young people are pretty but stupid

I once saw a reply to a comment about another celebrity that made me realize just how special someone like Louis Tomlinson is. A fan of this other celebrity made a comment about how the celebrity had saved their life. The reply was “Did he run into a burning building and pull you out? No? Well, he didn’t save your life, you stupid child.”

This is a pretty common argument, that saving a life must include a physical removal from harm. This is a direct result of our society’s refusal to take mental illness or emotional wellbeing seriously. Couple that with the misogyny usually lobbed at young female fans of celebrities and you get a society that will never truly understand the impact and emotional value that celebrities have on the everyday life of many people.

It takes someone very special to be able to pull you into their world and make it a place of comfort and joy. It can’t be forced, it can’t be manufactured. Every year corporations spend hundreds of millions of dollars trying to get it right. Finding someone who can make that emotional connection. They call it “it”. They search high and low for someone who has “it” without a real understanding of what “it” is or how to create “it”.

Louis has managed to connect to people in a way most people could never do. You feel his emotion in his lyrics, you feel it in his tweets (quite a feat that is) and you feel it in his interviews. He has an openness and a vulnerability that draws you in and makes you feel at home. Louis makes people want to be better people. He makes people want to conquer their insecurities. Louis makes some people determined to stay alive just so they can experience being part of his world. I can’t imagine being a person who could give people that bit of strength they need to just hold on for one more day. To be able to save a life by merely existing.

I could go into a burning building and pull someone out. So could you. So could just about anybody. The physical removal from harm requires no emotional connection in order to achieve the results. Very few people have what it takes to be the kind of person Louis Tomlinson is. I am incredibly proud of him and his persistence. I am proud to be a part of his story, and I wish him all the best the world has to offer. He deserves it.

SNK Characters as. . . SPONGEBOB QUOTES

Eren Jaeger

“Goodbye everyone, I’ll remember you all in therapy!”

Mikasa Ackerman

“Once upon a time, there was an ugly barnacle. He was so ugly that everyone died. The end.”

Armin Arlert

“Knowledge cannot replace friendship. I’d rather be an idiot than lose you.”

Jean Kirstein

“A five letter word for happiness… money.”

Marco Bodt

“Am I a pretty girl?”

Annie Leonnhardt

“Can I be excused for the rest of my life?”

Reiner Braun

“Fine, I guess you’re gonna miss the… Panty Raid.”

Bertholdt Hoover

“ANNIE’S A GIRL!?”

Ymir

“Take it easy it’s just a drawing.”

Krista Lenz/Historia Reiss

“Ymir, go away! Can’t you see I’m trying to forget you?”

Sasha Blouse

CHOCOLATE

Connie Springer

“East? I thought you said wheast.”

Erwin Smith

“Remember, licking doorknobs is illegal on other planets.”

Levi Ackerman

“Hey pal. You just blow in from stupid town?”

Hanji Zoe

“Look at all the hip, young people eating sal…ads.”

Mike Zacharias

“Do you smell it? That smell. A kind of smelly smell. The smelly smell that smells… Smelly.”


((At work need shit to do))

Adjectives
  • 顽固 (wángù)-stubborn
  • 用功 (yònggōng)-diligent;studious
  • 胖 (pàng)-fat
  • 漂亮 (piàoliang)-pretty
  • 聪明 (cōngming)-smart
  • 笨 (bèn)-stupid
  • 帅 (shuài)-handsome
  • 矮 (ǎi)-short
  • 高 (gāo)-tall
  • 懒 (lǎn)-lazy
  • 丑 (chǒu)-ugly
  • 开通 (kāitong)-open minded; liberal
  • 大 (dà)-big
  • 小 (xiǎo)-small; young
  • 老 (lǎo)-old(used w/ people)
  • 新 (xīn)-new
  • 旧 (jiù)-old(used w/ objects)
A Winter’s Night

Originally posted by i-hope-that-you-burrn

a/n: this fic is a soulmate AU; inspired by @justfandomwritings return to tumblr and the soulmate AU she wrote a week ago (and our undying love for soulmate AUs). This is my first Hamilton Imagine (imagine in general) and I’d reeeaaaallly love some feedback. without further a do…
Soulmate AU where everyone (with some exceptions) is given a compass when they are born;every compass comes with it’s own pair and when the soulmates are close to/have found each other the needle on the compass spins out of control. Written in second person, starts in third person then shifts to second person. (I mark where the shift is)… No warnings. 


Y/n did not want to go to the ball. She wanted to stay in her room and read her books and write until the candle burnt out. It’s not that she didn’t like balls. They were actually quite pleasant, she would have just rather have been in the warmth and comfort of her home, instead of introducing herself to strangers and making polite but meaningless small talk with them and dancing all night with possible suitors, who would possibly step on her feet and brush it off as if she had no feelings. She did not want to have her stay suffocate her and and cause her to almost faint if she was to be spun one too many times. This, however, was her father’s way to climb up the social ladder, so she had to suck it up (and suck it in) and smile and accept dances from all of her possible suitors. Nevertheless, y/n picked up her skirts and followed her parents into their carriage. 

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My Opinion On Mikey's Smash or Pass video

I just watched it and wtf literally What. The. Fuck.

