you've made me a whole person

anonymous asked:

honestly I find it appalling the way in which people are treating you over a post that wasn't even offensive. You create this blog for us, you make Free art for us, you entertain us and you mak us laugh and then someone goes and tags your beautiful art as homophobic violence without it being so it infuriates me. I know you've already changed the post and all but I wish you hadn;t. Also you made a public apology and this fen-an person didn't even answer I am so sorry, you deserve better. Love u

Anon I appreciate your support, and I am going to answer this because I know everyone deserves an opinion, but; At this point I just want for everyone to hopefully move on from this and for this whole situation to defuse a bit, hence why I changed the post. I think it is appropriate, I think it was the right thing to do given the situation. It is what it is. I am repelled by any kind of homophobic abuse.

I appreciate everyone’s kind words, but I won’t be answering any more messages about this. Simply because it is done, it’s best not to keep on beating a dead horse, I want no in-fighting. Now we let it go. Now we make other art, and other jokes. 

And hopefully everyone gets to be a little bit happier :)

-Red

anonymous asked:

I keep seeing you post about Persona 2, and I haven't had a chance to play either Persona 1 or 2 yet, so I was wondering if I should give it a try? I'm still playing through Persona 5, but you've made me really curious about Persona 2. But, I'm really confused about the whole Innocent Sin and Eternal Punishment thing, are they different games or different versions of the same story?? Also, would it be better to play the original or the psp remake? Sorry for such a long message... ^_^''

It’s ok! I really recommend for you to play the later games! :)

If you want to begin with Persona 2 it would be fine since all the games work separately, but there will be some minor appearances of characters from the first game (nothing that will break the plot sense). 

I personally didn’t like much of the dungeon crawling and slow-paced rythm of P1, but I still finished it and loved the story, the art and the incredible soundtrack. So it is really worth a shot to understand a bit of the whole mystic and dark feeling that the series use (the PSP remake felt better for me though)!

Now, Innocent Sin and Eternal Punishment are part of the same story told from different points of view and equally good in the PSP version (IS comes first and EP is the sequel). If from the first one we have Tatsuya’s POV for the other we have Maya’s POV and different characters that are going to be on our party.

For Innocent Sin we will have more focus on the friendship of the team that is, in order: Maya, Tatsuya, Lisa, Eikichi, Yukino (a character from P1 that doesn’t meet them as a child but is introduced later) and Jun. 

And for Eternal Punishment we will have Maya and Tatsuya focusing on their cooperation with other characters that were just briefly introduced in Innocent Sin, starting with the four behind being: Eriko (from P1), Baofu, Ulala, Nanjo (also from P1, if his shirt wasn’t enough evidence) and Tatsuya’s brother, Katsuya, by Maya’s side.

All the characters are extremely deep and both games are equally good, but I personally prefer Innocent Sin. Some prefer to start already with the sequel (which has the plot explained in a sense, but I don’t recommend it).

It also may give more of a Persona 5 vibe for you with the characters having some sort of traumatic background. But aside from it have in mind:

  • “Shadows” are called exclusively “demons”.
  • The battle system is pretty much the same, but we have the option to fuse skills and make combos with other characters (also the only way to have an all out attack).
  • Demon negotiation has the use of “emotions” that may give you different items depending on which particular action (every character has some sort of talent) you choose to perform (cards, items, healing, pacts that will help you get rid of the same demon in other fights, etc.).
  • You don’t catch personas by speaking with them here, you need to gain cards in demon negotiation to exchange them for personas in the Velvet Room.
  • Social links/Cooperation don’t exist in here and the ranks of the personas can just level up by battles, but throught demon negotiation and strolling in the city you can have a lot of bonding moments with the characters and even choose later on if you want to date Maya, Lisa or Jun.
  • There is the usage of a system called “rumour” in which you have to spread a rumour so you can unlock places, items or basically choose if your equip is going to be cheap and easy to get or expensive and hard to obtain (be cautions because you can’t get a rumour back. THIS GOES FROM EXPERIENCE BECAUSE ALL MY EQUIP WAS EXPENSIVE AND I WANTED DEATH.).

Well, that is basically it! I may have missed something, but I hope it helps you!

anonymous asked:

I feel like even if you don't continue cwd, that's perfectly alright! 👌 You've done A LOT for it so far, and there's a nice following for it. You deserve to focus on your personal life and personal blog. I followed you for cwd, but I stayed because your own content is pretty rad. 👍✨

Sobs thank that’s really reassuring to hear!!

