to keep Bellamy alive throughout 2B, but Bellamy didn’t see it unfortunately). He thinks she sees him as an expendable solider, and the last thought he had of Clarke before the 2x16 reunion was that she had betrayed him. 

The Raven and Bellamy 2x11 Scene: 

All right, so in the 2x16 Bellarke reunion scene, we need to keep four things in mind. 1. Bellamy has steeled his heart when it comes to Clarke. It’s all business for him at that point. 2. The last time Bellamy and Clarke talked, Clarke lied to him and almost let a bomb drop on top of and kill Octavia. 3. Bellamy is desperate for a plan to save his friends because the one they had just fell through and 4. I think that (at this point) Bellamy does indeed love Clarke deeply, but he’s pushed those feelings aside. 

I sort of love this scene because you can tell that Bellamy and Clarke have unresolved personal issues. Everyone hugged each other in this scene EXCEPT for Bellamy and Clarke (which is a huge contrast to their 2x05 hug and I think the writers intentionally had them NOT hug in order to show the audience that Bellamy steeled himself against her). But, it’s worth noting that as soon as Bellamy layed eyes on Clarke, he couldn’t look away—and that’s deeply intimate. However, I honestly think he’s more mad at her in this scene than anything else, but that he also can’t help himself from looking at her and seeing that she’s alive and well. Of course, any feelings of love, anger, disappointment, or even friendship are immediately pushed aside, he approaches her and gets right down to business and asks if she has a plan. They talk business, Bellamy turns away after he comes up with the idea to talk to Dante, and Clarke gives a look at Bellamy as he turns away. I think she’s giving a “I know you hate me right now” look because she looks … disappointed with his response to her. What was she hoping for? Why does she look so guilty? His response to her was cold and aloof, and I think he acted that way because he was mad at her still because of TonDC AND because Bellamy had steeled his heart against her: 

So, yeah, that’s my interpretation of Bellamy’s look in the 2x16 reunion. He’s mad at her and he’s steeled his heart against her, but he also can’t help himself from looking at her and knowing that she’s okay while also hoping that she still has a plan to save their friends. 

It’s sort of a difficult look to analyze because I don’t think it’s a romantic look at all, but at the same time, the “I’m looking at you while I’m hugging someone else” is typically shown in film to reveal that although person A is hugging person C (who person A is suppose to love the most), person A is looking at and thinking more about person B (who is the person that Person A can’t keep their eyes off of) … so it’s an interesting look, for sure, and it’s a common look to use when directors want to show that Person A and Person B have strong, unresolved feelings for each other. Sort of like this one:

But yeah, I think it’s as I described above. 

anonymous asked:

Can you do a scenario where jay is introducing you to amog and you(reader) and gray get him jealous?

I’m Not Jealous

Jay put his hand on your lower back and gently pushed your forward through the entrance door. You took a step inside into the AOMG office and you could see the boys gathered around the glass table. They looked up and turned their heads into your direction curiously upon hearing the noise. You smiled at them nervously and glanced at your boyfriend, signalling him to say something. Jay caught on and faked a cough, as if he was about to give a very important speech. “Let me introduce you to my girl _____.” He said and walked over to them to give them a brotherly hand shake. You followed him and sat down, as Gray offered you a seat.

“From left to right, Simon D, Ugly Duck, Elo, Loco and—”

“Gray! Right?” You cut him off mid-sentence.

Gray released a sheepish smile and nodded his head.

“I really like your music,” you said excitedly. He was one of your favorite producers and to you meeting him felt like meeting a celebrity.

“Thanks!” He smiled at you.

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New Year’s Pleasure (Jaebum)

hello @cryingwatermelon !! thank you for requesting and enjoy! ^^

“Are you sure you don’t want to watch the fireworks?” you tilted your head to the side, just inches away from touching his lips. Jaebum shrugged slightly, shutting his eyes as he shook his head, “I just want to stay here.” Both of you were cuddling, almost. He had his arm around your waist, somehow in a spooning posture. “Okay then,” you hummed, wriggling to get into a comfortable position. The television was switched on, something playing on it. You weren’t paying any attention, the screen was just moving with people talking but you couldn’t hear it. Your hearing was completely focused at Jaebum’s breathing, inhale and exhale. It was really nice of him to bring you to his dorm after his busy schedules, it was long since the both of you were this intimate.