First of all I’ve heard of this trend but I’ve never seen a vid about it and I saw that everyone started talking about it so I said “what the hell? Let’s watch it, it can’t be that bad,right?”

Boy I was wrong.

But before I tell you guys my opinion I want to clarify that I have no intention to hate on Mikey or anyone of the Buttercream Boys, I support them, yes, but I need to get this out of my chest.

For starters I couldn’t even finish the video, I just couldn’t see three grown up men classifying women that way, I get the point that everyone have different tastes and all but you’re literally saying if you would fuck or not a girl based on her looks? It’s okay if you do it privately with all your mates but doing that on a video that you know young girls can see it?

This kind of stupid trends are one of the reasons why most girls are insecure, why I WAS insecure, through the course of history, us girls, have been TAUGHT to be submissive and be gorgeous and be at our husband’s disposal. We were LITERALLY taught that our only purpose in life was having kids and clean the house.

This kind of trends are male chauvinist, and worst of all is that people think is a joke. But IT ISN’T

They’re TONS of young girls who have committed SUICIDE because their self esteem was on the ground, why? Because they weren’t pretty enough, they weren’t skinny enough, simply because they couldn’t reach the impossible standards of this rotten society.

Instead of doing this stupid trends that subconsciously encourage male chauvinist we should teach young girls to LOVE themselves, to SUPPORT themselves.

Because this doesn’t just affect female’s self esteem, this has also made us attack ourselves, we bully the “fat chick” or “the weirdo” we have been denigrating ourselves because of the smallest stuff; instead of supporting ourselves because we know how hard it is to be a woman we DESPITE ourselves.

One of the things that shocked me the most about Mikey doing this video was Jack’s obvious uncomfortableness through the whole thing, because while in other vids he used to make some witty comments or funny faces he was serious through this whole video.

I mean seriously Mikey, Jack’s you’re best friend, you should have noticed it. He was literally counting down the seconds for that video to end.

To end this up I’m just gonna say this

“Mikey you’re fucking 24 years old, and you’re doing THIS kind of things? You’re so much more creative than this, hell, there’s TONS of challenges or tags out there and out ALL of them, you picked THAT one?”

anonymous asked:

It's honestly so unbelievably frustrating when people keep insisting to use the fact that snape was a death eater as a 'gotcha' for how he's a terrible human being, because snape changed, he showed regret, he tried to fix his mistakes, and those people refuse to see that. How awful to be so unwilling to forgive, to insist that one action is enough to condemn someone forever. And it's so damaging to see that, because they're telling us that no one should forgive us for our mistakes.

it’s definitely a symptom of tumblr culture to look at his character like that tbh. in tumblr morality, the moment someone does ONE problematic thing (regardless of the “level” of problematic) they’re immediately and forever a Bad Person EVEN if they apologize for the problematic thing or if it happened years ago when they were younger and didnt know better and theyve done way better stuff since, and so on. it doesn’t matter bc all tumblr culture judges people on is if they’ve DONE a problematic thing, not the circumstances around it, the time it happened, the level of remorse the person feels for having done it, the badness of the problematic thing, and so on. 

so yeah, for tumblr the fact that snape joined the death eaters trumps the fact that he left, that spent nearly half of his life actively working against them, that he was instrumental to their demise, that he shows clear signs of no longer believing in their ideology. none of them matters bc he did the problematic thing. it’s the same with the mudblood incident - bc he said it to lily, it doesnt matter that he apologized for it, that he clearly regrets it, that he hates the use of it afterward, that he was under pretty heavy emotional stress at the moment when he lashed out, and so on. 

when it comes to call-out culture, nuance means nothing. complexity doesn’t exist. forgiveness is a foreign concept. all that matters is: this person/character did something Bad and therefore we must hate them and if you like them then you’re clearly a terrible person or ignoring the Bad thing they did. 

the fact of the matter is that yeah, snape joined the death eaters. he was young, he was stupid, and rowling makes it very clear to us that many of the young people who joined the de have little to no idea of what it actually entails. he makes a pretty huge mistake that ruins the rest of his life. and when he gets out, he doesn’t run away or hide or try and cover up his mistakes… he joins the order. he protects harry, he follows dumbledore, and he spends twenty years undermining the death eaters and helping to defeat voldemort. he changes. he’s a very different man when the series starts than he is when he was 20, and an even more different man when he dies. so it’s beyond frustrating to have people freeze him when he’s 15, when he’s 20, and refuse to see the adult the became - who is still flawed, no doubt, but who doesn’t hold the same beliefs and doesn’t follow the same regime. 

but anyone who’s stuck in call-out culture is never going to be able to accept that and it’s sickening and frustrating and it makes it really hard to discuss snape with them.

You Make Me Smile

Maggie was having a pretty rough day. The teenager she had been helping get through the flawed, racist system had gone to prison for a stupid amount of time. She knew for a fact that if the boy had been white, the system would have given in a slap on the wrist and kept it moving.

She hated watching young people of color receive the short end of the stick simply because of their race, ethnicity, or sexuality.

All she wanted was to go home and have a nice, cold beer and not think about it.

