its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time



“Jesus Tony, how old is this guy?”
“I don’t know, I didn’t carbon date him! He’s on the young side.”

People wonder why I don’t tell them things.
People say “you can trust me” or “I won’t judge” but I’m not worried about that.
I don’t want to tell people because I don’t want anyone to know. Not in like a way where I just plain don’t want anyone to have the knowledge that I’m going through something, but just simply I don’t want anyone to know.
I want someone to understand.
I’m desperate for someone to understand.
But there’s no way anyone of my friends could.
That’s why I don’t tell them anything.

ezra: you wouldnt understand what its like to lose somebody like this!!!!

*thought her first love was dead for years*

*her first girlfriend died??*

*one of the other irrelevant girlfriends died*

*her dad died and she dropped out of college*

emily: ???

what the signs are doing right now
  • Aries: watching stydia videos
  • Taurus: looking for stydia related posts
  • Gemini: crying because of stydia
  • Cancer: trying to find a stydia icon
  • Leo: fangirling with their stydia friend over stydia
  • Virgo: screaming at jeff to make stydia endgame
  • Libra: is in the biggest stydia mood they've been in months
  • Scorpio: convincing antis that stydia is better
  • Sagittarius: listening to stydia songs
  • Capricorn: making up headcanons about stydia
  • Aquarius: rewatching teen wolf episodes to find every single little thing to prove stydia is real
  • Pisces: talking about stydia

tagged by Jean

Rules: Tag 9 ppl you wanna get to know better(9 is too much for me… honestly i dont feel like tagging all 9)

Relationship status: single

Favourite colour: mmm blue, black, bright fresh grass-like green?

Pets: back in Novosibirsk there are a cat(she lives with my aunt and her cat rn) and my dog(she has new owners now) - so no… ruta has no pets

Wake up to: brother waking me up… several times

cats or dogs: why not both?

Coke or Pepsi: both are shit, but if someone suggest me one i guess i accept it

Day or night: idk

Text or call: text

Chapstick or lipstick: neither(but my friend made her one chapsticks and so i have one of her experimental tests… so i have a chapstick…)

City or country: I never lived out of big city for more than 2 months so i can’t really say… i should try both at first.

Last book I read: eh…. i guess… Shadowrun rulebook? X’D

Last song I listened toMetallica - The Unforgiven

Five facts about me: (ah shit a hard one)

- without glasses i see so bad that things start to get blurry at distance shorter than 15sm(0,5 foot) from my nose

- im not scared of spiders or wasps but terrified of cockroaches 

- sometimes i talk a lot and talk too much and then regret, regret and hate myself a lot and overthink, even though that everyone probably forgot already

- im very lazy and not muscular AT ALL

- i dont know what else to say and i think i only pollute my followers’ dashboard with this post

I tag: @tench @projectendo @watermelonstar

anonymous asked:

Alrighty! M!A Scribs falls out of love with his partners. (this could also be a side effect of the drugs) Also this isnt blog-canon I just want some mmmmm good angst

Im chill with this, im hella chill with this. And im glad you understand this wouldnt be blog canon.

Falls out of love with his partners and in love wiiiitttth, weed, maybe acid, uhm uhm, shrooms. 

If you ever find your emotions so overwhelming,
Love so hard,
Feel so much,
Feel so lonely,
Want someone to hold to,
Hurt so badly
That you just want to cry
Then you might have a Scorpio Moon.
If by any chance you don’t,
Then shut the fuck up, because, believe me, you don’t know shit