Okay so I have a little story I want to share to everybody.
For many years I’ve tried to have a decent relationship. You know, one where you’re happy and you both like each other instead of one where you like them and the other not liking you back. I kept having relationships like this so I decided they’re not relationships. They’re just me being with someone.
About 6 months ago I started developing a crush on this lad I went to college with. I thought things were going well but in the end I was badly broken. I fell in love with this lad and he just played with my feelings and broke my heart. It made me want to kill myself, cut myself or just run away from everything. I was even going to drop out of college cause of him!
After a while I got over him. I went through the whole ‘I’ll never love again’ phase. Then I found out that this lass from college liked me. After finding that out I started getting feelings for her. Eventually we got together. It was the best moment of my life.
The only bad thing is that she’s his best friend. Everyone seems to think that I only got together with her to get back at him. Now that’s not true. I’d never use a person like that. We’ve been together for a month and its been great. We’ve cuddled, kissed, talked and just generally had fun. I’m even taking her to the cinema on Thursday. That’s our first date and my first ever date with somebody.
I’m so happy with her. She is my sunlight on the cloudy days. She makes me smile even if I feel like there’s nothing to smile about. She makes me want to live, to laugh, to enjoy life. She is my soul mate. I don’t know what I’d do without her!
Never give up. If somebody hurts you as badly as that lad hurt me then you got to get up and carry on with life. Nothing and nobody should bring you down. Your soul mate is out there, you just got to keep looking.