She pushed the key into the lock of Alex’s door and went to open it, but paused when she heard music played on the other side of the door. She could have sworn she heard Alex singing along with the upbeat rhythm that Maggie recognized as These Words by Natasha Bedingfield.

Maggie quietly opened the door and her heart swooned at the sight.

Alex was standing in her living room in Ninja Turtle pajama pants and a tank top folding laundry while loudly singing along to the lyrics. She caught sight of Maggie as soon as she walked in and her smile got wider, but she didn’t stop singing.

These words are my own. From my heart flow. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you! There’s no other way to better say, I love you, I love you…” she sang loudly, extending her arms towards Maggie and scrunching her eyes with the emotion of the song.

Maggie could feel her heart doing somersaults in her chest, but she rolled her eyes and laughed to cover it up.

“You’re such a nerd, Danvers.” Maggie stated, walking to press a kiss to Alex’s waiting lips.

“What? Can’t a girl say I love you?”

Maggie couldn’t help the smile that widened on her face. “I love you, too.”

-

Maggie knew Alex loved corny jokes.

Like loved corny jokes.

Maggie could remember the first time she’d ever told Alex a pun “Hey, Danvers, what do otters drive?” “No clue” “Ottermobiles” and Alex nearly threw up from laughing so hard.

And so Maggie took to learning every single corny joke there was.

“Danvers, how many tickles take to make an octopus laugh?”

“…eight? I have no idea.” A light chuckle.

“Nope.” Maggie let a dopey smile cross her face. “Ten tickles.”

Alex snorted loudly in the middle of the DEO at that one. And it earned Maggie a small kiss which was always a great payment.

Alex’s favorite had happened after they’d worn each other out in bed one night. Alex was falling asleep quickly due to Maggie lightly rubbing her back. “Who was the roundest knight at the table?”

Alex’s head lifted up to seek out Maggie’s face. “What?”

“The roundest knight at the table, Danvers, who was it?”

“Uh…humpty dumpty?”

“Noooo.” Maggie laughed. “Cir-cumference!”

Alex’s eyes lit up at the math joke (nerd) and she laughed pretty loudly. It made Maggie’s heart swell.

And so she told Alex a joke every chance she could get. She loved hearing the bursts of laughter from Alex’s mouth and it prided her to know that she was the cause of it.

“What do you call a crocodile in a vest and a knack for research?” Maggie asked one day as Alex jotted down notes in her lab about whatever she was seeing through the microscope. Maggie would’ve been bored out of her mind if it hadn’t been for Alex in that white lab coat and those damn glasses. Instead her mind was in a frenzy and her body was on fire.

Puns helped to calm it down.

“Hmm?” Alex threw a quick glance at Maggie before returning to her notes.

“An investigator.” Maggie grinned largely waiting for Alex’s laugh.

Except it never came.

“Ehhh. That’s not funny because crocodiles and alligators are actually very different. Crocodiles live in more saltwater areas while alligators prefer freshwater. Also, Alligators have wider, U-shaped snouts while crocodiles are shaped like a V. So, I can’t laugh at your joke because it’s scientifically incorrect.” Alex stated very seriously.

Maggie was at loss for words. “…Are…are you kidding?”

“No.” Alex stressed with wide eyes. “Science is never a joke, Mags.”

Maggie watched her a moment before realizing that her girlfriend was actually dead serious. A laugh bubbled up and out of her mouth before she had a chance to stop it. “Woooow. You’re a bigger nerd than I thought, Danvers.”

“Whatever.” Alex chuckled, turning back to her notes.

-

Alex knew that she couldn’t dance. Like at all. But Maggie loved with Alex danced because it never failed to amuse her.

And so Alex danced all the time.

She does a little dance in the morning while Maggie watches her get ready for work from the bed they’d both slept in. She shimmies into her pants with while humming an upbeat tune and doing little extra jazz hands and things complete with facial expressions. The whole 9.

Maggie loved the mornings now.

She does a little spin move and sings dramatically into the shower head on the mornings Maggie joins her in the shower.

Maggie gives her a loud laugh and wet shower kisses for that.

Alex shakes her butt a little as she’s putting in the dvd for the night and Maggie watches on with her lip between her teeth and a smile on her face.

She only breaks out into laughter when Alex places her hands on her knees and really gets into it in a really dorky way.

And so Maggie always urges Alex to put in the dvd.

When she brings Maggie’s lunch to the precinct because Maggie has abused her paperwork for a day too long and her captain is on her ass about it, Alex places the take-out container on Maggie’s desk before doing a quick Michael Jackson spin and finishing off the move with finger guns.

Maggie nearly tips her for being the best delivery service in town. She kisses her in thanks instead.

To get Maggie to stop crying after she has to watch the man who murdered an innocent alien refugee walk free and couldn’t do anything about it, Alex does the silliest shoulder shimmy while making a goofy face and singing a Britney Spears song in an over-exaggerated nasally tone.

Maggie watches her dork of a girlfriend through watery eyes and she tells herself that she’s not gonna crack, but her girlfriend is persistent and she finds herself giggling at Alex’s actions.

“God, I love you so much.” Maggie whispered, tears still falling, but her sadness was eased a little.

