Older daddy Ciel! X reader
Hey, I loved your Sebastian baby daddy imagine and I was wondering if I could get one for Ciel x reader but with a twist? (Also apologies for sending this through submission rather than your ask box,I just didn’t want to overload you with multiple asks,I hope you like my ask. Also I Love love love your writing ❤)
Where due to her past and having very little to do with her father as he walked out on her,she is slightly worried that Ciel will do the same to their kids despite having complete and utter trust in him(its just a small worry I have and I was curious as to how Ciel would deal with the reader in this situation. Gah~ I’m sorry if this part makes you feel uncomfortable in anyway,if so please feel free to ignore it >.
Using ‘Daisuke’ for your child’s name again because I’m too lazy to think of another one.
You had just put Daisuke to bed. A usually happy time of day was tainted by your heavy heart. Both your husband and your young son had picked up on the black cloud hanging over your head, but you had yet to tell them what was wrong.
Daisuke was only four and a royal pain in the arse. You loved him, you did, but sometimes he had more energy than both you and Ciel combined. Sometimes, even Sebastian was weary after a day of looking after him.
At the thought of Ciel, your mood dipped even further. He had been withdrawn and focused on his work a lot more than in recent weeks,and you couldn’t help but compare his behaviour to your father’s before he had left. Ciel didn’t seem the type to leave you, you knew that and wished you weren’t so anxious, but you worried that history would repeat itself. After all, those who don’t understand history are doomed to repeat it.
You left your son’s room and headed over to Ciel’s study, expecting to see him bent over some book. Instead, you found him leaning back in his chair, arms crossed and eyes fixed on the open doorway, where you know stood.
He had been intending to speak to you, you realised.
“Y/N.” That tone… Monotonous with a hint of worry. This was the Ciel you knew and loved, though his eyes were swimming with some unidentifiable emotion.
“Hi.” You smiled weakly and his eyes narrowed imperceptibly.
“What is it.” It wasn’t a question and as the door shut behind you despite the stillness of the air, you knew you had to voice your worries. He had given you no choice.
“I trust you, Ciel. You know that?”
His hands tightened on the arms of his chair and he nodded, not interrupting you.
You sighed. “You’ve been working so hard recently and I’m afraid that you’re distancing yourself so that when you leave us it won’t -”
His hands roughly seized your face - you hadn’t even noticed him approaching you - and his lips caught yours in a bruising kiss. His kiss was fire in your veins, lighting up the darkness in your heart left there by your father. You were both breathless when he pulled away, resting his forehead against yours.
“You idiot. Why didn’t you come to me sooner? You should know I could never leave you, not simply for the fact that I love you but also because, if I even considered it, Sebastian would drag me right back.” A ghostly chuckle reached your ears - Sebastian had heard Ciel, wherever he was, and found the truth amusing. “Do not listen to that voice in your head any longer. Am I understood?”
You could only nod.
He kissed you once more, pulling you from the room and through the Manor until you reached the kitchen, where Sebastian had prepared a candlelit dinner for the two of you.
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