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Lookism 30 Day Challenge #1

Hong Jae Yeol.

Is what the label next to the door said.

At such an old age, it was inevitable for his death to come–it was going to happen eventually. They just didn’t expect it to be the day they decided to finally meet up after so long.

The dull, boring room remained silent as neither of them spoke. The only noise resounding in the room was the clock.

Each tick signaling the near awaited death of the blond male.

Not being able to deal with the silence, Hyung Seok finally spoke, “Um, Jae…”

Jae Yeol turned his head to face the male.

Suddenly getting the attention, Hyung Seok gulped, “Uh…”

It’s been years since they’ve talked. Ever since Jae Yeol became the CEO of a company and Hyung Seok became a husband, they stopped contacting each other. Cutting all ties.

Not knowing what to say, he had said the first thing that came to mind, “Milk…”

Like that, he decided to keep his mouth shut. What was he? Vasco? Who would suddenly mention milk at such a critical time in his friend’s life?

Curious, the blond’s attention fully grasped as he wondered why he had mentioned such a random topic out of nowhere.

Seeing such a child-like expression, the black-haired male felt pressured to continue talking.

Winging it, he had remembered a moment in high school, “Ah! Remember that time you gave me milk in school?”

Surprised by his sudden excitement, Jae didn’t notice what he had said until a second later.

“Jae? What’s wrong? Your face is a little red.”

Hearing that had made his temperature rise, Hyung Seok now incredibly worried.

“Ah! Keep your temperature low! You’ll die faster if it’s that high!”

Recognizing the normal, oblivious Hyung Seok, the blond felt his lips tug up.

“I haven’t changed?” Hyung Seok tilted his head as he interpreted what Jae had meant to say.

Nodding his head, Jae felt unbearably happy when he saw Hyung Seok’s sunny smile once again. Staring at the black-haired male behind his bangs, his eyes unknowingly shimmered as he thought of the old memories.

“Oh, are you thinking about the old days?”

Jae nodded before they both immersed themselves in their teenage years.

Hyung Seok laughed as he remembered how oblivious of a child he was.

“Hey, Jae-”

The cheerful man was about to say something, but stopped once he saw the blond’s eyes.

His pulse speeding up and his face warming, Hyung Seok had his mouth opened loose. Throughout the whole thing, the blond’s eyes never left the male before him. But of course, he hadn’t notice he was doing that.

Confused, Jae wondered if he had gotten sick.

Reaching up to check his temperature, the black-haired male only got redder. Unknown to Jae, he had failed to realize Hyung Seok was able to understand the unintentional comment through his loving stare.

“I love you.”

The black-haired male, putting pieces together, his knowledge far surpassing his teenager self, feels the ability to understand all of the events that had happened.

The new clothes.

The milk.

The sudden feeling of being watched in class.

Everything.

His blush only getting hotter, he began to feel like an idiot.

Why didn’t I notice it sooner…?!

As if switching places, Jae Yeol stayed confused as he watched the scene before him.

Even at his age, he still looked dazzling–Jae took in all he could before Hyung Seok decided to stand up.

Flinching at his sudden movement, he continued to watch as the beautiful male contemplated on what to say. 

However, another surprise came as the black-haired male’s eyes were filled with tears, the tears now falling down to the ground.

Worried, Jae started to move his arms frantically. Seeing his tears only get bigger, his panic level went through the roof.

“I-i…” He started, Jae Yeol still worried as he was about to call for one of the nurses. However, once he saw the next word forming from the male’s mouth, the blond’s hand halted as he waited, suddenly feeling the need to hear the next words, “l-love you…too…”

His guess was correct.

“!!!”

The blond couldn’t believe his ears. He had guessed such words, but he hadn’t actually expected him to say it.

Wiping away his tears, Hyung Seok calmed himself down before giving up on the never-ending waterfall. Staring at the other’s face, he became determined.

The tears still going down at a slow pace, nevertheless, he managed to give the blond a sloppy, yet warm smile.

“I love you, too.”

Hearing the genuine confession, he felt his eyes water up at the sudden requited love. After all these years of observing, staying silent, and not requiting his love, he had finally gotten the love of his life.