Part of me is afraid that I’ll disappoint many by possibly quitting the blog someday. I’m just not used to sticking to fandom stuff for very long.

Heck the whole jam about cwd wasn’t even supposed to be a thing, it was just one joke that I made, and people flooded in with questions and it spiraled from there. Sure, I kind of miss doing jokes with cwd, but I can’t even bring myself to complete personal art these days. Or even do a lot of it unless I have time, which is only on weekends. I tend to use those two days to rest and clean since I have no time during the week now.

But summer is almost over, I’ll be going back to school, so I’ll have a little bit more time soon.

Aahh, rambled there, sorry fellas!

Guess who’s back? owo

//Hiya! Mun here! As you can see, I got my pen fixed! I’ll be able to start updating again!
Thank you all for sticking with me even though I hadn’t been updating in so long ;v;
I’ll try to start replying to asks soon, so fret not!
I will be answering old asks sent by anons, and a selected few that had been asked off-anonymous. Those who want their asks still answered that weren’t on anon, please do say so! Or if you knew you sent an ask, but don’t know what it was, I will be more than happy to show you what you sent.
Even though I’m answering old asks, new asks would still be appreciated, if you want to send them! ( ^v^)b
Anywho, thank you all again. I’ve gained about 450 follows over just a few months, those including the months I was inactive! Thanks so much, it really does mean a whole lot! I can do something special having earned so many followers, so if you want, you can send in some ideas!
I might add some more here later, but for now, I’ll leave off with another thanks. You guys truly are the best! 💙 

Life Update

Really, thank you all for dealing with me making all these non-cross stitch posts. I know I’ve been doing a lot of them lately, but it’s felt like the best thing to do.

The good news is I’m no longer in excruciating pain. It still hurts on some days, but I don’t feel like I’m going to vomit and pass out at any second. As a result, I thankfully don’t have to be on heavy painkillers at every waking moment. The bad news is we have no idea what caused this, and all attempts to see a specialist have failed spectacularly. Because I don’t have insurance, the process required to get me an appointment to even GET referral is nearly impossible.

The BETTER news…

I made it a full year self-harm free! I never got to thank anyone for all the kind comments from last time, they meant so much. I’m really proud that I made it a WHOLE YEAR especially after everything that’s been happening, both personally and in the world at large. My partners said we can celebrate some and I’m looking forward to it. :)

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…I have cancer too.  And let me tell you, it’s a bitch. And it’s an equal opportunity offender. No amount of money in the world, no amount of privilege, can make you exempt. Look at Leo Hendrie.
And when it chooses you, you’re suddenly thrust into a club that you didn’t ask to join. You’re shipped off to war even though you never enlisted in the army. But you have to put on your armour anyway, and know that if you’re lucky, you’ll discover new sides of yourself, Like a will you never knew you had. And you’ll get to see new sides of the people who matter the most to you in the world, as they rap you in their love and lend you their strength when yours is running low. 
And then you go off and you fight. You fight like hell. Because, really, what other choice do you have? 

X-Files: Fight the Future Starters
  • You know that face I just showed you? I'm making it again.
  • Next time, you're buying.
  • Whatever happened to playing a hunch?
  • The element of surprise, random acts of unpredictability?
  • If we fail to anticipate the unforeseen or expect the unexpected in a universe of infinite possibilities, we may find ourselves at the mercy of anyone or anything that cannot be programmed, categorized or easily referenced.
  • What are we doing up here?
  • It's hotter than hell.
  • I know you're bored in this assignment, but unconventional thinking is only gonna get you in trouble now
  • What makes you think I'm bored?
  • You've gotta quit looking for what isn't there.
  • So much for anticipating the unforeseen.
  • I saw your face. There was a definite moment of panic.
  • You've never seen me panic. When I panic, I make this face.
  • Whatever you told them in there, you don't have to protect me.
  • All I told them was the truth.
  • They're trying to divide us on this and we can't let them.
  • They're splitting us up.
  • What? What are you talking about?
  • This is not about you. They're doing this to me.
  • You're quitting.
  • Maybe you should ask yourself if your heart's still in it, too.
  • Awww, I woke you...Did I wake you?
  • Are you drunk?
  • What are archeologists hauling out in tanker trucks?
  • What are my choices?
  • What's wrong?
  • You can't quit now
  • Please don't do this to me.
  • After what you saw last night, after all you've seen, you can just walk away?
  • I need you in this.
  • You don't need me.
  • You've kept me honest... you've made me a whole person.
  • I owe you everything and you owe me nothing
  • I don't know if I wanna do this alone... I don't even know if I can
  • Something stung me.
  • Something's wrong.
  • I think you're going into anaphylactic shock.
  • There's an interesting work of fiction on page 24. Mysteriously, our names have been omitted.
  • You were right to want to quit!
  • You were right to want to leave me!
  • You should get as far away from me as you can!
  • You don't see what's going on here, do you?