“I love you more.” Alex smiles and leaning forward to capture Maggie’s lips.

Maggie’s favorite, though, is the dance that Alex does when she wins any kind of game.

During game night, Alex wins the game of Scrabble that had been going on for most of the night. She beats Winn by 4 points and she was up on her feet in the blink of an eye.

“Ha! I win! Suck it, Schott!” Alex cheers, thrusting her hands into the air and gently rotating her hips.

Maggie can’t help but laugh at her.

Fuck, she loved that woman.

-

Maggie loved to cook.

Growing up in a large family, Maggie had been forced to learn to cook from a young age.

And now, having to feed both of the Danvers, her cooking skills were coming into use.

And so she made a deal with Kara and Alex that if they picked up the groceries she needed, she would make dinner every night.

Needless to say, Maggie found herself spending quite a lot of time in front of her stove, Alex’s stove, and Kara’s stove.

She didn’t mind though. Most of the time she had some eager helping hands. Kara came in handy when she needed things chopped quickly and Alex was useful for measuring the proper amounts of ingredients.

They all made one solid team.

She also didn’t mind the silly things that went along with cooking dinner for her newly formed family. (It felt so amazing to even be a part of a family again.)

Most of the time there was some kind of music playing.

Kara preferred that they play Disney songs when they were at her place and Maggie spent her time watching the sisters break into slightly off key renditions of their favorite duets. (It came as a shock that Alex was usually the soprano and could hit most of the notes with ease.)

When they were at Alex’s place, Maggie found herself listening to anything from show tunes, It Takes Two from Hairspray and Maria from Westside Story were Alex’s two faves, to old school P!nk. Of course, she had her alternative rock bands thrown in there too.

Who would Alex be if she couldn’t tell Maggie to pour some sugar on her? (Cue silly dance)

Maggie, on the other hand, was more into old r&b love songs. Usher, Boys II Men, Shai, Alicia Keys, and Destiny’s Child filled the playlist. Maggie often times found herself singing the songs to Alex and finally understanding what the singers were talking about when they sang about love.

(Kara cooed each and every time Maggie sang along to the songs and Alex’s face turned into that dopey smile that told the world that she was in love.)

Sometimes, when Kara was otherwise occupied by being the DJ or checking her Snapchat, Alex moved to stand behind Maggie before she wrapped her arms around Maggie’s waist and whispered sweet things into her ear. This never failed to make Maggie melt back into Alex’s body and let her eyes fall closed at the feeling of being so close to the woman she loved.

Alex, though, would ruin the moment seconds later when she blows a loud raspberry on Maggie’s neck making Maggie shriek and push a laughing Alex away from her.

Fucking loveable brat.

And so cooking was always an adventure with the Danvers plus one Sawyer.

Laughs filled the kitchen along with the enticing aromas of whatever Maggie was cooking that night.

-

Humor had been a constant in their relationship.

It was the only way that they could cope with the constant threat of one of them dying in their unbelievably dangerous jobs.

And so they kept each other laughing any chance they got.

And proposals were no different.

Alex dropped to one knee one night after Maggie had gotten out of the shower to find the room filled with candles and rose pedals all over Alex’s huge bed. The ring she held out to Maggie had to be one of the most beautiful rings that Maggie had ever seen.

To say Maggie was shocked was an understatement.

“Maggie Sawyer, there are a million things I could say right now. I could go on and on about how much I love you or how much I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but I hope you already know that because I do my best to tell you and show you every day.”

“I do. I know.” Maggie let out a watery chuckle.

“Hey, no ‘I do’s’ yet!”

Another chuckle.

“But I’m glad you know. What you don’t know is that I want to spend the rest of my life making that beautiful smile cross your face every day. I want to dance and sing in the shower with you every morning. I want to sing show tunes and Disney Princess songs with you. I want to take a Slow Ride with you and Cater to You like Destiny’s Children sing about. I wanna be your favorite delivery woman and your personal raspberry blower. I want all of it with you and only you, Mags.”

God, Maggie was a sobbing mess at this point.

“So, will you please let me put a ring on it? Marry me?”

Maggie couldn’t stop the laugh that bubbled out of her throat. “Yes, baby, you can put a ring on it.”

Alex placed the beautiful ring on Maggie’s left ring finger before standing to thrust her hands in the air. “Yes! Take that, Yonce!” Cue silly dance move.  

Oh, how Maggie loved this dork.