Gently intertwining each others’ fingers, Jae kept his head on the pillow as his smile started to weaken from sleepiness.

Not wanting to go just yet, he kept his smile on with some struggle–the will to close his eyes overwhelmed him.

Hearing the heartbeat slow down, Hyung Seok gripped his fingers tighter, “No. Not now.”

He glared at the heart rate monitor, “Don’t. Please…please don’t do this to me.”

He turned his head towards the blond, “Jae…please…please don’t go…”

With his final strength, Jae pecked him on the lips, his smile still on despite the near-inevitable misfortune.

“Jae…”

The monitor started to beep slower before it eventually beeped in one straight line.

Understanding the last words from Jae, the death only made him feel worse.

“If only I had confessed to you sooner…”

10

“It’s pathetic to lose against a single child.”
Todoroki Shouto for @miyukei; happy birthday to the lovely Dan ♡

170510 BTS Chatroom

🐥 kim taehyung come out
🐥 kim taehyung come out quickly
🐥 i want to call you here so bad so come out quickly
🐥 there’s no such thing as rest time for you
🐥 guys please call taehyung
🐥 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ wow he’s not coming
🐥 ㅋㅋㅋ i’m just calling him ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐥 tae tae tae tae tae tae tae aet tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae tae
🐥 twe
🐥 twe twe
🐥 if kim taehyung doesn’t come by 20 i’m going 
🐥 yeah it’s me
🐥 taehyung-ah you’re responsible for all of this situation
🐥 i called you
🐥 you should come when i call you
🐯 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐥 oh you come at 20 exactly
🐯 what
🐥 just
🐯 what do you want
🐯 i’m busy right now
🐥 i’m just calling
🐥 why are you busy
🐯 why did you call me
🐥 are you playing games again
🐥 give me 10 reasons
🐯 what games
🐯 i’m stretching my leg muscles
🐥 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ i was just at your room
🐯 oh sorry
🐯 i started
🐯 after you went
🐯 hooha hooha
🐥 oh really
🐯 guys 
🐯 jimin
🐯 said he’s gonna
🐯 send you his aegyo video~~
🐯 bye
🐥 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ can’t say anything but laugh ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐥 my friend’s a liar
🐥 yo i know you’re reading ㅋㅋㅋ don’t pretend you went ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐯 heh
🐯 i got caught?
🐥 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐥 you thought i wouldn’t know, how can i not know you ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐯 keep your promise
🐯 aegyo video
🐯 film it
🐥 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ oh the aegyo video that you said you wanted to film together
🐥 keep your promise ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐯 wut
🐯 i never said that
🐯 i have tons of aegyo videos from our manggaetteok jimin-ssi in my phone, shall i post them all?
🐥 not that taehyung, you said you want to film aegyo video for armys so bad 🙂
🐥 wanna film one?
🐥 do you hate it taehyung?
🐯 not aegyo
🐯 i want to show armys my cool side
🐥 taehyung are you gonna be like that?
🐯 game or
🐥 okay if you hate it that much i’ll film it alone
🐯 game or
🐯 stuffs like games
🐥 i didn’t know you hate it that much
🐯 guys
🐯 he’s gonna film it!!! oho succeeded
🐥 what ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ㅋ
🐯 let’s play
🐯 ㄲ
🐯 ㄱ
🐥 i’m gonna do it~ i will, taehyung you do it too
🐯 okie
🐯 if you post it
🐯 i’m gonna post
🐥 ‘kay rest ㅋㅋ going to post it ㅋㅋ 
🐯 aegyo videos of our precious members in my phone
🐯 where
🐥 confirm plz i sent it to you
🐯 can i post this?
🐯 aw so cute our jiminie
🐥 yo
🐥 you ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ make me speechless ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐥 yo brat you can’t do it ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐯 you should say it here
🐥 yo ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i really have nothing to say ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 
🐥 you can’t do it ㅋㅋㅋ taehyung ㅋㅋㅋ not that ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
🐯 jimin-ssi you should keep in mind that i have you in the lines of my palm
🐯 😊
🐯 i should post one of jimin’s cool like ryan mcginley photos
🐯 guys i posted
🐥 what’s with “the lines of my palm” ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ not even “my palm” ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

7

After all, what’s a life, anyway? We’re born, we live a little while, we die. A spider’s life can’t help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone’s life can stand a little of that.