goosehydra  asked:

Are there any standout video game moments that made you feel heartache in a way that you came out of the moment feeling like you've gained some greater insight?

So, like, the whole of Ace Attorney: Trials and Tribulations is one big heartache, and I’ve talked before about how that series influenced me in general, but there’s this one part right at the end where Maya, your plucky young sidekick for the first three games (T&T being the third) is being really bubbly and happy as usual despite just having been through, like, unimaginable tragedy and personal stress.

And Phoenix is like “Maya what the hell how are you happy even now” and Maya is like “well other people are sad and they need me!”

I think about that a lot.

  • What he says: But you saved me! As difficult and as frustrating as it's been sometimes, your goddamned strict rationalism and science have saved me a thousand times over! You've kept me honest. You've made me a whole person. I owe you everything... Scully, and you owe me nothing. I don't know if I wanna do this alone. I don't even know if I can. And if I quit now, they win.
  • What he means: I love you.

anonymous asked:

Hello, if it's not too much trouble, could I ask for recs for the funniest fics you've read? Like the clever stuff that just puts a big grin on your face and keeps it there the whole time you're reading. I'm personally partial to the fic To Flourish, To Fight, To Run by leupagus when I want a laugh, and I was wondering what sorta stuff you've come across. Thank you!

this ask really made me wish i had tagged my bookmarked fics better on ao3 but alas aksldjkajsd , anyways here are some

fellow bagginshield lovers please feel free to add on!

halerogers  asked:

elisa, you've made me so emotional today, and now all i can think about is derek and stiles boning, slow and tender, and then having some nice cuddling afterward and just being gross boyfriends

Ah, Charlie. You asked. You shall receive.

Okay. YOu know that Derek is a big sap, right? He’s totally the kind of person that comes out as the grumpy, unfriendly guy at first but once you get to know him better, and ESPECIALLY if you win his heart, he will totally give the world and the moon and all the planets and stars and asteroids in the whole wide universe if you so much as mentioned that you liked it.

AND DEREK BEING WITH STILES IS PERFECT CUZ STILES IS ABSOLUTELY THAT SAME WAY TOO.

Like, it’s ridiculous what kind of sappy, gross, boyfriend stuff they do for each other, seriously.

Like surprising each other with little gifts because “I saw it and I thought of you” like when Stiles came home with a little black wolf plushie that Derek keeps on the desk and smiles at it like a goof every time he looks up from where he’s marking his students’ papers. And another time Derek came home with a new big red hoodie because Stiles’ old one got ruined years ago, and he knew how much Stiles had loved it, and Stiles of course wears it almost every time he’s not in the deputy uniform.

Sometimes, Stiles comes home super weary because of work and Derek takes his sappiness care routine for his boyfriend up to A LOT.

As he waits for Stiles to be over with the shower, he makes his favourite comfort food, and waits for him on the couch putting on Stiles’ favourite movie. And Stiles feels like crying every time, because he loves Derek so much and he can’t believe he got that lucky.

Other days, Stiles doesn’t want comfort food or a movie, he wants only Derek and he would come home, with his eyes a little blurry and wrap his hands around Derek’s middle. And then he’d catch Derek’s lips in a searing, searching kiss, touching him everywhere, as if he was making sure that Derek was actually there and real. And he would always ask Derek if it was okay and Derek would nod every time because when Stiles got like that, that need he felt on Stiles skin felt like it was transferring on his own, making him need in return to feel Stiles however he could.