“So dumb,” Jaebum chuckled lowly at the television and you could analyse his laughter. It was a sincere one, unlike the ones on tv. Every now and then, you tense up in his embrace because the thought of not seeing him crosses through your mind too often. It may have been his boyfriend radar or purely just because your body becomes too stiff, Jaebum used his hand and pressed you closer to him so his lips could reach your head without having to move. He then brought you closer and soon, your head was resting on his chest. “Why so tensed?” he muttered, just for the sake of asking. You grinned bitterly, trying to dismiss the negative thoughts in your head, “nothing much.”

You could hear the crowd outside, counting down the seconds then the fireworks. Silently, you too, were counting the seconds in your heart and smiled really widely when the fireworks erupted, another year with Jaebum is peacefully over. Surprisingly, Jaebum wasn’t wavered by the fireworks, just subtle grunts when he missed the jokes which the actors were saying. The longer the fireworks lasted, the louder it got. It wasn’t a bad thing to anyone, anyone except Jaebum. He circled your waist tighter, as the fireworks continued to blast. 

The last blast was the loudest…..and shocking. You jumped slightly, also feeling Jaebum flinching at the sudden noise too. “That was really loud,” you commented, putting your hand onto your heart, it was thumping so fast. “We could always be louder,” Jaebum casually brought up the topic, making you tense up again but this time, not because of the negative thoughts. “Why so  tensed?” he whispered, this time, his tone was slightly huskier and certainly he was waiting for your reaction. He brushed his lips at your ear, gently caressing it, teasing. You could feel your knees weaken even though you weren’t even standing.

“Jaebum,” you breathed weakly, feeling his arm slowly making his way to your thighs. “Yes?” he whispered back dangerously, amused by your reaction with just his gentle touch. You bit your lower lip, your heart beating twice the speed. He blew small mouths of air around your ear while his hand started slowly to caress your bare stomach. “Don’t do this,” you falsely remarked, saying it just for the sake of saying. He smiled playfully, using his nails to trail up your delicate skin. “And why not?” his fingers halted just below your bra, lightly holding onto your ribs. “Jaebum, please,” you shut your eyes, not sure whether you were nervous or just overexcited. 

“Is that a plead for me to carry on or to stop?” Jaebum spoke softly into your ear again, his actions still halted where he stopped. You could feel the warmth of where his hands were on and the flush of heat where he trailed up from. It was clear he was waiting for your answer but you were too weak to speak. “I…” you trailed off as he slide his fingers from your thighs to your skin, where it was covered by your pants but he hasn’t reached the sensitive area. “Well?” he mumbled, letting out a deep breath and you could feel the heat and rush of it. 

“C-Continue,” you finally choked out the words. Yes, this was what you wanted. He chuckled satisfyingly, damping his lips with his tongue. The sexual tension was thick and suddenly there was a click from the door. It wasn’t like how time moved slower when it happened, the both of you were kissing passionately when the boys came rushing in. “Jaebum hyung, we are-” Yugyeom exclaimed happily and halted his steps when he saw what was going on. 

“Oh my god, ew,” Jackson uttered loudly, “I know what is going on down there.” He pointed at the blanket and clearly, anyone could see where Jaebum’s hands were at. “Bring it to the room, please!” Jackson continued, throwing his hands in the air to emphasise his point. “Ugh,” Jaebum grunted, pulling your shirt down and grabbed your hand. He got up, along with you, squinting his eyes in annoyance at the boys. Soon, he shut the door and looked back at you with the same expression he had earlier.

“So, where were we?” he smirked, stretching his hands.