  • Okay, so I was going back through all my humanformer stuff, and I realized I hadn't quite used that much stuff to describe what they look like. So here is a proper list
  • Rodimus: Gangly. Has a birthmark on his face that he claims is shaped like flames, but everyone else sees just a blob. He's Puerto Rican/Korean, with naturally brown hair that he dyes outrageous colors. His hair is never neat, it sticks up and a comb does nothing to tame it. Nor does hairspray or Drifts attempts to flatten it down. His chin is very pointy, and he does have asthma. Hazel eyes. Wears ugly ass bright orange Adidas jumpers. Looks hella good in skinny jeans. Pretty sure he only owns one pair of shoes, orange converse, becasue its the only pair of shoes he ever wears.
  • Drift: Used to be concerningly skinny, but put the weight back on in muscle when he was taken in by Megatron. When he moved into the Lost Light apartment building, however, he lost that weight, and the only person who noticed was Ratchet, who then made sure he was eating properly. Now he's rocking thunder thighs and a killer ass. He's Hispanic, and started dying his hair white, with one stripe of red (Which, unknown to everyone else, is in memory of Wing) in it. His natural hair colour is black. He's got the prettiest chocolate brown eyes you will ever look into. He grew his hair out pretty long, and wears in in either a messy bun or a ponytail. For some reason, his hands are always cold. Wears a lot of baggy pants and Nike singlets.
  • Ratchet: Black. Sort of chubby, wears a lot of orange and red. Has really nice hands. Surprisingly soft too. Thick af. Grows a beard on and off, tried a mustache once and Drift laughed himself silly. Large nose, and when he does smile (instead of scowling or frowning), it's the warmest fucking thing you will ever see in your life. Also has hella dimples. Dark brown eyes. Will pierce through your soul. Gap teeth. Doesn't give a shit about fashion, in the winter he wears what's warmest and in the summer he wears what's coolest.
  • Soundwave: Indian. Hardly ever speaks so you won't ever see those pearly whites. Has a long scar across his throat. Has large, dark blue glasses. Neatly styled hair that never gets messed up. It's always neat and perfect. Even the wind won't move that motherfucking hair. Quite tall and lean, has legs that go for miles. His twins did not inherit his height. Very, very dark brown eyes.
  • Chromedome: Muslim, with a fucking awesome set of hair. It sticks up naturally and it looks good, Rewind is forever jealous. Wears glasses, and has very thin lips and hella good looking jaw line. Super tall, super skinny, except he slouches a lot. He's sort of shaped like a dorito. Broadish shoulders and a body that slowly slims until you get to his twig legs.
  • Wears yellow Nike shoes a lot. Very long, spindly and skinny fingers. Needs to cut his nails. Goldenish eyes. Wears white jeans and actually looks good in them.
  • Sideswipe: People keep asking him 'what he is'. Stop. It's rude, and he'll kick you out no fucking problem. His mother was Japanese, and his father was black/Latino. (They both, unfortunately, died when he and Sunstreaker were young)Black fuzzy curly hair, and killer green eyes. He and Sunstreaker have very dainty hands. Average height, muscled. They both have really deep, cute dimples, and a killer jawline. The twins both have pretty long hair, and they both have a fair amount of scars. Mostly because of some bad choices (also from Sideswipe doing too much stupid shit for the vine) that neither of them are proud of, but they moved on from Megatron, and made their success. Has a nose piercing, and his ears pierced. Always wearing a red cap.
  • Sunstreaker: See Sideswipe XD They are identical twins, who some newer people still think are the same person.
  • Megatron: Polynesian. Fluffy hair, sprinkles of cute moles, and lots of scars. He has one through his eyebrow, a particularly nasty one on his cheek, and others on parts of his body that he can hide with clothes. Very, very tall. Broad, muscled and toned as fuck. Huge hands that will punch you so fucking hard, and then turn a page to a book with the utmost gentleness. Thick lips, mesmerizing. Sort of pointy chin, and a crooked nose from getting it broken so many times.
  • Grey eyes. Has lots of tattoos on his back. Owns many pairs of the same shirt and jeans that he wears every day. Black shoes, jeans, and a tight a grey, long-sleeved shirt. Wears a long black overcoat if it's cold.
my experience with ollie / iuriis

So the only reason I came back on here is so I can put in my two cents. After speaking to someone who finally doesn’t call me a liar, I have finally felt encouraged to step out about this and give people yet another warning. There is countless of callout posts out there regarding this guy and all of them are usually in the same fashion, but this might be going a little different. Specifically, because I have known him in real life and providing evidence of everything I claim now will be extremely difficult. Because it is easy to take a screenshot or to fake some conversation via text. But this is all in real life.

Now because I am still not over some things he did, I really can not afford to go into detail with my descriptions of certain things, lest it cause me discomfort.

When I met Ollie, I honestly didn’t think there was someone nicer than him and I sometimes feel guilt even now for what’s happened. Basically, I was 14 when I met him, and thus I was very naive and impressionable, as most children my age are. I didn’t go to the same school as him but we lived in the same country and town and so we saw each other. No one really ever told me oh stay away from him, he’s bad news, because so many people like him even today and not just in real life but online. But anyways, I became very close friends with him and he treated me the way I wanted to be treated.

Fast forward a month later we are dating. And I didn’t think it could get better than this until another month later when he started to ignore me every day. When I tried to talk to him he would get angry or just look annoyed, and when I try to make things better it gets worse. He also thought it was pretty disrespectful that I would talk to some people he didn’t like, so to make an excuse, I guess he tried to seem like he would start communicating with me normally if I threw my friends out of my life. Which stupid young me did do and it only got better a teeny tiny bit. I really regretted making that choice, but when you love someone so blindly there’s little you can do. Some of these people don’t talk to me anymore, some do and are a good support to me. But this is literally not the worst of it.