And these times were always slow and careful, as opposed as someone could think. Stiles after the kissing in a frenzy, would always start to undress Derek extremely slowly, his hands shaking for how much slow he would make himself go. And he would touch every inch of Derek’s torso and watch his hands as he did so. Derek would watch Stiles and when he’d see him take a deep breath to stem off a sob, he’d take his face with one hand and kiss him gently caressing his cheekbone with the pad of his thumb, and his heart would ache every time he’d hear the hurt sounds and relieved sighs that came out of Stiles mouth.

Sometimes Stiles wanted to be the one to fuck Derek, sometimes he wanted to be completely enwrapped in him, and Derek would take so much care, kissing every inch of Stiles face as he said that he loved him and that he’d always be there for him. And Stiles would never take his eyes off of him, drinking in every expression and in every word, Derek told him. Believing every single one, because there was no one that he trusted more than Derek.

And after they would lie in bed wrapped in each other’s arms and fall asleep like that, for than wake up still hugging the other close.

And in the morning everything would be okay again, because Stiles would smile at Derek and run a hand in Derek’s hair as Derek stared in awe how the morning light coming through the window made Stiles eyes even more amber-like.

“Good morning.” Stiles would say with a little smile, full of love.

“Good morning.” Derek would reply with one happy smile of his own as he tipped his head a little to kiss his boyfriend on the lips.

They knew that as long as they were together, everything will be just fine.

Seriously though, I cannot tell you how much I am against the idea of the moment Jemma calls him “Leo” being an indication that she loves him romantically.

Because that means the intimacy they currently have isn’t enough, that there’s some other level they can reach, that somehow romance is more important and more special than the intimacy and bond that they currently share.

She calls him Fitz, because to her, in her heart, he is Fitz. That’s his name. And she’s his best friend in the world. If you don’t call your best friend by their first name, that is not their name.

Suddenly realizing you have romantic feelings for someone should not suddenly change the importance, and in this case, the intimacy of a relationship. Definitely not in this case.

And it’s important to note - if “The Beginning of the End” is indeed Jemma’s “FZZT”, then why did Jemma not have a moment where she screamed out his first name? Because instead she called him Fitz, over and over again, said no over and over again, because that's more than enough because if Jemma, after so much, does not call him Leo, then the most intimate, personal name for him is in fact Fitz.

And if suddenly, Jemma’s calling him “Leo” and that means she loves him “more” than she already does - then we’re once again perpetuating the idea that romance is “more” than this intrinsic, tight bond that they already have.

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From 11/15/16. I met @darrencriss at the stage door after @hedwigonbway in LA. He was so sweet and nice and so lovely. I got a birthday hug, a birthday message on my playbill, and I got to show him my “Baby you’re not alone” music note necklace that I made. It was a great experience and I’m so so glad I got to meet this gem again. (Also, the lady he wanted to meet was my sister, she was trying to just discreetly take the video for me. Guess not discreet enough 😂) (at Hollywood Pantages Theatre)

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mattsmuffinx  asked:

oh my lard have i ever seriously told you ilysm. I don't need to know you personally. But you've helped me thorough so much, people in this genration are bs (some) well the whole family is helped full and have you noticed the ily in family. This family is too perious to just let it go away. This family I don't even know where to start. You the other blogs the boys and everyone. I can't explain how much i love the magcult too much. I don't even have enough characters too explain how much ily💕

THIS IS THE SWEETEST MESSAGE EVER

omg thank you for sending me this, it made me smile really wide. ily

alexhumphreyyy  asked:

Rosie, I just want to say your advice is so helpful to everyone and you are so genuinely kind and it is just so nice to see. I think it's awesome how you try to connect with your fans. You've even helped me cope with a few things in my personal life. It's so cool you help people every day without even realizing it. I so wish I could just have a whole conversation with you because you're absolutely great☺️ ~stay gorgeous~

Thank you so much!! I think the best advice comes from experience. And remember, to gain experience is to make mistakes!! I’ve made loads!!! Sometimes you’ve got to get things wrong to get things right again. People always message me with problems and I’m glad if I can help them even the littlest bit!! xxxxxx :)

anonymous asked:

You can't choose pieces of a person to love. I know that. Then swallow me whole. I can't, you'd ruin my digestion. This isn't funny. I know, it's my digestion. It's your soul. My soul, what makes you think you've made it that far? Because you've tried, tried to love me. I can love with my heart. No. No? You love instinctually, with your soul. So what's the use of talking? To find the truth. Which one? You allow all these questions, but not me. Because you're not just questions, you're answers.

echoes of Samuel Beckett all over your writing