watching reflekta
  • (it has been literally seventeen years since the last one, forgive me)
  • photography dude: look-a at-a the-a camera-a
  • *in the distance*
  • adrien: *laughs*
  • marinette: thank u god for blessing me with this sunshine i am so thankful he is in my life god bless
  • marinette: and i'm even gonna be in a PHOTO WITH HIM??? this is too much
  • alya: you're in the same class
  • marinette: AAAAA WHAT IF WE'RE LIKE RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER OH MY GOODNESS
  • alya: god u need more help than i thought
  • juleka: at least you know you'll be in the photo
  • rose: MI BAE DON'T BE SAD OKAY YOU'RE NOT CURSED
  • marinette: lol wut
  • juleka: *explains tragic backstory about not being able to take pictures which is super relatable like tbh*
  • marinette: don't worry fam i gotchu i'mma make sure your emo ass is in this picture
  • juleka: thnks
  • photography dude: alright-a kids-a let's-a get-a in-a place-a
  • chloe: HAH LOOK AT MARINETTE BEING ALL SHORT AND STUPID HAHA HAHA SHE'S SUCH A BABY
  • marinette: i swear upon all that is holy-
  • *more children get in place for el pic pic*
  • chloe: excUSE ME I HAVE TO BE BY ADRIEN FOR REASONS
  • photography dude: fuck-a off-a
  • adrien: *casually models*
  • marinette: god DAMN
  • marinette: O WAIT WHAT ABOUT THE EMO BABE
  • photography dude: oh-a my-a goodness-a i-a almost-a forgot-a the-a emo-a child-a can-a stand-a by-a sunshine-a boy-a
  • chloe: *is a bitch and tries to fuKING CLIMB OVER JULEKA*
  • marinette: not again gdi
  • chloe: shut up marinette
  • adrien: don't talk to my girlfriend like that
  • adrien: I MEAN THIS ISN'T GYM CLASS YET SO WE DON'T HAVE TO BE CLIMBING ALL OVER EACH OTHER AHAHA
  • adrien: *whispers to himself* that was a close one agreste
  • chloe: *is a bitch again*
  • adrien: *sighs*
  • marinette: *sighs*
  • the entire universe: *sighs*
  • photography dude: oh-a no-a it-a looks-a like-a my-a camera-a has-a run-a out-a film-a brb-a
  • juleka: can i go take an angsty poop?
  • mme bustier: i don't see why not
  • chloe @sabrina: make sure she doesn't come back mwahahaha
  • *in the bathroom*
  • juleka: *taking a shit in peace*
  • sabrina: *finds an extremely conveniently placed chair just chilling in the bathroom, like??? what kind of school just casually has chairs in the bathrooms? must be a french thing*
  • sabrina: *presses the chair against the handle to the stall so juleka can't get out*
  • juleka: shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
  • juleka: literally lol
  • *back at el photo photo thing*
  • chloe: *frikin like does some weird ass shimmy jump thing to land beside adrien*
  • marinette: get tf away from my boo
  • adrien @chloe: how did u even get here you were like quite a ways away how
  • chloe: shhh shhh speak not of the past shhhh *grabs adriens face and points it towards the camera*
  • marinette: GEHT YER FELTHY HAHNS OFF MAH HESBEND
  • *photo is taken*
  • marinette: wait! we have to retake it! juleka wasn't here
  • adrien&otherclassmates: o yeah wasn't she taking a shit or something
  • chloe: UHM DOn'T WE HAVE TO GO TO LUNCH
  • phography dude: okay-a lunch-a break-a so-a i-a can-a eat-a my-a feelings-a in-a pizza-a
  • *in the bathroom*
  • rose: JULEKA BBY? MY BOO? MY HONEY BLOSSOM? MY CINNAMON APPLE? WHERE YOU A BBY?
  • rose: *sees the blocked off stall* O SHIT WADDUP
  • rose: *frees emo child*
  • juleka: *gross sobbing* *flees from the bathroom*
  • rose: did u even wash your hands...ya nasty
  • *le rose tells le marinette that le juleka was locked in le bathroom and they need to redo le picture*
  • hawkmoth: hey there angsty child boy can i relate to you ahaha i have my own inner demons
  • *swaggy cool akumaaa*
  • marinette: lol time to go steal dat camera
  • tikki: first y'all were stealing phones, now y'all be stealing cameras, da fuk be next?
  • marinette: *sneakity sneak*
  • chloe: *records marinette sneakity sneaking* hah bitch
  • chloe&sabrina: *walk into the office where marinette is*
  • marinette: shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit
  • *meanwhile reflekta be transforming people to look like her and shiz which isn't a bad look for most of them tbh, i'm looking @ u andre bourgeois*
  • hawkmoth: nICE, it won't be long now until ladybug and chat noir show up to show their face
  • hawkmoth:
  • hawkmoth:
  • hawkmoth: wait that's like the same thing fICK
  • adrien: o boi o boi time to save the day
  • *cat boy has arrived*
  • chat noir: hmm the exit is blocked
  • nino: *opens a door* OMG YOU GUYS LOOK IT'S CHAT NOIR