Thank you, Victor Garber (1/3)

The moon was shining on the lake at night
The Slayer t-shirt fit the scene just right
Smeared mascara, I looked into your eyes, I saw a light

hc that they take up singing in bars/coffee shops/streets as a sort of side-job

anonymous asked:

being a cishet girl on tumblr is literally the most unwelcoming feeling in the world lmao

being a lgbt girl in society is literally the most unwelcoming feeling in the world lmao

Okay episode 4 was freaking AMAZEBALLS. And of course I HAD to draw Undyne being a badass haha. I remembered that Cami made a tu-toriel (Im not sorry) for animating fire so I decided to give it a try. It could be better but I tried my best. I dont have an animation program so I had to draw each frame individually in my art program :/

Glitchtale belongs to @camilaart

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Bubbled AU: In which the Crystal Gems rescue Steven and Eyeball from the vastness of outer space just before Eyeball could stab Steven. Garnet see this, unfuses, and Ruby proceeds to beat the ever-living daylights out of Eyeball while everyone else watches.

Oh, and the Ruby Squad were saved!

gayfactor  asked:

Hey, yeah. So about that au with '7 reasons why' could we get a continuation of the story in perspective of the other members? Their reactions perhaps?? Thank you!

Yes! I’ve actually been thinking about this a lot tbh! 

I recommend you read the original before you read this! 

http://yoikyuu.tumblr.com/post/159101121985/7-reasons-why 

(The credit goes to them) 

Everyone was still attempting to recover from what happened. It happened out of the blue (like his color! hah *cries*) as far as everyone was concerned Lance has no reason to do it. None at all. 

-01-

Shiro was the first one to receive the tapes. He was on his way to his room after a long day of training. He nearly tripped on the box as he entered the room. He hesitantly picked the box up and entered his room.  He slightly laughed when he opened the box and saw..tapes? Where did these come from? He hasn’t seen a tape in years. 

Shiro carefully picked up the tape that said 1A on it, written in blue handwriting. Shiro glanced around his room, looking for something to play the tapes on when he noticed the tape player in the box. 

Shiro pulled it out and decided he would listen to one then clean up and go to dinner.

He soon realized that he would not stick to that plan. 

Shiro placed the headphones on his head and pressed play on the first tape. He was greeted with static then Lances voice crackling through the headphones ‘ Hello space pals and gals. Lance McClain here. Live and in stereo…’

Shiro’s eyes widened at what he heard. He was paralyzed, and listened to the rules that Lance put in place. 

How would he e- Shiro’s thoughts were cut off by Lance saying “First and foremost, our mighty and heroic leader, Shiro.”

Shiro knew he had to listen. 

Shiro sat on his bed shaking. He felt sick to his stomach. He couldn’t move from his spot on the bed. He knew that he could be hard on Lance, he just didn’t consider the negative effect on the poor boy. He had listened to all the tapes. Everyone one of them. He now knew why. Shiro shakily took the head phones off and put everything back in the box. 

He fought back tear and barely register when Keith called him for dinner. As he walked out of the room he placed the box back in front of his door. He was grateful when he found the box gone when he returned. 

-02-

Keith was the next one to receive the box. He found it on his bed when he was walking back from the pool. Swimming was the only thing he could do to feel close Lance. 

He noticed the box but decided to open it after his shower. 

One he was all cleaned up he put the box on his desk and opened it. He carefully examined all the tapes one by one. Keith picked up the headphones and pressed play on the first one. He was also greeted with static and Lances voice breaking through “ Hello space pals and gals. Lance McClain here. Live and in stereo…”

Keith nearly through the headphones across the room but he listened to the rules instead. 

He wasn’t sure what emotion was stronger during Shiros tape. Empathy or anger. So Shiro killed Lance, he wanted to make Shiro pay until he switched the tape and heard what he didn’t want to hear. 

