youlosther

Regret

I remember when I felt I couldn’t live without you
I had to keep reminding myself that i deserved better
It was not easy
But I made it through.
I thought I loved you , but now I realize you were nothing but toxic to me .
I once told you that I was nothing but good to you
I once told you you would regret walking away
I once told you that you’d come back and it would be too late .
The other night you called me
You told me you loved me
You told me I was the future mother of your children
You told me you wanted me .
Years have gone by & It’s too late .
You lost me .

You gave me enough time to realize I in fact did not love you, I just cared for you.
You once made me happy , a very long time ago
Now , Im happy .
I’m happy without you.

You've lost her you fucking idiot!
Her eyes don’t light up when she hears your name anymore. She doesn’t get chills when you walk by and her heart doesn’t race when you smile at her. You don’t get to her like you used to. You’re just a memory in the back of her mind. So don’t be surprised next time you make your way past her and she doesn’t even glance your way. And don’t bother trying to talk to her, you wont get a response. She’s… over fighting the same losing battle. The saddest part is that you have no-one to blame but yourself. She gave you every oppourtunity you could ever ask for. And you fucked up everytime. Now she walks around with the biggest smile on her face, and it’s not because of you anymore. She laughs louder. Smiles brighter. Stands taller. Worries less, and doesn’t let the little things get to her anymore. Looks like you’ve lost her, bro. ♥