  • chat noir: boi u just gave away my hiding spot gdi if you weren't my only friend i'd mess u up
  • reflekta: *transforms chat noir*
  • chat noir: thIS BITCH
  • *meanwhile marinette manages to steal chloe bitchwad's phone i s2g this child need so much help she's going to prison one of these days*
  • *also a wild ladybug appears*
  • chat noir: *sees lb and reflekta fighting*
  • chat noir: i may look like lady gaga rn but i can't let my lady get hurt
  • chat noir: *tries to walk and falls down*
  • chat noir: ARE THESE FUKING HEELS
  • chat noir: i should just give up now
  • *more fighting with lb and reflekta*
  • chat noir: *saves ladybug from a close encounter and reflekta flees the fuK outta there*
  • chat noir: lol hi my lady
  • ladybug: chat noir?
  • chat noir: yeah hi lol it's me chat noir thank goodness you didn't recognize me as adrien bc that would have been awkward hah
  • ladybug: is that really you
  • chat noir: yeah can't you tell by my swagger
  • ladybug: #stop
  • chat noir: anyways we gotta deakumatize that emo child
  • ladybug: wut u gonna do, throw ur shoes at her?
  • chat noir: dOHNT SASS MEH
  • *so much teasing between the two and them being adorable aS FRICK*
  • ladybug: *grabs chat and yoyos the fuck outta there*
  • *reflekta transforming people elsewhere*
  • ladybug: *sends a message to paris for how she's gonna defeat reflekta, which reflekta conveniently sees*
  • ladybug: lol now reflekta will come here
  • chat noir: and fall right into my claws *kisses lb's hand*
  • ladybug: *DOESN'T WITHDRAW HER HAND* you mean your nails
  • chat noir: WE WERE HAVING A MOMENT AND THEN YOU HAD TO RUIN IT GDI
  • *reflekta trolls lb and shit noir*
  • chat noir: *jumps in front of ladybug to keep her from getting hit by one of reflekta's zappy zap zaps*
  • chat noir: *with a very pained expression* it's okay, i already look like shit, so i can't get worse lol
  • ladybug: *WITH THE MOST FUCKING SINCERE VOICE* thanks m8
  • *fighting fighting and deakumatization*
  • *peeps gettin changed back to their old selves including chat noir who turns back into chat noir bUT HOW GR8 WOULD IT HAVE BEEN IF HE TURNED BACK INTO ADRIEN*
  • ladybug@chatnoir: *DAAAAAAAMN LADYBUG BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE SINCERE VOICE* you were pretty frikin swaggy today
  • chat noir: and with those shoes tho
  • juleka: where? the? hell? am? i?
  • ladybug: ayo andre can u take my homegirl back to her school
  • mayor bourgeois: yeah buddy
  • ladybug: gotta blast
  • ladybug: *fUCKING WINKS AT CHAT NOIR ON HER WAY OUT*
  • chat noir: @god thank u so much for this beautiful opportunity i will never take my life for granted again i am so blessed so so blessed rn my prayers have finally been answered thank u
  • hawkmoth: WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
  • *back at the hellhol-i mean school*
  • marinette: lol i probably shouldn't have stolen this
  • tikki: thank god you've changed ur criminal ways i was preeeetty worried there ngl
  • marinette: YO PHOTOGRAPHY DUDE CAN WE REDO THE PHOTO
  • photography dude: i-a don't-a know-a we-a don't-a really-a have-a time-a for-a that-a
  • marinette: yeh but i know for a fact that adrien looks really good in the lighting in the park so
  • photography dude: shit-a you're-a right-a let's-a fucking-a go-a
  • *children at the park in their spots for el picture, geddit? spots? bc ladybug? i'm hilarious*
  • adrien: *leans in rIGHT NEXT TO MARI* lol this was a good idea how did u know i look really good in this lighting
  • marinette: *sweating* ahahaha, lucky guess?
  • (geddit? lucky? bc she's ladybug? and is lucky? i am on FIRE TODAY)
  • chloe: *in the distance watching them* psshhhh like i would even want to *sniffles* be in *tears up* that photo *a single tear rolls down her cheek*
  • *and then the class takes some beautiful photos that hurt my heart every time bc they so pure and alSO ADRIEN AND MARINETTE SITTING BY EACH OTHER ON A BENCH THIS IS TOO MUCH*

anonymous asked:

Girl I discovered you're music like a month ago and ever since then I've been hooked I was so pressed to see you in Charlotte .. I forget that we're the same age so I found a quick chill lmao. I met you but you seemed super annoyed . I didn't take it personal tho ! Other than that you're so popping and I love your music can't for your ep Monday ik it's gonna be lit ! Keep flipping your hair to these haters ;)

see I wish people could be more like you. It’s never personal. you really just don’t know what could have happened seconds before you saw my facial expression lol. I’m working on it

thank you though I really appreciate it! 2 MORE DAYS