“Can you guess our number two?? Well, I’ll give you a hint. It’s not me this time. *laughs* First time being number two, our excellent number one paladin, Keith!”

Keith was frozen I killed Lance too?

-

Keith was crying by the time Hunk’s tape was over. He was crying for his lost friends and a relationship that would never happen. He never intended to hurt Lance, yet he did. Keith put the tapes away, placed the box on his bed and sat inside Lance’s room trying to feel any part of Lance. Slightly relived when he found the box gone the next day. 

-03-

Pidge was next on the list, she found the box when she walked into Green’s hanger. 

“What’s this?” Pidge received a growl in response, like Green was upset with her. “Why are you mad?”

Pidge sat down in front of Green and opened the box. She dumped out the tapes and sorted them by order. She knew immediately that they were Lance’s, she was there when he bought them at the space mall a few months back. She also picked on him for that and called him stupid, but hey she was tired that day and wanted to go play her new game, not wait for Lance buy tapes. 

Pidge put in the first tape and listened to Lances voice break through and the rules he put in place. 

She could already tell where this was going ‘fuck’ 

Pidge started at nothing as she let the headphones fall into her lap. She knew that this was her fault as much as the others but she hurt Lance where it really did hurt. Family. Lance was a family person and just wanted to feel some connection to Earth. She couldn’t be bothered to help him with it, even though he only wanted to help her. 

Pidge unconsciously put the tapes back in the box and sat inside Green while she cried for a brother she lost.

-04-

 Hunk received the tapes in the kitchen. He pulled the tapes out and decided he would listen to them as he cooked, he wouldn’t get far. 

Hunk had all of the supplies out on the counter, he had the first tape ready. However as soon as he pressed play, he broke down in a wet sob. It was Lance, It was his voice. After listening to the rules, Hunk didn’t want to hear what Lance had to say.

Hunk was on the floor crying. He knew that something was bothering Lance, but he didn’t think that it was this major. One check in could’ve have saved his best friend but Hunk couldn’t be bothered. Hunk feel asleep curled up on the floor, when he woke the tapes where gone. 

-05-

Allura was the next person to receive the box. They were placed on the control panel. Allura (thinking that it was music) decided to listen to it when she took a relaxing bath. She had to adjust the headphones multiple times to make sure she was actually hearing Lance. 

How did he do this?

Allura decided figure out what this was about. 

-

The water was cold around Allura. She never knew how much she stressed Lance out. She didn’t know how much he struggled with trying to be perfect. She couldn’t even defend herself, everything Lance said was true. 

After she dried herself off she put the box back in the control room and walked away. 

-06-

This was Lance’s tape so the box immediately went to the next person.

-07-

Coran the last person to  receive the tapes. He found them when he was cleaning the healing pods for the 10th time. He already cleaned the entire castle 4 times but he needed to stay distracted. 

Coran wiped his brow and sat down in front of one of the pods. He examined the tapes carefully, and slowly put the headphones on. Coran started crying as soon as Lance’s cheerful voice came through. He missed that boy so much. 

-

Coran wiped his eyes for the 5th time. He knew something was off last time Lance came to him about his problems. He was aware that he over talked Lance, he just never thought about the consequences. Coran put the tapes back and put his face in his hands. He listen to the mice drag the box out of the room, removing the only piece of Lance the team had left. 

AHHHHHHHH 

Thank you so much for this! It’s just past 1am right now and I’m crying. 

Send Me More Langst Prompts 

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Updated my YOI shrine! With additional shot of bedside posters + pillows ^v^)b

While the overall number has grown (and I’ve completed the sets that had a few guys missing last time), you can see acrylic standee details in my older post HERE.

This week in doodles I’ll never finish:

“yes. yes hello to you too. Yes, I am very happy to see you as-NOT IN THE MOUTH”

-Fen’harel recites the ancient mantra of canine owners.

A little bit of Noctis in my life
A little bit of Ignis by my side
A little bit of Gladio is all I need
A little bit of Prompto is what I see
A little bit of Cindy in the sun
A little bit of Luna all night long
A little bit of Aranea here I am
A little bit of Fifteen makes me your man

ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