These memories are so vivid.. I can’t even believe they were real. Damn… Another year missing someone that will never be in my life again. I’ll never forget the times we shared, and I think about you every single fucking day. Everyday is a reminder that you’re gone… Ugh….. Can’t stand myself today.
Well let me tell you this,
I am shamelessly self-involved
I spend hours in front of the mirror,
making my hair elegantly disheveled…
I self medicate with drugs and alcohol
to treat my extreme social anxiety…