As this progressed, he honestly didn’t get any better, he went back to ignoring me and I went back to being depressed. No doubt, of course, my depression annoyed him. What happened next was that he encouraged me to start cutting, saying it would help me, and if any of you wonder why he and his fans have self harm images that they have sent to people, there is your answer. And you know, he genuinely didn’t care about it. All he cared about was what leads me to my next point.

Does it ever cross your people’s minds why he is so good at and why he role plays so much abuse and rape? No? Well hey sit down. What should be known is that to this day I am being told it was dub-con and some people claim it to be non-con and in my mind I still have a part of me that feels like it is my fault. Because I was dumb enough to be tricked into God knows how many things. If he has ever bragged to you about having sex, this is exactly why. Because he doesn’t care what you think or want, if he wants to have sex with you he will. I said no to him once and he told me I was boring, then went on to tell me other hurtful things just to get under my skin and fool me into consenting. And yeah you’re thinking, well… He’s only 17, how can he do that? I think you underestimate how many people are younger and do the same.

This man has a girlfriend. Two? And I am left here stressing whether the same will happen to her as it did to me. I can not go on this fucking website and have a normal life again without seeing him on my dashboard, because so many people are dense enough to be given evidence and still think: yes, I want to be friends with him.

Please, for the love of God, don’t let yourself get hurt.

[Why I Love] - Chpt. 9

Negan x Addison 

[Summary: Addison is adjusting to life in the sanctuary but refuses to see Negan until he shows up in her room late one night] 

A/N: If you guys ever have any suggestions don’t hesitate to let me know! I could always use inspiration. xxx

Chapter 8 || Masterlist 

Originally posted by londoncapsule

Catherine watched Annie aggressively beat the raw dough with her hands. She knew kneading relieved stress, but Annie was using it as her punching bag. “What’s with you?” 

“Nothing” She grumbled. 

“Come on, talk to me to me. You’ve been in a foul mood all day” 

Annie slammed the dough onto the table, placing her floured hands on her hips. “Something happened last night” She said. Annie considered Catherine her best, if not her only friend at the sanctuary. She knew that most of the other women couldn’t stand her, but Catherine always had her back. 

“What happened?” 

What started off as an incredibly satisfying punishment by Negan, turned into a night Annie wanted to forget. “So you know how Negan came to my room last night?” 

Catherine rolled her eyes, “I think we all heard you two, but yes continue…” 

“He called me by someone else’s name” Annie replied, folding her arms over her chest . Everyone knew she was Negan’s favorite, and Annie was stupid enough to allow herself to fall for this man. She enjoyed fucking Negan, especially on the nights where the two of them would lay naked together afterwards and just talk for hours. 

“Whose name?” Catherine asked, placing her arm over her friend’s shoulder to comfort her. 

Annie turned to her, “He called me Addison”, she could taste the bitterness in her mouth. “He actually said that bitch’s fucking name while he was inside me” 

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10 Reasons Why LORD JOHN GREY Is Amazing

You can tell at the first sentences Lord John Grey says in Dragonfly in Amber that he is gonna be good. Stubborn, stupidly brave, proud and smartmouthed, but also selfless, compassionate and honest. He then completely lives up to expectations! When he returns in Voyager, he is no longer a 16 years old and 10 years has passed, but he he still a complicated and compelling character. So here is why I find Lord John Grey amazing and why I want to help build his fandom:

1. He is funny, in a witty and sarcastic way. 

2. He loves books and he is a total nerd in denial. (the “get excited about pirates and unexplained mystery”  kind of nerd)

3. Yet, as user @electricalice once said, he is a total Scully, “ disbelievingly sassing his way through nonsensical mysteries in the europe of 18th century.”

4. He is adventurous and curious. (don’t expect him to wear good breeches without them getting ripped and covered in mud by the end of the day)

5. Tragic things happens to him  (deaths of loved one, rape, mortal wounds, I think he had depression twice) and he doesn’t let that define him and he is so brave and honest about it. 

6. He praises himself for his logical mind (he is highly logical and smart), yet he is also very Romantic, emotional and sensual  (”get over youself Grey, before you start to wax poetic” ) 

7. You want him as a friend; he is incredibly loyal and will do everything for his friends (well, he will do everything to help everyone, tbh, like even ennemies, exes, strangers, pretty boy on the street, he can’t help it, he is this nice,)

8. He has a very strong moral compass. And a sense of honour that makes him do stupid things.

9. Also, he is respectful of people. In a non-macho “I won’t patronize kids nor women, or men in women clothes, or prostitutes” kind of way. He is also very very Gay

10. He is beautiful. Like Hugo’s description of Enjolras meets Wilde’s description of Dorian beautiful or something…(so the classic young looking, thick golden locks, blue eyes, long eyelashes, full mouth, good teeth, lean, good bone structure, pretty)

PLEASE! I BEG YOU! I FEEL ALONE IN LJG FANDOM. GO FIND HIS BOOK SERIES (both Outlander and his own spin-off “Lord John Grey”) AND LET’S BUILD THIS CINNAMON ROLL A FANDOM

i can’t believe ??? i actually lasted this long ??? i’ve tried running this blog so many times in the past, and every time i end up chickening out because i worry that i’m not good enough, or that nobody wants to interact with a character that so few people actually KNOW about. can you BELIEVE i established this blog (on a different account) almost FIVE years ago ????  i was ridiculously shy, and this year i was finally able to break out of that and talk to people, and HOO BOY am i glad i did. i’ve met so many amazing people on here, and made so many new friends. 

