youll never be the same

I hate how you give me butterflies every time I see you. I hate how your voice sweetly plays through my head, putting me in a trance. I hate how your touch sends shock waves through my skin. I hate how your eyes twinkle in the light and leave me drowning in the colour. I hate how your personality leaves me grasping for more. I hate how you’re so imperfectly perfect. I hate how you haunt my dreams, leaving me to wake up yearning for you. But, most of all, I hate how I know you’ll never feel the same way.
—  and nothing will ever be done to change it. 
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Why finishing a musical/play is kind of heartbeaking

Troughout the rehearsal process its like your charachter is given to you as a baby, birthed from your audition, and midwived by a casting director and delivered to you on a cast list.from there you raise it, you read the script and get to know them, you memorize all their content and why they do what they do. Next you get to shape them and if you do a good job they quickly get bigger and bigger untill they’re big enough for the stage, big enough to envoke emotion and reaction from an audience. Then quick as a knife all your shows are are luved out and done, people congratulate you and you thank them, but somehow it doesn’t feel right. It doesn’t feel like it was you on stage, the person who t hey now complement, it was that charachter you raised and nourished and molded; that’s who should be receiving all this praise, but where are they? They’re inside, where they retreat to when you’re not rehearsing, when you’re only you. And when the show ends completely, when you’ve lived out your last performance you stand in the applause and the charachter retreats as it usually does and ots not untill the applause has subsided do you realize you will never see them again, you’ll never be on the same stage, with the same cast, costumes, or anything. Youll never be again that charachter in their world because it was you just as much as it wasn’t. And it slowly begins to feel like that part of you died. until someone sings a certain song, or says a certain line, and they bring back that part of you and you’re filled with nostalgia as you realize they aren’t gone, not really theyre inside and they always will be.

Me: Hey uhhhhh mom could i maybe get on adhd meds cause its fuckin hard for me to concentrate and do anything ever

Her: Itll mEss Up yOUr BRaiN!! YoulL neVER be thE saME!! riDe A bIkE! TrY MedItAtINg! haVE You TRieD driNKinG TeA??

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& i support u on ur bond spire quest hwll yeah

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movie rage is the weirdest shit but telling people i havent seen various disney movies is so funny!!!!!!!

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OTDOYDYF fuck… ur locked out of my emoji world youll never know

rip… the emoji secrets r lost 2 me forever

!!!! same my favourite is telling ppl ive never seen inception or titanic bc ppl get Very Mad. i can just imagine how much ppl care if u havent seen disney movies tho sjdhgfgjhkjs

thsnk u its my main life motivator

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