you're my fave okay


we are told by our mama ‘don’t take sweets off strangers’, but it’s ironic when we are slid over a bottle of pills by a stranger with a degree, we can only take them because we know it’ll satiate our sweet tooth cravings. our graveyard mouth homes every lie we have told and the row of tombstone teeth gnaw on the pills we take like candy. we shove it down our throats and feel hollow when falling through the bottle’s gaping hole and realising it was just a facade all along because i wanted people to care when i’m lying to die. it’s so sweet when we have the attention, it’s sickeningly sadistic.



“you cannot go back to t h e m, just accept that you’re different–hey, scott, you’re b e t t e r.”

[songs for the maker and the unwilling protege; for impotent rage and cold affection, grazes creeping across quivering skin; for cast-offs and changed men with no place else to go; for being alone together, forging family through venom in the blood, sharp teeth and sharper claws]

↳ a carlos madrigal/scott fuller mix

red right hand - nick cave & the bad seeds // evil and a heathen - franz ferdinand // blues from down here - tv on the radio // claws off - margot & the nuclear so and so’s // patron saint hunter - timber timbre // we suck young blood - radiohead // mx missiles - andrew bird // sweet sour - band of skulls // damn i wish i was your lover - black kids  // lick the palm of the burning handshake - zola jesus // zephyrus - bloc party // actor out of work - st. vincent // for real - okkervil river // boat song - woodkid // dear fellow traveler - sea wolf

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