so uuum just to make sure i got this right

we have jensen getting extremely emotionnal over meeting people helping those who deal with depression and suicidal thoughts, something that touches jensen personally since the person he loves most, jared, has been in this situation exactly two years ago and by seeing him like this jared went to hug him and confort him and then when he talks about it at the panel jensen gets emotional again and jared is again the one who intervenes (as declared by adam fergus “saved by jared”) and brings everyone on stage to hug jensen and cheer him up

and then j2 end their convention by hugging with jensen craddling jared’s head and jared literally falling into jensen’s embrace and burrying his face in his neck… 

and all that basically mirrors last year when jensen wore an AKF shirt to support jared and then hugging him tight

i mean 

j2 are setting such unrealistic standards for supportive relationships and they make it look so easy and natural just what the fuck how?

and im not even talking about all the praise jensen had for jared this weekend and how happy and proud he was to see him sing or how he didn’t hesitate to dedicate a song to jared and what’s the deal with jensen pointing at jared and then touching his heart??? (he did it twice, at the concert and before the last hug, both while singing and staring at jared) just how much more in love can you get?? there has to be a limit right??? well maybe not as far as j2 are concerned 

like i see how j2 love each other and im like “ok i get it they really love each other” but then they have a lovefest like this past weekend and im like “i was wrong they love each other EVEN MORE than what i thought!” and it’s really a wonderful thing to witness and they just never?? fail??? at showing their love???? like never!

i don’t even know where im going with this post but just know that im in awe at j2, that’s it really, like genuinely in awe

anonymous asked:

What's mod's favorite vocaloid OTP? And what vocaloid would you ship yourself with?lol - OTP Anon

((I’ve said this multiple times; I don’t really ship vocaloids. There are times when I think one picture of a ship is cute, but that’s it; despite my other blog being very soft fan service[understand what I mean by this] of lenxmiku right now.

And I don’t really know which vocaloid I’d ship myself with. Can I ship myself with a module?))

  • Inej: How long have you been in love with Nina?
  • Matthias: That's disgusting. And wrong. I don't even get- why would- I've never loved anyone. Anywhere. It’s none of your- you have- the nerve, the audacity, Nina is my enemy, technically. And she is terrible, face-wise. And how- how- do I know, frankly, that you’re not in love with her? Maybe you are. Maybe you’re trying to throw me off? Hmm check and mate