Its so refreshing seeing people like you on social media! :)
Aw thank you!! My goal with social media is to just be myself, and have people see me as my friends and family do. I don’t want to put up a front or pretend I spend my time at the gym eating fruit and doing photo shoots constantly. Because in truth ½ of my time is spent making weird faces at people and eating and just doing random stuff
XIUBAEK (this ship makes me want to punch myself in the face because they’re such dorks i can’t even)
Who puts up the holiday decorations?
baekhyun goes crazy with holiday decorations, whatever holiday it is. he enjoys dressing up and fully embracing the holiday spirit (and pushing it onto people around him thus the beagle line act as holiday ambassadors amongst their circle of friends).
Who eats the others uneaten pizza crusts?
they both of them don’t eat much of the crusts unless it’s a cheesy crust. (even then, xiumin doesn’t eat much of it too so baekhyun’s extremely happy to take his share)
Who always forgets to pick up their wet towels in the bathroom?
the both of them always hang their towel up because 1) xiumin’s all about having things orderly and neat and clean and 2) baekhyun’s been trained to follow xiumin’s rules. it’s either that or sleep on the couch + revoked bathroom rights.
Who talks smack while playing video games?
baekhyun has a creative mind in terms of trash talking, something that makes xiumin frown because he doesn’t like the language that baekhyun uses while gaming with chanyeol and kai.
Who watches Jeopardy and calls out the answers?
baekhyun screams the answers at the show and unfortunately he doesn’t fully understand the concept of Jeopardy because he doesn’t really answer with a question. xiumin finds it amusing.
Who is more likely to cry over a sad book or movie?
they actively avoid sad books or movies because baekhyun tends to cry a little too much in those situation and xiumin can’t seem to calm him down well enough since baekhyun gets a little too attached/invested in the characters and plots.
Who sings along with the radio?
baekhyun sings loud and proud along with the radio because he knows he can sing and that xiumin likes his voice (though it’s annoying at 1 in the morning why does baekhyun have to sing at the top of his lungs at such ungodly hours?)
Who falls asleep on the other?
xiumin doesn’t sleep until he’s sure that baekhyun has fallen asleep, so in a way, xiumin makes it such that the younger man falls asleep before him. baekhyun sneaks in naps by lying in xiumin’s lap and demands for him to stroke his hair or forcing his way into xiumin’s arms and demands for cuddles.
That feeling when the man you love starts talking about other women you know and how badly he wants to fuck them. To your face. With a smile on. It’s enough to make me want to drink myself into a coma and shoot up H again to numb out all the rejection and pain. Of course I won’t do it. But I want to.
You call me by my name and believe I have no other.
Thank you. You have given me joy beyond anything. More than that, you make me want to rethink shooting myself, though I know that you are unaware of this significance, and I mean so very little to you.
Everyone I meet face to face only knows my other and believes it to be my name. What hurts most is I cannot tell them, through my own fear, through their disbelief.
I bare as much of myself as I can to them and they only laugh. And I go home and cry like the baby I am.
You don’t laugh, you’ve never laughed because you don’t know yet what you should be laughing at.