So around a month ago i asked @blackwolfartz if i could color this sketch so i could train myself with coloring.And she kindly accepted. (And it has been sitting in my draft ever since.)
So thanks again to Wolf for being so awesome and letting me butcher her work and post, it was really interesting and fun and i’d redo it anytime!
You finally messaged me after months of silence. It didn’t even say anything just “….” and my heart was ready to escape its cage, but you stopped replying after 10 mins and I’m not sure why I expected any different. Ignored again. Guess we’ll have another mediocre conversation, if you could even call it that, in the next 4 months.
Loving you drove me insane. Love isn’t supposed to do that to anyone. I wasn’t myself, still not myself. I lost all inhibition and self-control when it came to you. I let myself fall so hard that I’m still down on the floor, with no one, especially you, to help me up.
- I need to find my own strength to pick myself up
Hope you’re all doing well these days. Just a short little something to let you know that I’m leaving on hollidays tomorrow for 3 weeks and that starting tomorrow, I’ll have no wifi so I won’t be on here at all.
I’ve set up a queue if you for the month and I have some fics for skam month as well . Have fun while I’m gone!
Thinking about you with other people scares me. Being alone with my thoughts scares me. Being without you scares me. Hearing you say you don’t think we’ll get back together scares me. Not knowing or understanding anything scares me, but knowing too much scares me even more.
The scariest thing of all is what my anxiety is doing to me.