you're still not missing me

I look for you everywhere. Even in places I know you won’t be. I still look because i keep hoping that maybe one day you just might come back to me.
—  D…
Why do I still love you. Why are you always on my mind. You hurt me so badly. I should hate you, but it’s completely the opposite. I will always love you. I can never stop loving you.
—  you’re the reason I can’t start anything new
I’m dying to talk to you
But I know you aren’t thinking of me

its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time

I think we could call this a forced a collab’….

So around a month ago i asked @blackwolfartz if i could color this sketch so i could train myself with coloring.And she kindly accepted. (And it has been sitting in my draft ever since.) So thanks again to Wolf for being so awesome and letting me butcher her work and post, it was really interesting and fun and i’d redo it anytime! 


random phone screencaps of Lin in Do No Harm because I love this character a lot and he deserved so much better

you left.. you’re really gone
—  I still love you though
You finally messaged me after months of silence. It didn’t even say anything just “….” and my heart was ready to escape its cage, but you stopped replying after 10 mins and I’m not sure why I expected any different. Ignored again. Guess we’ll have another mediocre conversation, if you could even call it that, in the next 4 months.
—  I miss you so much. 
Loving you drove me insane. Love isn’t supposed to do that to anyone. I wasn’t myself, still not myself. I lost all inhibition and self-control when it came to you. I let myself fall so hard that I’m still down on the floor, with no one, especially you, to help me up.

- I need to find my own strength to pick myself up


Hello Everyone!!!

Hope you’re all doing well these days. Just a short little something to let you know that I’m leaving on hollidays tomorrow for 3 weeks and that starting tomorrow, I’ll have no wifi so I won’t be on here at all. 

I’ve set up a queue if you for the month and I have some fics for skam month as well . Have fun while I’m gone!

Thinking about you with other people scares me. Being alone with my thoughts scares me. Being without you scares me. Hearing you say you don’t think we’ll get back together scares me. Not knowing or understanding anything scares me, but knowing too much scares me even more.
—  The scariest thing of all is what my anxiety is doing to me.