while i know for a fact i can credit some of this to my beloved deltas and how much they’ve helped me grow this past year, there are many people here who also helped me and my blog grow into who it is/i am today. so thank you, so so SO much. i love you guys so much and i hope we continue to talk/interact in the future💙💙💙 i have a shit memory, so i might’ve forgotten some people, but know that i love you to pieces still !!!

this got so much longer than it was supposed to be i’m so sorry omf

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anonymous asked:

hey Andi I'm curious to know if you know anything about the new CN short, Villainous? and if you do, do you have any thoughts about it? oh, but if you don't know anything about it, it's got a super cute smiley boy with BIG SHARP TEETH, and he's got a fun, showcase kind of personality. i'm not one for analyzing plots and stuff so i don't kno what to tell u how it is story-wise, but the show has great characters like the one mentioned above. i hope u have a good one!!

Let me be honest: I am SUPER FREAKIN HEARTWARMED by the fact that you thought of telling me about this cartoon because that means you know my tastes 100000% and I am beyond touched by that!

And, to summarize my feelings on it: I like it! Makes me feel 14 again. Just reminds me about how much I LOOOOVE concepts centered around villains, morally-bankrupt main protagonists, mean humor, crazy teeth, I love all that jazz!

Though I will be honest, it is almost laughable how incredibly Tumblr DeviantArt Bait™ it is and yeah, it’s obvious this thing is gonna blow up and already has a la Undertale, but like I’m cool with it so long as people aren’t disrespectful nor overly-defensive of it (which lots of people already are, can you believe it????)

Basically: I really like it! Even when it’s stupid and try-hard (and I HAAAAAAAATE that Funimation Scene Girl and Bootleg Boskov), I like it!
BUT, for the love of SWEET PANCREAS, know that not everybody has to like it and don’t take criticisms / jokes / negative reviews at heart. 

Also: just the same, as overdone and edgy and baity and scene this show is… come on, guys. Some young kids really like this stuff. And it can inspire them to keep drawing and making more wild jazz that can develop their skills into something pretty epic. 

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The Signs as Harry Potter Marauders Era Characters pt.2 (Earth)

Taurus - Molly Prewett

Molly is the third child of the Prewett family. She has two older brothers who she loves unconditionally. Molly learned early on to love life, to protect her family, and to take care of those she loves. Her mother taught her about taking care of the home and to enjoy gardening. Molly is known as the motherly type and she is not afraid to show her true feelings and emotions. She is funny and energetic, but can easily get angry over acts of stupidity. Arthur Weasley was her first and last love. They met each other in Hogwarts where they were pretty much inseparable.  

 Virgo - Lucius Malfoy

Lucius was born into a very old, wealthy and gentry wizarding family and was taught from a very young age that his heritage is special. He is very intelligent and seems to be a born businessman. Lucius has a smooth and charming manner that enables him to read peoples and he usually gets what he wants. He is calculating, intuitive and strong. Lucius seems to be very cold, but his greatest strength is probably his ability to love. Unlike most of his Slytherin friends he puts his family first. Lucius seems to be assured of his own superiority over the rabble surrounding him, but has a warm and caring heart which he hides from nearly everybody.

Capricorn - Arthur Weasley

Arthur’s mother (nee Black) was disowned for marrying a “blood traitor” but nevertheless she kept her ideals and raised Arthur to be a tolerant and open hearted person. He is strong, caring and hard-working at the same time. His favorite subject is Muggle studies. He is curious about any and everything, especially certain Muggle junk. Harmony and love is most important to him and when he found this traits in Molly he quickly realized that she is “the one”. His main strength is his affable, calm demeanor and also his compassion. Arthur feels that everyone should be given a chance which again shows his fierce tolerance and big heart.  

Antis in voltron fandom is wild

I’m not in the fandom but everyone that hasn’t seen voltron know the fandom is toxic like steven universe fandom 2.0 maybe even worse.  I never seen anything good from the fandom main thing I see has the biggest controversy is the charcaters ages.  So far the charcater don’t have a confirmed age rather just a gauging of it 16/17-20. Even creators and  writers dont seem to have actual canon ages for them i dont think. But the creators are find with how people ship or headcanon them. I’m pretty sure the creators support most if not all ships in voltron. But of course antis start throwing buzzwords at them and just being annyoing screaming at them HOW OLD ARE THEY SAY IT AGAIN. Like calm your ass down its a cartoon in space where 5 people form a giant robot. 

But here’s how wild they are and stupid ( most are young so may they can grow out of it) You got antis telling people to kill theirselves cause they think shiro and keith could be a cute couple. Other antis glossing over the fact someone just said this person needs to die but nah comment on how the ship is bad -_-. It not shocking knowing antis think bullying, suicide baiting, send gore, irl chid porn is okay but nah a ship of of 2 people with an age gap is worse thing.  Antis dont care about surviors they care about theirselves and fictional charcaters to the point they are more important than a human life. I mean they sent child porn this is coming from a group that hates pedophilles and wants to PROTECT THE CHILDREN uwu. Or Shiro is 25 and keith is 17 he’s keith father???. Antis say they care for survivors but they mean survivors that agree with them not the ones telling them to stop cause antis remind other survivors of their abusers. Cope in private, find another way to cope, what part of nobody is the same you dont understand. Antis have such a black and white mindset its scary and if your part of FICTION IS REALITY get help! Antis honest to god think these characters belong to them and should be written this way or else. Also antis stop getting mad at what strangers do with fiction, they didnt hurt you, YOUR ABUSER did. 

Im sorry at all the shippers and fans that just want to have fun and gasp* do what fandoms are suppose to be fun making content of the charcaters you love. But sadly its hard to do that without an anti stalking the tags and blogs. Sorry  show i heard that is pretty good its get tanked by toxic people 

beardeddeanromanseth  asked:

You don't like Renee?

I used to actually adore her and thought her and Dean were super cute. She was pretty over on her own and a working woman. First major successful non-wrestler girl in WWE. A good match for someone like Dean. But then she over exposed herself and I found her extremely annoying. I like people who keep things private and classy. Renee didn’t need Dean or stupid reality TV/social Media to become relevant/famous. But unfortunately she nowadays relies on both of those things too much and it disappoints me. I won’t say I hate her or don’t like her. I am rather disappointed in her as a fan which are totally my personal feelings. As a fan I also wish Dean’s private life remains private but she’s constantly exposing it. Dean might be okay with it but it makes me uncomfortable. Just watch her likes on twitter. She’s getting more and more cringe worthy.

Again, nothing against anyone who loves her or likes her. I used to too. Its my personal opinion.

Trashy shoplifter in the store was in the lineup and making stupid comments about me.

So, let’s start out. I am at the store and am pretty young. There’s two trashy as f*ck looking white guys , smelly and wearing sleeveless shirts with tattoos all over them in their 40s and I saw them stealing gum from the side racks.  Whatever. I let that go.

I get a call from a friend about his PC, it’s overheating. We knew this would happen because we were doing a little experiment with his crappy old PC. Anyways, the whole call, I keep my voice to a low so that people around aren’t disturbed, and I used all sorts of technical language which I assume non-tech people don’t know. The call is between myself and my friend right? No it turns out.

The first trashy dude starts sh*ttalking me. He goes to his buddy loudly: “F*cking smartass on the phone”…

So I let that go too.

Then as I go on talking about reducing fan speeds etc, he goes in a mocking tone: “Yeah man reduce that fan speed b*tch haahaha” and it just kept on going for 3 minutes.

I finish my call and they try to chat me up, asking me who I was talking too, I said a friend. He said “You think you lookin good talkin like that bud?”

and then I saw the loss prevention dude walking by. That’s my old neighbor and we knew each other well.

I blurted out: “You think you look all that stealing gum buddy?” Their f*cking faces turned red.

Sure enough, the loss prevention guy comes, he talks to us and they almost tried flinging a punch to me. Idiots, because as he was trying that, the pack of gum and some small bits fell out of his pocket with the price tag of the store still attached. The loss prevention guy takes him on the side, they do a lot of talking, and for my inner dramaqueen, I sat on the table right there for a restaurant, while they discussed all that.

In the end, both of those a**holes got arrested and turns out they had some people’s IDs and bank cards on them too. It was a lot of them. The RCMP took those asses away and I stared them down as I walked back to my car.

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One trained for a career in a sport that’s probly more accepted as a legit sport in her era, all at a young age. Then she has the responsibility of a fanbase of millions to give them a good example. Then she gets drafted into the military.

The other pretty much raised herself. Probly had no use of ideals about decency or civility taught by a guardian, considering she got by in the criminal underworld. Likes to troll people when her hacking puts her in control.

I’m calling it now Sombra acts more petty and childish than D.Va.

you know by now i am pretty used to hearing devastating news about bombings, attacks etc, which is a fact that is already extremely saddening all by itself 

but what really fucks me up with the whole manchester bombing is that this stupid m*********er deliberately chose an arena full of children, young adults and their parents, who were there to have the night of their life and not to get traumatized, injured or even killed!!!! 

i am not trying to say that this attack is worse than others that have already occurred, but as someone who LOVES to go to concert it is really freaking scary to witness something like this happening. because in that space you are supposed to be able to feel safe and enjoy the concert!!! you shouldn’t have to fear for your life!!! 

my heart goes out to all those affected. 

anonymous asked:

So how bad does it have to be to be considered self-harm? I'm twelve so my parents would notice if I took a sharp knife or something, so I can only use the scissors in my room. I press as hard as I can but it doesn't draw blood, even though I want it to. Just wondering because I feel stupid for pretty much scratching the surface of my skin compared to what other people do. Btw I have anxiety and depression

self harm is anything that you do to deliberately harm yourself. so yes, what you do is self harm. it’s not stupid because other people hurt themselves worse than you, you shouldn’t be trying to do what some do. you’re too young for this, I’m so sorry. I’m sure you’ll recover beautiful. X